Weird dream..i need help understanding it
First id like to say hello to everyone this is my first post
Well four days ago i woke up almost in tears(almost crying) and really tired. i am not one who usually gets too emotional over dreams and such(programmer by trade....very logical minded). But anyways it was a dream within in a dream experience. The part i remember i was sitting down with what looks like my wife or girlfriend(mind you i never had a girlfriend before and currently single a personal choice until i finish college), she was blonde and wearing a blue shirt and i remember holding her hand saying "i just dont want to lose you" and im upset about it........then i suddenly wake up in my room questioning reality.. whether or not that was real or fake i wandered around my room and it was really upsetting me.....then i suddenly wake up in reality feeling really tired and weird feeling. the whole three days since, i've been having this gut feeling i should be crying, like i should be sad or crying from happiness i cant explain it.
i usually dont remember most of my dreams, i remember bits and pieces, but i remembered this one in detail because im assuming its my subconscious tell me that it is important. i am a 21 year old male(if that says anything). stuff like this usually doesnt bother me much at all(i usually just blow it off and move on), but this the first dream i have had that has really touched me......i still get a tad emotional thinking about it(the gut feeling), so i cant let it go.. id like to hear second opinions from you guys, because it helps me gain perspective on this. its been four days and i still remember it vividly.
