rough dream, troubling me
Last night I dreamed I was a college student, but I did not have courses to take. There was a simple young man that assisted with cleaning he had simple charistics and medium length stringy brown hair and conservative clothes, someone wanted me to kill him and then I had a knife. I was basically like "no big deal".
After following this man around I remember almost always cutting my thumb on the blade in my pocket, as I constantly checked it, it was a jack knife with about a 5 inch rounded point blade. I looked for my opportunity over 1 day and did not find it.
The following day I had a couple friends around me, so I waited till I was in a room and called him over I pointed out something simple, it was a wicker ball and said to him "what is that"? He was reluctant, I persisted he pick it up and inspect it, as soon as he did I grabbed his head and ran the blade across his neck, I was shocked at how easy it slid through his skin and esophegous, I noticed though that I missed the coroted Artery, so I cut more and walked away. He bled. The Next day seemed like weeks later and I had done other things, I tried to feel guilty but did not and it seemed in my dream that I was feeling eird as to why I had no regret.....Not my first dream. But usually they are bad people.
I was bothered this morning after waking up, any ideas?
