The dream of my own death
Hello. :wink:
First i just got to interduce myself, I'm 18 years old and I live in Norway.
I'm a student, where i study music production.
But let's cut the "crap" and go right to the case.
This is my first post at this forum by the way. :-P
I've had Lucid dreams before, so i will post them later,
but yesterday I had this really weird dream... but it was'ent a nightmare.
The dream is a little blury but i'll do my best.
Suddenly I'm in this really old house that I've never seen before, with my parents.
And they're very mad for some reason, i could'ent understand why.
I can remember thinking what I'm doing in this house, and i can't get the ends to meet.
Really confused...
And then i get this really cold feeling.
When I turn around I see my own mother get's throwed at the wall
by some invisible "force" or something. And she get's this huge lamp smashed on her.
I got really scared and sad but I went closer to her, then she dissapears..
And when I look around then my father is gone.
So I stand there all by myself, and i'm scared as shit!
Then the dream get's a little blury, but I can remember I got real scared to die.
Then my sight got black.
The Next thing I remember,
I got my sight back and i realised that I actuelly died at that moment.
I did'ent know how i died or got killed?
And then in the dream i woke up in my own bed, And i could'ent notice any differences.
So I got out of bed, put some cloths on and went out of my own house.
I walked towards a field that I've never seen before.
Then I rememberd that I was dead...
I would'ent belive it, but after some time, I understood it and tried to accept it.
And at that moment, I got weightless and I left my body at the field.
I did'ent dare to look down on my body but i knew it was down there.
And while all this happend I felt really calm and very glad at the same point that I was scared for whatever that may come.
I saw all these beutiful colors on the sky, purple, yellow, red, blue and probably 1000 more, and i flew towards the sky and I felt so happy I have never felt in real life before.
I was certain this was heaven.
Then the dream ended and I woke up.
I was shocked when I woke up! Becouse i've only had about 3 hours of sleep that night.
and I had to reach school. I thought I had overslept but I did'ent.
The first thing when I got out of bed, I found some paper and a pen,
and wrote down some words:
death
confusion
hell and heaven
chaos
went out of my body
am I dead?
accepted death
all the colors of the rainbow
my parents (bad)
Well, thank you for reading my dream.
I would love some feedback on this, your opinion.
I am still confused about it so please help me out on the subject.
Ps. It was also fullmoon that night/morning when this happend,
could this have anything to do with it?
was this just a dream?
peace and love
André
