Recorded morning of 4/19/07
Moderate night of dreams.. not as much detail as normally remembered, probably due to my son waking me every 30 minutes til about 3:15am complaining about nightmares, ugh!
--I was working at a store in a large mall, the entire mall was closing and all was empty, except my store. It was after 6pm and I was to be closed at 5:30 but had a customer with brown high heeled boots who wouldnt leave. I casually mentioned how I was late meeting my parents and grandparents (who were visiting from out of town and leaving tomorrow) for a concert. They suddenly felt bad for keeping me and left.. without buying anything!! I quickly left and was doing my makeup in the car on the way when my cell phone rang, it was my mother telling me that it was too late for my grandparents and they needed some sleep, but if I was on the way they would still (hit a bump in the road and it made me smudge my eye makeup that I was applying... 'midnight black' mascara) want to meet me for dinner. I agreed and continued to meet them. I parked the car in a large parking lot that was poorly lit and started to walk towards this tall fence that had a black plastic tarp around it, blocking the view inside it. It was a baseball stadium, and there was a small hole in the plastic so I peeked in and saw it FILLED with people and a country singer giving a concert on the field. I looked wayyyyy up into the stands and immediately zoomed in on two people very very high in the seats. It was my parents. My mother was wearing blue jeans and a pink shirt that I own and was sitting close to my dad with her feet out in front of her, crossed at the ankles, her hands tucked together just inside her thighs.. almost like she was chilly or cold and trying to warm them, even though it was a warm night. My dad was sitting next to her, but I dont remember anything about his clothing or positioning. I was suddenly aware that I would have to walk in front of all these people and I was dressed in ratty old grey sweatpants and a tshirt. Very odd clothing for me as I normally dress well. I didn't want to be seen in this and was trying to decide if I wanted to just call her and tell her i wasnt coming, or just walk up there anyway.
My dream shifted to one of my sons (5 yr old) and his friend who were playing in the playground. His friend had a lil crush on me, it was so cute. I tried to play with them in the playground, but his friend kept getting shy and would hide his face. I decided to read instead and I sat on the grass, it was very soft but longer than I would have liked it and for a moment I thought of mowing, but went back to reading. Soon the boys came and sat by me while I read until it was time to go inside. I worried for a minute that I might forget my shoes outside so I put them on my lap.
----then the damn alarm woke me! Have a great day everyone!