Thread: The dream of my own death

Hello.

First i just got to interduce myself, I'm 18 years old and I live in Norway.
I'm a student, where i study music production.
But let's cut the "crap" and go right to the case.
This is my first post at this forum by the way.

I've had Lucid dreams before, so i will post them later,
but yesterday I had this really weird dream... but it was'ent a nightmare.
The dream is a little blury but i'll do my best.

Suddenly I'm in this really old house that I've never seen before, with my parents.
And they're very mad for some reason, i could'ent understand why.
I can remember thinking what I'm doing in this house, and i can't get the ends to meet.
Really confused...
And then i get this really cold feeling.
When I turn around I see my own mother get's throwed at the wall
by some invisible "force" or something. And she get's this huge lamp smashed on her.
I got really scared and sad but I went closer to her, then she dissapears..
And when I look around then my father is gone.
So I stand there all by myself, and i'm scared as shit!
Then the dream get's a little blury, but I can remember I got real scared to die.
Then my sight got black.
The Next thing I remember,
I got my sight back and i realised that I actuelly died at that moment.
I did'ent know how i died or got killed?

And then in the dream i woke up in my own bed, And i could'ent notice any differences.
So I got out of bed, put some cloths on and went out of my own house.
I walked towards a field that I've never seen before.
Then I rememberd that I was dead...
I would'ent belive it, but after some time, I understood it and tried to accept it.
And at that moment, I got weightless and I left my body at the field.
I did'ent dare to look down on my body but i knew it was down there.
And while all this happend I felt really calm and very glad at the same point that I was scared for whatever that may come.
I saw all these beutiful colors on the sky, purple, yellow, red, blue and probably 1000 more, and i flew towards the sky and I felt so happy I have never felt in real life before.
I was certain this was heaven.
Then the dream ended and I woke up.

I was shocked when I woke up! Becouse i've only had about 3 hours of sleep that night.
and I had to reach school. I thought I had overslept but I did'ent.
The first thing when I got out of bed, I found some paper and a pen,
and wrote down some words:

death
confusion
hell and heaven
chaos
went out of my body
am I dead?
accepted death
all the colors of the rainbow
my parents (bad)

Well, thank you for reading my dream.
I would love some feedback on this, your opinion.
I am still confused about it so please help me out on the subject.

Ps. It was also fullmoon that night/morning when this happend,
could this have anything to do with it?
was this just a dream?

peace and love
André