My dad tried to kill me and I wanted to kill him back !
I just woke up from the weirdest dream I ever had in my entire life so far ! I couldn't found proper explaining so here I am posting about it...
The Dream : I was in a unknown place me and my dad and we both were arguing about something I can't remember, my dad got so mad as usual and then he shot me with a gun that he was holding in his hands ( I dunno where he got the gun because in our country we don't have guns and my dad never used one before ). I fall down and he looked at me and shot me again in my stomach, leg and heart ( 10 times in total, 3 times in my heart to make sure that I will die) then he told me crawl back home if I want to get him back ! I didn't felt any paint I didn't see blood but I couldn't walk so I started crawling toward the door to get out that place and once I got there, out of no where my grandma show up. She asked me if I'm ok and I told her that I'm going to kill my father for what he did to me, she tried to convince me not to but I was so serious about it ( usually when I went to do something specially a challenge or something that people tell me I can't do, I work harder and do whatever it takes to prove myself ) I didn't know the road back home so I asked her help and she indeed showed me where to go, I crawled all the way to our house ( that place wasn't even our real house but It was in the dream ! )
I saw my dad sitting in front of the door so I had to go around so that he can't see me ! while going around the house there was a black dog ( we don't have any pets but dogs are my favorite and never had the chance to own one ) so I had to be very careful so that he can't see me or hear me.Finally I arrived to an open window of a room where my sister and my mom was, I whispered to my mom to help me she looked at me and asked me what happened, I told her everything and I told her that I need her help because I was injured and I also told her that I will kill my father. Some how I got inside of the house and my dad saw me and I was so furious and wanted to kill him so bad but I didn't because I needed to cure my injuries first ! my dad went to another room ( he wasn't scared of me at all ) I don't remeber what happened after that exactly but I was calm and I decided that it's not necessary to kill him and I should just let it go...I went to look at my injuries in the mirror ( somehow I was in our actual house ) I took my shirt off and start looking at my chest, there was 3 scars of the places where bullets went through ( in the side of my heart ). I started questioning how is it possible that I'm still alive and boom I woke up!!!
ps : when I woke up I was shocked that it's justa dream because for me it was so real ! I'm 19y boy and currently I don't even talk to my dad ( we had a fight days a go ) and tbh I don't hate him but I don't like him either beause he's an asshole and I don't think he would ever kill me or I will ever kill him in the actuall life...