SuorKaterina's Dream Journal
[size=24]LUCID
5/2/05
Nap 3:30-5:00 PM Lucid
I was at a gas station in the country. There were a couple of young boys there. I told them I could teach them how to fly. I said follow me. We walked down the country road. I told them to walk and start to feel lighter. "Don't try to push off the ground" I said. "Just get lighter as you walk." And so we did and eventually we were flying over this little island. I told them to follow me to the island. "Isn't it beautifull with the reds and oranges and yellows" I said. It looked like a new england town emmerced in peek folliage season. We landed by a small tudor style pub door. At first it had looked like my workplace (Stone Victorian Castle) but when we landed it was this little tudor pub in the middle of the woods. This is what made me lucid. There was a sign on the door and I tried really hard to read it because I knew I would want to remember it when I woke up. I couldn't read it however. Then all of a sudden I was in a quiant little cemetary. I was behind a wrought iron gate that surrounded it. Behind the gate were these black shadowy figures. I tried really hard to see exactly what they were. I wanted to know what my shadow was, what my challenges are to overcome. I reached out to them and they went away. Then I awoke.
Dream Sign: Context/Setting
5/2/05
2:00-9:00 Non-Lucid
We watched Testament and I know that influenced my dream. I was living near my parents. A nucleor bomb had crashed and taken out most of the population. People left were getting sick. My Dad was about to die. I was visiting my parents. My mom said adam had left several msg's for me to see if I was alright. I didn't call him back. Then my Dad died and my mom told me I should leave. I felt bad but left anyway and headed North. Before I left I went to this church or meeting place to find a little girl that I thought might still be alive and take her with me. People were crowded in there and you couldn't tell who was dead and who was still alive. I called out for the girl and a man in a pew facing the front moved and the girl was sitting next to him. She came to me and we went to leave.
Dream Sign: Context/Setting
Well that's it. Here I shall attempt to keep track of my dreams. I like the computer better than a physical notebook so maybe I will keep on top of it this time!
A Ron for the Witches Daughter
5/3/05
11:00PM-7:00AM Warning: I've been reading a lot of Harry Potter Fan Fiction lately, this should explain why sometimes I'm Ron or Hermione.
There was a tree that had been split in half, sort of hollowed out. It was huge. I felt bad about it untill i realized it was growing fine.
Then I was in this little cabin with an old woman and a little girl. The woman was feeding her hot water and oatmeal. They were talking about some guy she was going to marry I think. I was just an outsider watching untill I realized they were talking about "my Ron" Then i saw he was asleep in an armchair beside the table. He woke up and looked behind the chair and I was there seeted at the table. I reached out my hand to him and our fingers entwined. I said "You should be flattered, they were trying to steal you away."
Then I was in a school gymnasium. Something about getting dressed in my old Girl Scout outfit and selling cookies so I could make some extra money.
Yay. I did it 2 days in a row. Good for me. *Pats self on back*
DS: Context/Setting & Form/Ego
HP and the Multiple Personality Disorder
5/4 11:00PM-7:00AM Non-Lucid
I woke up to fast to remember much. Another HP obsessed dream.
I was in a gymnasium again. There were boys boxing or something. There was a flamboyantly gay teen trying to sew one of the other boys shoes together. He was wearing a grey tank top that showed off his belly.
Then I was in class with Prof. McGonnagal and she gave us this survey to fill out. It asked what we thought our best class was, what our specific magical talent was. I wrote down Charms. After that question was something about unscrambling the letters and filling in letters to figure out the name of a potion.
Then I was on this Morrocan style balcony with Harry. At first I was Hermione. Harry was telling me not to go out with Draco because I would be hurting my friends.. Or maybe I was Harry. I think I might have been both. We were laying on big textiled pillows. Somehow I knew that Draco was on a balcony above us and could hear everything that we said.
That's it. Maybe i should demote myself to LD beginner. I know a lot about it, I just havn't done a whole lot of it. I'm not very consistant in my "training". But I hope that will change now. I really enjoy recording my dreams here.
DS: Context/Setting & Form/Ego
HP and the Vegetable Nose
5/5
3:00AM-12:00PM Non-Lucid
Last nights dreams were a little discombobulated. I hope that by starting to write all of them down I will remember more of them.
I think one of the last ones was...I was at a restaurant with ron, I was hermione(yes I have a problem, I know) So we were eating and the atmosphere was fine. We were really young, like 11 or 12. Then all of a sudden more adults started coming and it got darker. One of them got mad at me for being there and punched me in the nose. Ron was all worried and helped me get out of the restaurant. Then we were wandering around a grocery store and I had frozen vegetales on my nose to keep the swelling down. I think Ron was laughing at me, he was also worried we'd get in trouble for using the veggies for my nose.
There was lots more but it's not coming back to me.
DS: Context/Setting & Form/Ego
If a Horse Played like a Puppy...
Well I've come to the conclusion that if I try to MAKE myself have a specific dream, I completely forget my dreams in the morning and think only about the dream I tried to make myself have. So I give up on that front. I have given in. So last night I cleared my head and prepared for the dreams my subconcious wanted to give me.
5/11
11PM-8AM Non-Lucid
I dreamt I had followed some friends, boys, to their house. For some reason I wasn't supposed to be there. They were playing video games and their parents came home. I had to leave before they saw me. So I floated to the ceiling, my back against it, hoping I could leave the house without them seeing me. I think I had a partial lucid moment and said, hey I can't fly! So then I fell to the ground. The parents saw me and I told them i was a neighbor looking for my cat. A little black one I said. They hadn't seen it so I left. In the street outside I tried to fly again...running and trying to take off. It was really hard.
DS: Action/Ego
Then I was in my house. It was sleeting out and I was trying to close this window. It would not close. I got my boyfriend to deal with it then I went into the kitchen and ate some cold cuts. While he was fixing the window I went outside and it was a beautiful sunny day, no sleet. I went to a paddock and found a pretty white horse. I put a bridle and a hlater on it, no saddle, and began to ride. I forgot to close the paddock and all the horses got out but I continued to ride. By the end of the ride I had my legs around the horses neck. Then I dismounted over it's head when it bent down. When I got off the horses colt ran up to me and jumped on me like a puppy would. A friend of mine's mother came up to me and I appologized for letting the horses out. She said don't worry they are all going back by themselves.
DS: Action/Character & Setting/
FIN
The Man Who Couldn't Kiss
[size=24]LUCID
5/12 1AM-2AM Mini-Lucid
I had a really short erotic lucid last night. I was in some room, people milling about. There was a group of men walking by. I yelled at one of them, he was asian. "You, come here." And he obeyed. As he was walking over I made him naked, then changed my mind and gave him pants. He stood up against a wall and we kissed. It was awful! He basically put his lips to mine and shook his head about. Yuck. Anyhow, then he slid down the wall and motioned for me to follow. I did and we did it on the floor. I woke up as I was...well...you get the picture.
I lost all other dreams. =(
DS: Context/Setting-Place
FIN
Battle of Dog Vs. Demon and a LD Msg.
5/13 12AM-6AM
Strange dreams last night. I dreamt I was at this place, it was kinda like you would picture an opium den. People were inhaling steam. But it was a lucid dreaming den, so I was told. I kept having this feeling that I awoke with that it is really important for me to learn how to lucid dream. I also woke up feeling that I would need it some day, like I'll be in a coma or something. Strange. So anyhow, we induced lucid dreaming(but I wasn't really lucid) and I saw a battle, between dogs and demons.
DS: Context/Setting-Place
There was another dream where I was at a writers group meeting, but I wasn't paying attention. I kept reading this magazine instead.
DS: Action/Ego
I wish I caught more of this...damn
Flying Whales and the Language of the Squirils
I'm getting better at dream recall, I didn't even try last night and I woke up remembering a big chunk of what I dreamt.
So I was living in some sort of small apartment. It was built of cement around a big circular aquarium. It had a cement porch and beyond that was the wall of the tank. Friends of mine came over H&F and I was showing them. Told them there was a whale in there. But it turned out the tank was dry. There was a small cat on the porch. I said he was a stray. Something about a ladder.
DS: Context/Setting-Place
Then I was a little girl living in a trailor. I came out of the trailor and was speaking to a squiril in it's language. There was a play going on or something. I went to visit a friend, a young black kid, and we went into his sisters room to steal stuff to sell it and get money. We were going to sell this face cream she had that looked like it was pearls. Then the sister came in and we hid. She got really mad.
DS: Context/Setting-Place-Time & Form/Ego
reoccurance of small cat and a play. Ladders are usually important, if i rememebr correctly from my reading. Like Jacobs Ladder. Stairway to heaven.
Rejection and Gender Confusion
I was in a car and a big mac truc was trying to turn and took the top of the car off. Then I was holding these colored contacts and talking about how some of the colors were opaque and i couldn't wear them. Then I was at a party. (old boyfriend)M was there and I put my hand on his leg and he looked at me like he was disgusted and walked away. I slapped his butt as he walked away. Then I was feeling rejected and was sitting outside. Someone came up behind me and hugged me. I thought it was C, I snuggled into him then turned around and it was A. I was angry and disgusted. I yelled at him and called him a fucking drunk.
DS: Context/Character-Place
Then I was in this house and I was "wanking" an invisible member. Apparently I thought I was a man. There was some guy watching, objectively. Then someone was assessing the house and it's contents. He said the upstairs was a lot of money. I thought maybe it was the violins. I took one out and tried to play. I did a great job even thought the bow strings were disintegrating and the bridge was missing. They guy said it would only cost 15 to 20 to fix it. Then I was telling this girl about the childs violin and to look at the fabric inside. I played again and I was really good!
DS: Action/Ego & Context/Ego & Form/Ego
FIN
The Seduction of Allysa Milano
I was at a short of party. I was eating meat. I didn't realize it untill after the first bite. Then I was angry about something and said so what! BJ and I were arguing about chri, He was saying he wanted the nice Chris to come to the wedding. And we told chris he's either the beligerent chris or the nice, thoughtful chris. He didn't beleive us. I told him that I didn't like either of them.
Then I was at some house and the part was ther. I was planting money all over the house for ppl to find. But then everyine left except for me and a couple girls. We slept together on a big bed. One of them was alissa milano=P One girl left and AM tried to seduce me! Then she left and the other girl came back and I asked her if she wanted to split the money. She said I had already asked her that.
Then I was on the ground behind a big hill. Something about black belt karate ppl on the hill.
Then I was with a black man. He was bleeding and he driped on my cheek. He tried to wipe it off but it got in my eye. Apparently he had aids so I got it too. It played aout a little like I was Tom Hanks in Philadelphia.
DS: Context/Setting-Place-Situation & Action/Character
The Mystery of the Hoodie
I was in a shower, an open one. A man came in and handed me his grey hoodie. He was rather handsome, kind of militant with cropped hair and well built. The sweatshirt had some writing on it. It was orange I think. The he left. I was getting dressed but did not put on the sweatshirt. My cooworker and Boss were inspecting my apartment and I was nervous. They were saying something about concentrated orange juice, as if it had been spilt on the floor or something. I was trying to escape the apartment but before I could I wanted to give the sweatshirt back to the man. I really wanted to keep it but I felt I should give it back. He was waiting outside my front door. When I handed it too him he looked at me as if he had no idea why I was giving it to him. Then he seemed to figure it out and handed it to another man next to him, who was his twin, who had been the one to give me the sweatshirt. Then I went back in and my cooworker wasn;t inspecting my apartment, she was telling me to rest. that I was sick. She set me up with binocculars and I was watching people on this jutted rock formation in the middle of some water. I was wondering how they had gotten there.
Then i left and went into town? or School? It was like this rally but people were sitting. Some were learning how to do this hand signal that meant revolution. My boyfriend was sitting in another group with his friends.
Then I was walking down a street with my cooworker and we saw a building that was smoldering. I said it used to be an ice cream shop.
DS: Thought/Ego & Context/Setting-Place
Fin