Here is my workbook where I will post everything from the MILD class
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Here is my workbook where I will post everything from the MILD class
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Make sure to track this every day. Write down your dreams or provide a link to your journal. Record feelings and thoughts during waking and before going to bed, specially if you wake in the middle of the night. Record your MILD attempts, meditations, etc.
Ok, here is going to be a post from what I remember. Luckily it was only four days, but unluckily is that it was still four days so hard to remember.
I distinctly remember Thursday's dreams, I'm not sure why, though. The first excerpt was Me playing Fallout: Vegas or whatever it is called. I am not sure why, as I played Fallout 3 a while ago but in the dream it was like an advertisement for the game, with a young female voice narrating the pros and cons of the game while someone was shooting some robot... Weird..
Later that night, (I was sleeping over at a friend's house) I had a false awakening. The reals ituation was that the guy had to get up at 9:30 for something, but in my dream it was 9:50 and we all overslept. The alarm rang on the guy's phone and everyone was panicking bbecause we had overslept. This was weird, because I saw the guy setting his alarm on an alarm clock before bed so I should have recognized this contradiction.
I woke up that morning very confused because of that false awakening dream and because I forgot that I was at someone else's house.
My feeling for Thursday were generally good, though some parts were bad. I saw a few friends that I haven't seen in a long time and we picked up my best friend for the weekend, so that was positive, and the only negative twas that since I hadn't been home in a few days, I was not feeling fresh because of lack of fresh clothes and shower.
For Friday, I remember I went to sleep really late and slept like a log jsut before waking uyp early. I do not remember any dreams, only taht I was having a really good dream right beofre waking up. I woke up disoriented and unhappy because this good dream was interrupted.
Friday was an angry day for me, because I guess mainly the fact that I had not gotten enough sleep. I was really happy int he morning because I went to an amusement park with two people that I highly value, but then things turned sour because we were all kind of grumpy. then things picked up a bit because of some events that happened. Unfortunately, after that, some more things happened that made me shake with anger and I very much regret that part of the day.
For today (Saturday) I also went to sleep late and woke kind of early. I do not remember any dreams right now because I did not have my journal handy and I was pur ont he spot because we had to do a lot very quickly. I cannot remember any feelings either.
Today was a very positive day, because I spent the whole day with the people I value most, because it was my Birthday celebration and that is always a happy time. In the middle of the day I started feeling alittle down because I was tired. But the start and the end of the day were really happy and joyful...
I will go to sleep now and remember my dreams.
Ok, here is going to be a post from what I remember. Luckily it was only four days, but unluckily is that it was still four days so hard to remember.
I distinctly remember Thursday's dreams, I'm not sure why, though. The first excerpt was Me playing Fallout: Vegas or whatever it is called. I am not sure why, as I played Fallout 3 a while ago but in the dream it was like an advertisement for the game, with a young female voice narrating the pros and cons of the game while someone was shooting some robot... Weird..
Later that night, (I was sleeping over at a friend's house) I had a false awakening. The reals ituation was that the guy had to get up at 9:30 for something, but in my dream it was 9:50 and we all overslept. The alarm rang on the guy's phone and everyone was panicking bbecause we had overslept. This was weird, because I saw the guy setting his alarm on an alarm clock before bed so I should have recognized this contradiction.
I woke up that morning very confused because of that false awakening dream and because I forgot that I was at someone else's house.
My feeling for Thursday were generally good, though some parts were bad. I saw a few friends that I haven't seen in a long time and we picked up my best friend for the weekend, so that was positive, and the only negative twas that since I hadn't been home in a few days, I was not feeling fresh because of lack of fresh clothes and shower.
For Friday, I remember I went to sleep really late and slept like a log jsut before waking uyp early. I do not remember any dreams, only taht I was having a really good dream right beofre waking up. I woke up disoriented and unhappy because this good dream was interrupted.
Friday was an angry day for me, because I guess mainly the fact that I had not gotten enough sleep. I was really happy int he morning because I went to an amusement park with two people that I highly value, but then things turned sour because we were all kind of grumpy. then things picked up a bit because of some events that happened. Unfortunately, after that, some more things happened that made me shake with anger and I very much regret that part of the day.
For today (Saturday) I also went to sleep late and woke kind of early. I do not remember any dreams right now because I did not have my journal handy and I was pur ont he spot because we had to do a lot very quickly. I cannot remember any feelings either.
Today was a very positive day, because I spent the whole day with the people I value most, because it was my Birthday celebration and that is always a happy time. In the middle of the day I started feeling alittle down because I was tired. But the start and the end of the day were really happy and joyful...
I will go to sleep now and remember my dreams.
Oh and before sleeping tonight I am listening to ninja's subliminal lucide while repeating "I'm Dreraming"
Just thought that may help to know.
OOOOOOKKKKK for today we have muchg better recall results, but no lucidity.
After ninja's subliminal lucid, I always get the most recall. I now realize that most of the things i recalled were in fact dreams, but during the night i thought they were just daydreams from when i was trying to get to sleep because i awoke many times during the night. However, I did write down one big piece of a dream, two things i remember from prervious dreams and I have stuff to say on my emotions during the day. So, here we go without further ado.
I definitely remember swimming related events and something with a railroad or trains.
I completely remember one piece of one dream. I was in Ukraine at my grandmother's house (Ukraine and my childhood time there occur frequently in my dreams). It was dinner. I waqs sitting in the kitchen in my normal spot watching the news. they were talking about being nice to teachers. My grandmother occasionally walked by while speaking on the phone. I had just finished dinner which was buckwheat and liver. I got up to get sweets from the sweets cupboard and the urge fell over me to sample everything. they had the "lobster candies", "red poppyseed", "cows", and waffles wrapped int he wrapper for a russian chocolate and cookies. as i was eating this I woke up and wrote it down immediately. it was 5:59, approximately 6 hours after I wnt to sleep.
I chanted "I'm dreaming" before falling asleep and when i woke up to write, I forgot to chant it and do the whole mild procedure while going to sleep, so no luucidity last night.
My day was very positive, we went to the city and rode segways to show my visiting friend the city. then we went and had dinner at a brwewery. Good day, very happy.
OOOOOOKKKKK for today we have muchg better recall results, but no lucidity.
After ninja's subliminal lucid, I always get the most recall. I now realize that most of the things i recalled were in fact dreams, but during the night i thought they were just daydreams from when i was trying to get to sleep because i awoke many times during the night. However, I did write down one big piece of a dream, two things i remember from prervious dreams and I have stuff to say on my emotions during the day. So, here we go without further ado.
I definitely remember swimming related events and something with a railroad or trains.
I completely remember one piece of one dream. I was in Ukraine at my grandmother's house (Ukraine and my childhood time there occur frequently in my dreams). It was dinner. I waqs sitting in the kitchen in my normal spot watching the news. they were talking about being nice to teachers. My grandmother occasionally walked by while speaking on the phone. I had just finished dinner which was buckwheat and liver. I got up to get sweets from the sweets cupboard and the urge fell over me to sample everything. they had the "lobster candies", "red poppyseed", "cows", and waffles wrapped int he wrapper for a russian chocolate and cookies. as i was eating this I woke up and wrote it down immediately. it was 5:59, approximately 6 hours after I wnt to sleep.
I chanted "I'm dreaming" before falling asleep and when i woke up to write, I forgot to chant it and do the whole mild procedure while going to sleep, so no luucidity last night.
My day was very positive, we went to the city and rode segways to show my visiting friend the city. then we went and had dinner at a brwewery. Good day, very happy.
Excellent work Motley! Try to chant "I lucid dream" It work for a few students and they turn lucid.
Nothing else to add. I see you read the log and followed the advice, good one!
Keep positive and focused and lucidity will come.
Hehe I actually did not read the chat until now, so I was posting hoping taht I did the right thing. Going to sleep now and I will write downa ny daydreams or tother things that pop into my mind at night so i can remember them all. Again listened to the subliminal because it has never failed to give me a amazing recall even though its not the recall track. I will mantra tonight.
Ok so last night I actually didn't go to sleep right away after my reading the forums and listening to ninja's track so I had a lot less sucess. I woke up with horrible dream recall. I guess it is improving a little because I stillr ecalled a few tidbits and feelings.
On my way to sleepw hen I was laying in bed I kept saying a mantra and trying to believe it and trying to be happy.
I definitely remember in one of my dreams I was flying and doing it badly... I think it was in a trainyard and it was very nonvivid and gray if I remember correctly.
Another part of another dream was me going into our fridge for apple juice, (our apple juice wasnt in the fridge when I checked before bed) and then I found it but it morphed into something else, I dont remember exactly, but it may have been a bitter ketchup... I felt really really disappointed int hat dream becausea of this failure.
I also remember I was rushing somewhere in a dream but I do not remember where or when.
I once again had many of those "daydreams" that I was sure were happening as I was falling asleep throughout the night after awakenings so I didnt write them down, but I think they may have been dreams since it happened on two consecutive nights in a row... I'm really confused what these are. It feels like when I am falling asleep after writing in the inght in my journal, that I get these images or movies in y head as I am falling sleep. I get these when I'm sick and sleep bad, Its like I cant get to sleep so I see these images and its realy boring... I'm really not sure if fthese are dreams or not. I will try to write down these things in my journal tonight.
I will have little time to journal in the morning because I awm going to swim practice very early.
Today was not a very good day, I wwas extremely bored and we were quarreling with my friend. Then things picked up when I went out to swim practttice. I havent swum in a week and it felt soooo good to swim again that literally I felt happy everywhere to the very depths of my soul. it was a very big positive lift and when I came home we stopped fighting and everything was good.
Ok, hoping for lucidity tonight and I'm going to bed right away after viewing DV
Don't worry.
Events on waking triggers better or worse recall/ lucidity. Keep up the good work!
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Ok! Today i have a lot to report, as I actually recorded my "daydreams/hallucinations' because I really do think they are dreams and I just didn't know it.
Before bed yesterday I posted this stuff and looked over dv and said my mantra, but no lucidity yet :\. I woke many times at night and even though I had swim practice in the morning I actually woke in the middle of a dream so I recalled most of it. Plus, jumping into the pool triggered a memory. Here we go!
I think in one of the dreams I was riding a bulldozer. When I woke up I had that picture in my mind for some reason. My next dream or segment that I recall was a very stressful one. I was deeply worried and anxious in that dream. The setting was a swim meet and this was weird because all of our summer meets ended a few weeks ago. Also, I hadn't swum in the past week and a half due to having a friend over so I was really worried when I found myself standing at the start of the pool and I was really worried because there was a big crowd on both ides of the pool and I had no idea what I was swimming and in general was scared because I hadn't practiced for a long time. The pool seemed like I've seen it before, yet there was something odd about it and I had in fact never seen something like this pool. The dream was very vivid and colorful and every single detail was perfect.
Another excerpt was a rather scary one. I could make things evil, and evil meant for some reason that they turned into a red and purple checkered design on the exterior and on the interior they were just bad. In the dream I turned a baby "evil" and then lots of people shunned me and I was really scared.
I think from the same dream, though I may be mistaken, I saw a clip from a movie I was watching in the dream. The clip reminded me of saw or the ring. in the clip, a girl was tortured because for some reason her arms hurt and it hurt to breathe. I was scared there too.
Another excerpt, possibly form the same dream as above, I was in a car garage underground, and a mafia person walks up to me and tells me to steal an "evil" car like fromt he previous dream. I do not recall any emotions form this, but I remember making some kind of connection between that and Grand Theft Auto 4.
Another excerpt that I remember was my friend's (that's visiting) mom came and dropped his sister off and just left, though they all live in Canada and it would have been illogical for that to happen. I don't know why I didnt catch this. My friend was very upset in the dream.
I will make an intermission here, because this is when I woke up and went to swim. When I came back, I took a three ohur nap. I do not remember the second dream I had in those three hours, but I woke up after about 1.5 hours and wrote a dream down...
My school was stationed at a ski resort, or very near one. I would like to point out that I have a lot of dreams about school, so It may be a dreamsign. Anyways, me and three strangers won a contest. One of the strangers I think had a buzzcut and looked like a criminal or something like that, one of them was a guy that you would find in a nightclub. and one woman, of about 26 years old. Our prize was meeting the american Idol judges and Lady Gaga. These celebrities were evidently really horny, as they were trying to seduce all of us. I remember crawling through some crawlspaces with them and going down the slide as they all sat on our laps. It was going to be a sex dream, but I decided to go bqack home which was really close (damnit, a chance with lady gaga missed heh) anyways, I exited the school, which by the way always looks different in my dreams, and somehow really quickly got down the bigger portion of the ski hill upon which our school stood. I saw a few girls I know from school and one of them had become unrealistically fat. A few girls from my school rushed over for some reason, yet everyone except for the fat girl were my pet peeves and people I didn't like so I got really angry in the dream. somehow, i spawned skis on my feet and got downhill by skiing, though it was a realy steep slope. on either side of the hill were obstacle courses and other dangers. the dream skipped ahead to me entering my house. there, my little stepbrother greeted me and we played either a racing game or a strategy game, i dont remember, on the computer. the floor was really wet from he snow.
Theres my wall of remembered dreams.
Today overall the first part was happy, nothing really happened. Then, when I got home I discovered what my visiting friend really thinks of me and america and in general visitingf and this really saddened me and I don't even know if we are still friends :( so yeah my evening was filled with negative emotions. I am trying to stay positive before bed, though. I will get lucid very soon!
I also use ninja's subliminal lucid, I haven't used it in a while but it really helped my recall, and since then my recall has dropped. Anyway nice workbook.
gah i keep double posting accidentally :(
Awesome about your recall, That is mainly why I use it too.The weird part is that I use Sublucid, not SubRecall, and thanks a lot on the workbook part! Did you write this during a WBTB? Just wondering because I just noticed that is the exact time I woke up- 5:21
Without further ado, here is my day and night for the past 24 hours! (Very excited for tonight since class just finished!)
My rercall last night was very spotty and horrible. Or maybe it was good. I'm not sure if my recall last night would be considered better or worse than what I had been already recalling. Previously, I recalled small segments of dreams. Last night, I recalled an entire dream. And it wasn't fresh in my mind easy recall like I had these past days. No. It was earned with hard work and not giving up. I woke with two small segments of dreams in my mind, but I forgot one of them while I was writing the other, so I had to piece my dream together and work hard to recall the full thing, though I think I got it all. When you read this, Percy, I would like to know if last night's way was better than the previous times. Thanks in advance.
Before sleep, I did the usual routine, with listening to ninja's track and writing out my dream from the previous night and then repeating the mantra as I fell alseep. I slept very heavily and didn't get much rest, it was a very restless night, I was very upset about some things that happened during the evening. I do not remember any of the dreams that were int he first half of the night, not even small images. I only remember negative emotions.
Then, I woke up as usual- early for swim, but feeling very tired I decided not to go and went back to sleep. This is where my dream started.
It was the first day of school, and eveyone was looking for classes. (Oh my god, here is school again... Ive been dreaming about school all summer... Dream sign?) Anyways, I had a huge backpack full of stuff and my mother made me take two bags of random things that came from my room. At fist, I couldn't remember where these bags came from or why they looked so familiar, but as I sit here now I realize these were from when we remodeled my room. Eveything had to be taken out and afterwards, I had to put the contents of those bags in their normal places in my room. I should have caught that, because it happened a long time ago. Back to the dream. I had a class with a horrible teacher that I had a while back and I was dreading it. I had some other classes that I don't remember except for my old bio class from freshman year. After that, lunch came. I was with a group of people that do not go to my school but who I know from swimming (I should have caught this). The cafeteria looked different that it should be, very different. as a matter of fact, it actually had many levels and balconies protected by guard rails and the weight lifting room from the gym was in there too. (Didn't catch this in the dream). Whenit was my group of friends turn in line to actually buy food, the cafeteria lady looked at us with a guilty look and said that there was no food left. So, with the cafeteria being a weird shape/layout than usual, we stumbled upon a door that led to a parking lot that I did not recognize, but one that slightly reminded me of the one froom our local wal-mart. There was also some building that I had no idea for its purpose and what it was. However, when we entered it through a back door, we saw some pleasant office scenery and a cafeteria. we went to the cafeteria and noticed there was a McDonald's there. We happily bought food there, and I should have caught this, since i hate the food place with a passion and would never try their crap. We came backt o the school and I just dumped my food from McDonald in the trash. Lunch was over. I went to math next. I went up a flight of stairs that I remember from a very old school, not ones we have at my current school. On the way up, I remember my dream self was playing with my sleeves. I was wearing a gray hooded shirt. Math was horrible. The desks were arranged weird. The old lady teaching was terrible, old fashioned and made us raise hands and hurt people if they talked. She had a white board, but nothing was written on it. Instead one of the books standing on the marker tray of the board turned into a screen and she taught from there. I have bad vision and could not make anything out. I was very stressed right there. I wanted to get a desk for the front row, but there were none open. I looked around and saw a girl sitting with her legs up on an empty desk. I put all of my things down, balancing all my books and the bags that I had on an open desk (D"OH should ahve seen that one and gotten lucid) and I went to ask the girl for the desk. She was playing a video game on her ruler (there was a screen between the two rows of numbers) and I took the desk and crammed it to the front row, barely squeezing between other desks. After math, I left school and my dad picked me up in his Jeep wrangler. We were driving by some kind of obstacle course that Is very similar to those seen on the TV show "Wipeouut" and I got a feeling of dejavu because I have been here before in a different dream last night. it was a huge course high above comd water made of differently shaped plates of meta or something like metal that you needed to drive over to get accross. My dad hammered the gas and we literally flew over,b ut didnt stay on the finish platform for long and fell in the water. we swam in our car to an exit out of this cold water but an automatic rocket turret spotted us. before it could shooot and do some serious damage, a nearby car blew up and sent a big wave over the turret and the thing exploded. We found an exit under a bridge and there a big man was selling guns that I have seen in various war games. One of the clips for a gun was in thae shape of a touch screen stylus and I swapped it with my actual stylus from a PDA that I found in my pocket. The guy caught me doing this and took away my PDA for an hour. My dad and I decided to drive away for an hour and not wait there. We arrived at a marketplace and we got separated. After this, I realize that I am a beggar like Aladdin and this market place is actually form the movie Aladdin. Suddenly the princess from the same movie found me and her bother tagged along, even though she didn have a brother, it was the nerdy kid in the green shirt from a Pokemon series I used to watch a while back. They took me to the princess' room and hid me. They said thatt if her dad found out I was there, he would kill me. This is the part I dont remember very well, but I will do my best. I evaded the dad for a while, every time when he would come into the room, I would climb onto the underside of the balcony and ahng there. One time an IPod cord was left leading right to where I was so I had to hide it. A guard came from the floor below and before he noticed me, I climbed back up to the room. I found out the two people had dinner without me, and there was a huge flowerpot filled wih grain for all of us. They were full and said I could haveit all. When I looked away and turned back, it was all gone and I became very angry... even enraged. The dream faded out there and I woke up.
If you read all that then you are truly a hero!
My day today was crappy in the morning with me having a bad mook. Then I got out of the house, went outside and rode myy bike around town. After that, I got back, went to driver's ed, then swim practice and then attended the super awesome MILD class in the chat.
I have been trying to incubate the flying over a forest dream for the past few hours now. I am having a hard time with imagination, but I am trying to imagine sand under my feet witha few sharppokey rocks. a fresh scent int he air. I am standing infront of the forest in which I had spent a lot of time aas a child in Ukraine. "in front" of it is actually a beach from a river. I smell fresh water and forest smells. I hear wind rustling. I see many evergreen trees and many birches loosely spaced to form a beautiful forest. I do a finger through hand RC and a nose breathing RC and realize I am lucid. The whole time I am really happy and excited because I would give a lot right now to go backt here. Then I imagine willing myself to take upp and I fly above this forest.
Very excited to dream this tonight, I will become lucid. I am certain of it. After an awesome class and thinking about dreams for the last few hours I whink I will make it.
Good night!
I also use "subliminal lucid". When my i stopped using it i dropped to only 1 dream per night. But i started using it again and got 5 long dreams last night!
And nope not a WBTB it was 12:00 in the day here where i live when i posted.
Sorry, I couldn't update my workbook yesterday, I was away from a computer until late and then I was too tired so I went to bed.
Yesterday's dreams were very hard to remember for some reason. I didn not listen to the SubLUCID TO SEE IF IT WA THE TRACK OR IF IT WAS ACTUALLY ME REMEMBERING DREAMS...
The one snippet I do remember was that my house had a rat problem and the way we disposed of these rats was by catching them, upening their stomachs like you do with your thumbs to open a grapefruit or orange, and doing the same to their livers. Everything that was being split open had a very rubbery plastic-like feel and that was very weird. In the dream I started in my kitchhen, one of my family caught a rat right in our drawer of plates, my visiting friend got one from behind the apple juice in the fridge, and I caught one from the cheese bin in our fridge and I disposed of it properly. I do not remember anything after that.
Yesterday day:
I was a very happy day full of laughter and fun, very excited but because it was so filled with these things I did not have much time to do the MILD visualization so that was bad. I tried doing it right before bed last night but I had a lot of trouble with visualizing and using 3 senses, every time one of them would get lost...
I had very terrible recall last night, I recall only one small segment of a dream that was very bleak. I remember something was being cut or something related to cutting and the dream was distressful. Last night I didn't use the subliminal track either.
I will do more visualization today.
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I had a very weird day today, in the sense that it went from highs to lows fairly quickly, but in the end I feel pretty excausted mentally and in every way except for physically today.
This recall problem is getting to me, so I switched on subliminal lucid again... I could not find many times to visualize today, I will do so before bed and tomorrow I will really try to visualize more often
I am so sorry you recall is not within you these days. That might be a sign that you are obsessing too much about turning lucid, which is good, but if your recall is affected you must not set too much pressure on yourself. Go milder in thinking about turning lucid. Try to say this mantra, "I recall my dreams and I am lucid"
Visualize yourself recalling your dreams (mainly) and breaking your dry spell. Then, you can visualize yourself in turning lucid. You need to mainly work on your recall first, with recall, lucid dreams come more to you!
I am sorry for my delay, I have been reading your workbooks but I've been insanely busy!!
Ooh, I see. I will follow the advice. I am just wondering , how do you combine mantras and visualization?
Also, are you saying that everything can be solved with visualization?
Thanks a lot, Percy I was waiting excitedly for the tips ;)
Last night, I had another "Daydream" that I could have sworn I had when I was trying to fall alseep after waking durring the night, I just remember some golden yellow sun colors.
Another thing I remember is some kind of something related to spies and spy clothes...
I had a good fun day today, and I visualized a lot and often, though as I have already said, my visualization skills are struggling right now and I find it hard to hold a fized image with 3 sense... I will do good tonight
Yes, and do not worry about it. Keeping a static image is hard. Specially if you have important waking events.
Just keep positive, focus as much as you can and incubate the dream. That pays off over time.
Oooh lots to say today, I had a very bad night but for some reason my recall went up a bit.
I had a rough night yesterday, I couldn't sleep for a long time because either noises happened or because I drank too much or I was uncomfortable, etc. Anyways, I went to sleep around 3 AM and woke at around 11.
Surprisingly, I had a few small pieces of dreams recalled that I cannot remember now and three big chunks that may or may not have came from the same dream. Before bed I repeated a mantra and visualized a static scene to get there while lucid.
I will tell about my visualization, since I haven't been doing so yet but I really do need to. I am visualizing a forest by a summer house that my grandparents have near my hometown in Ukraine. I have many fond memories of that place and I thought it would be a nice place to go for the task. The exact spot I am visualizing Is near a very thin part of the forest that is riverside. I am standing atop a small hill on a path of dirt and grass that leads down into the small strip of forest and out onto a beach by the river. There are thick bushes and low trees blocking the lower part of the forest from view, so I just see those and the upper foliage in my visualizations. I try to imagine the scene statically, I cannot have it moving yet. I try to smell a fresh forest smell that you get right after a rain. I alternate for the third sense, sometimes trying to hear the wind in the trees and sometimes trying to imagine the warm sun on my skin and the moist ground below my feet. It is hard for me to have three senses, because the image in unstable enough with two. When I use three, everything goes away or the picture warps...
Anyways, onto last nights dreams:
I was with Jack bauer and Tony Almeida from "24" and we were doing a secret mission in a trainyard's warehouse. We snuck into an open door and into the dark warehouse. it was night. It wasn't as dark as it should have been and on the inside it was smaller than the warehouse was on the outside, and comfortably furnished like an old traditional Russian kitched/dining room that I have seen a while back at a relative's house. (I should have caught this)(I think Ukraine/Russia may be a dreamsign) Suddenly for some reason Tony walks up to the second door of the warehouse and yells at the top of his lungs. This freaked us all out and we hid against a side wall that was adjacent to the aforementioned door. We didn't turn off the lights but instead hid in shadows. When the bad guys came in, they turned off the lights and turned them on again after a little while. While the lights were off, I got a feeling of exactlly what would happen next and it did happen- Tony snuck out into the middle of the room so that the bad guys thought it was him alone that disturbed them. His plan didn't work. They took him hostage and then one approacked me and grabbed me by my LONG hair (I should have caught this- I have short hair right now) and dragged me to the center. They didn't touch Jack Bauer. Then they revealed themselves to be good guys that were really testing us to see if we were fit for a real mission. This excerpt ends here.
The next excerpt could possibly have been a continuation of the previous one. I remember I was on a train with weird people. The train had an interior tha was like a cafe and the front was like a bus with a driver and stairs and everything a bus has.I did not have fun on it and I only remember that a woman left the train. The stop was also in one of the places frrom my childhood in Ukraine.
The last excerpt was in driver's ed (school). It was time for he hands on part of the course and behind the wheel. We went to a parking lot and got a red car that was realy lumpy looking. The teaccher said to make the car drift in the sharp turns of the parking garage. When I went to take the car, I found out it was already in use even though it was just standing there a few seconds ago. I waited for the girl using it to stop and give me the car. When I went to get into the car, this bitch tried to get in front of me and into the car firrst. I kicked her out, literally and got into the car. When I started driving, my steering wheel morphed into a seat and I found myself sitting in the back seat, but not realizing it yet, and thinking of why the view is so obstructed. Then I really kicked the girl out and got in. I drifted just barely (I'm a horrible driver whenever I dream-drrive). Suddenly the parking garage taht was underground turned into an above gorund and I saw a street corner in a city with a zombie coming out of one of the shops. The exerpt ends here...
My day today was quite distressing, I had lots of stress and unhappiness. I was left out of things, put down, insulted, etc. This was done by kids smaller than me when we went to a birthday picnic of a family friend. After we left, though, I ahd a friend come over for a while and we had fun.
I will get lucid tonight. I am listening to ninja's track and will do a mantra/visualization in bed. I am worried though that since I was in a forest today, my visualization might be ineffective.
Oooh lots to say today, I had a very bad night but for some reason my recall went up a bit.
I had a rough night yesterday, I couldn't sleep for a long time because either noises happened or because I drank too much or I was uncomfortable, etc. Anyways, I went to sleep around 3 AM and woke at around 11.
Surprisingly, I had a few small pieces of dreams recalled that I cannot remember now and three big chunks that may or may not have came from the same dream. Before bed I repeated a mantra and visualized a static scene to get there while lucid.
I will tell about my visualization, since I haven't been doing so yet but I really do need to. I am visualizing a forest by a summer house that my grandparents have near my hometown in Ukraine. I have many fond memories of that place and I thought it would be a nice place to go for the task. The exact spot I am visualizing Is near a very thin part of the forest that is riverside. I am standing atop a small hill on a path of dirt and grass that leads down into the small strip of forest and out onto a beach by the river. There are thick bushes and low trees blocking the lower part of the forest from view, so I just see those and the upper foliage in my visualizations. I try to imagine the scene statically, I cannot have it moving yet. I try to smell a fresh forest smell that you get right after a rain. I alternate for the third sense, sometimes trying to hear the wind in the trees and sometimes trying to imagine the warm sun on my skin and the moist ground below my feet. It is hard for me to have three senses, because the image in unstable enough with two. When I use three, everything goes away or the picture warps...
Anyways, onto last nights dreams:
I was with Jack bauer and Tony Almeida from "24" and we were doing a secret mission in a trainyard's warehouse. We snuck into an open door and into the dark warehouse. it was night. It wasn't as dark as it should have been and on the inside it was smaller than the warehouse was on the outside, and comfortably furnished like an old traditional Russian kitched/dining room that I have seen a while back at a relative's house. (I should have caught this)(I think Ukraine/Russia may be a dreamsign) Suddenly for some reason Tony walks up to the second door of the warehouse and yells at the top of his lungs. This freaked us all out and we hid against a side wall that was adjacent to the aforementioned door. We didn't turn off the lights but instead hid in shadows. When the bad guys came in, they turned off the lights and turned them on again after a little while. While the lights were off, I got a feeling of exactlly what would happen next and it did happen- Tony snuck out into the middle of the room so that the bad guys thought it was him alone that disturbed them. His plan didn't work. They took him hostage and then one approacked me and grabbed me by my LONG hair (I should have caught this- I have short hair right now) and dragged me to the center. They didn't touch Jack Bauer. Then they revealed themselves to be good guys that were really testing us to see if we were fit for a real mission. This excerpt ends here.
The next excerpt could possibly have been a continuation of the previous one. I remember I was on a train with weird people. The train had an interior tha was like a cafe and the front was like a bus with a driver and stairs and everything a bus has.I did not have fun on it and I only remember that a woman left the train. The stop was also in one of the places frrom my childhood in Ukraine.
The last excerpt was in driver's ed (school). It was time for he hands on part of the course and behind the wheel. We went to a parking lot and got a red car that was realy lumpy looking. The teaccher said to make the car drift in the sharp turns of the parking garage. When I went to take the car, I found out it was already in use even though it was just standing there a few seconds ago. I waited for the girl using it to stop and give me the car. When I went to get into the car, this bitch tried to get in front of me and into the car firrst. I kicked her out, literally and got into the car. When I started driving, my steering wheel morphed into a seat and I found myself sitting in the back seat, but not realizing it yet, and thinking of why the view is so obstructed. Then I really kicked the girl out and got in. I drifted just barely (I'm a horrible driver whenever I dream-drrive). Suddenly the parking garage taht was underground turned into an above gorund and I saw a street corner in a city with a zombie coming out of one of the shops. The exerpt ends here...
My day today was quite distressing, I had lots of stress and unhappiness. I was left out of things, put down, insulted, etc. This was done by kids smaller than me when we went to a birthday picnic of a family friend. After we left, though, I ahd a friend come over for a while and we had fun.
I will get lucid tonight. I am listening to ninja's track and will do a mantra/visualization in bed. I am worried though that since I was in a forest today, my visualization might be ineffective.
Rough day today, almost no recall at night last night, I don't know what happened.
Today was a rough day with many disappointments and other bad things. I think I may have lost a friend. Off to visualize and sleep now
Last night all I remember was me racing in a street car underground in a tunnel.
Today, I have high expectations for the night. I visualized a lot, I changed the scene to somewhere I have never been but would like to go in a dream, and I know this is the last night and if I dn't do it, I will fail. Plus, I am moving to a new sleeping space so I will recall more than usual. The things that can badly influence tonight are the ongoing fight i am having with my friend and not listening to subliminal lucid.
I changed my visualizations to an arctic setting. I am imagining a big mounanous region in the tundra somewhere and between wto mounteins is a chokepoint/valley filled with a forrest of pines. I stand there, feeling the cold, then I rc and then I jump into a full flight over the forrest feeling the excitement and at the same time how tiny I am amid the giant trees and mountains.
I will get lucid tonight. If I don't get lucid, I will uninstall my favorite game, Crysis, from my computer and not play it for a long time. I feel confident enough to say this. I will get lucid tonight.
Today was a bad day, as I mentioned earlier, my friend and I kept fighting and he left for Canada to his house and we didn't even say goodbye :'(
But nonetheless, I will be lucid tonight.
Last night all I remember was me racing in a street car underground in a tunnel.
Today, I have high expectations for the night. I visualized a lot, I changed the scene to somewhere I have never been but would like to go in a dream, and I know this is the last night and if I dn't do it, I will fail. Plus, I am moving to a new sleeping space so I will recall more than usual. The things that can badly influence tonight are the ongoing fight i am having with my friend and not listening to subliminal lucid.
I changed my visualizations to an arctic setting. I am imagining a big mounanous region in the tundra somewhere and between wto mounteins is a chokepoint/valley filled with a forrest of pines. I stand there, feeling the cold, then I rc and then I jump into a full flight over the forrest feeling the excitement and at the same time how tiny I am amid the giant trees and mountains.
I will get lucid tonight. If I don't get lucid, I will uninstall my favorite game, Crysis, from my computer and not play it for a long time. I feel confident enough to say this. I will get lucid tonight.
Today was a bad day, as I mentioned earlier, my friend and I kept fighting and he left for Canada to his house and we didn't even say goodbye :'(
But nonetheless, I will be lucid tonight.
I'm going to scratch what I said last night.... About deleting things I like... :(
Today was a good day generally. I woke up, went for a long bike ride through a forest to maybe get inspired for my incubation, and just to clear my mind a bit. I did many RC's in there. I went to the last class of driver's ed and then attended the awesome class for tonight.
Last night I remembered many fragments, but they all came to me int he morning after I was woken up by my alarm clock... I think I woke at night but I really cannot say.
the first two are from the same dream I think...
I was at a carnival, exploring it. It was in one of the parks near my house.
Soon after that (I think) I found myself walking somewhere with a funny friend through an neighborhood. I think we were walking from the carnival. when we got there (maybe even it was a friend's house), I turned back alone. Suddenly, all lights went out, even the moon and it was pitch black. I couldn't see anything and my eyes wouldn't adjust. I walked by feel. I walked for a long time and noticed familiar places close to my house in my neighborhood. Then I came back to my own house.
Another segment or two were from the same dream but probably not the same as the ones mentioned above. I walked past some school busses at my school, though they were parked in a weird spot. (Damnit I didn't notice two things in a row!!) I saw some friends. I got on the bus and took my usual front left spot. I saw one of my good friends out of the window and talked to him about making plans, but he said he had band camp and couldn't.
I think this may have been before the last segment but it came to me after I wrote everything already. I was sitting in my old English class with all the old people though it was in a music room. Actually the room in real life is a computer lab but it was filled with musical instruments. I saw a rack of drawers or cases for stringed orchestra instruments, the big ones- bass, cello, viola. No violin for some reason. On top of each case were their respective necks, with heavy bass guitar strings instead of normal strings that they usually have. also, the bass guitar strings were playable somehow, because they were attached to the bottom of the neck. I picked up a viola neck and started messing around (I don't play bass but i play a little guitar, so I kind of knew how). My teacher yelled at me. I put it down and sat quietly. Then I picked up a cello neck and the same thing happened. Then, after not beings able to take it anymore, I got the bass neck and played a nice jazzy baseline and quickly ran out of the room before I could get yelled at. I went down a flight of stairs and now that I think about it, went outside and to the busses.
I just tried the meditation. I did a quick relaxation execise after which I tried as best s i could to clear my mind using the chest. Then, I tried imaginingt he beach but couldn't really hold it very well so I just semi counted and semi got the feel for the breathing rate. Now I will incubate once more and then I will go to sleep.
I will turn lucid tonight
I'm going to scratch what I said last night.... About deleting things I like... :(
Today was a good day generally. I woke up, went for a long bike ride through a forest to maybe get inspired for my incubation, and just to clear my mind a bit. I did many RC's in there. I went to the last class of driver's ed and then attended the awesome class for tonight.
Last night I remembered many fragments, but they all came to me int he morning after I was woken up by my alarm clock... I think I woke at night but I really cannot say.
the first two are from the same dream I think...
I was at a carnival, exploring it. It was in one of the parks near my house.
Soon after that (I think) I found myself walking somewhere with a funny friend through an neighborhood. I think we were walking from the carnival. when we got there (maybe even it was a friend's house), I turned back alone. Suddenly, all lights went out, even the moon and it was pitch black. I couldn't see anything and my eyes wouldn't adjust. I walked by feel. I walked for a long time and noticed familiar places close to my house in my neighborhood. Then I came back to my own house.
Another segment or two were from the same dream but probably not the same as the ones mentioned above. I walked past some school busses at my school, though they were parked in a weird spot. (Damnit I didn't notice two things in a row!!) I saw some friends. I got on the bus and took my usual front left spot. I saw one of my good friends out of the window and talked to him about making plans, but he said he had band camp and couldn't.
I think this may have been before the last segment but it came to me after I wrote everything already. I was sitting in my old English class with all the old people though it was in a music room. Actually the room in real life is a computer lab but it was filled with musical instruments. I saw a rack of drawers or cases for stringed orchestra instruments, the big ones- bass, cello, viola. No violin for some reason. On top of each case were their respective necks, with heavy bass guitar strings instead of normal strings that they usually have. also, the bass guitar strings were playable somehow, because they were attached to the bottom of the neck. I picked up a viola neck and started messing around (I don't play bass but i play a little guitar, so I kind of knew how). My teacher yelled at me. I put it down and sat quietly. Then I picked up a cello neck and the same thing happened. Then, after not beings able to take it anymore, I got the bass neck and played a nice jazzy baseline and quickly ran out of the room before I could get yelled at. I went down a flight of stairs and now that I think about it, went outside and to the busses.
I just tried the meditation. I did a quick relaxation execise after which I tried as best s i could to clear my mind using the chest. Then, I tried imaginingt he beach but couldn't really hold it very well so I just semi counted and semi got the feel for the breathing rate. Now I will incubate once more and then I will go to sleep.
I will turn lucid tonight
I had no recall today. I slept like a log...
I had an overall happy day today, but it was sad in the middle. I woke up, did some things I needed to do, pretty happy. Then, I watched "Precious" and that made me a bit depressed. Went to get my physical, then to the mall for clothes shopping for the next year. Came home late and did nothting of interest.
I incubated a few times today, maybe 6 or 7. I will try to incubaste more tomorrow.
I meditated the same as yesterday today.
I am in need of more moivation, I =have noticed I am calming down about MILDing
Last night I couldn't fall asleep, I was thinking too much about the Precious movie and it was making me really sad. I had ok recall today. A very big chunk of dream or maybe an actual entire dream and then maybe a false awakening or just a dream. I do not remember waking up at night, not writing but when I awoke in the morning, I had a dream fresh in my mind and I tried thinking back to the previous dream like Percy said and I think it worked. Otherwise I just recalled the first half of the dream. Anyways, lots of writing today.
It was the last day of driver's ed, which in real life was two days ago. We played a game called jiu jitsu rolling as our teacher called it. I call it just rolling using jiu jitsu. Some history- I used to do jiu jitsu a little bit a while back. The peope there in the class turned into people I knew from my training center. I really needed to go to the bathrroom so I went to a weird primitive bathroom that's not how the actual bathroom in the place looked. THe layout of the whole classroom and the space where it is held (Driver's ed) in real life was different. ( I drew a picture of the space in my paper DJ). after going to the bathroom, I went to a 7 elevn across the plaza, even though the real plaza is L shaped, this dream plaza was C shaped. I got indian food there. I was still under the impression from that movie, and I stole food just like Precious did in the movie. I had no cash, so I got them to give me the food and I ran out. (Daily Residue...) and I went back to the driver's ed building where they wererolling. The food made me sick (Just like in the movie) and I went backt ot he bathroom. The urinal was now a very big toilet shaped thing, thouggh still a urinal. I sat in it for lack of unoccupied stall. The next part isn't pretty so I won't really describe it. I did some stuff inthe bathroom and then some other stuff. When I finally came out, I went outside for a little bit while everyone was still setting up. I walked a lap around the plaza Also daily residue... I walked around a plaza yesterdayand when i finished, I couldn't find the d's ed buildig because they cleared the room out completely and I didn't recognize it. I walked in and my teacher tells me to join the rolling. There were two lines leading to two guys on the floor and we had to come, get in their guard, and tap them out. I was in line but I was wearing nice clothes Again with the residue... I just bought nice clothes yesterday and I didn't want to roll. when it was my turn, I complained and the guy next inliune told me to go to the other guy, who was easier and gentler. The second line turned out to be more brutal...l I didn't try it and I left the two lines. Then a boxing rink materialized and my teacher said we will actually spar one on one... I mean roll. Everyone appeared there. I didn't want to fight and when my turn came, I didn't want to and class ended right then and there. I went to the front added dream vestibule, which isn't ther in real life and sat on a bench. I met one of the girls I know from school. We started talking, I asked her thinggs, though I forgot the conversation. LLater we started talking about her love loife and she said she was lesbian and started touching herself. We either dirty talked or fantasized together (I don't remember) and then I saw my dad pull up in the parking lot on his jeep and my best friend was in the back sea. we went somewhere.
I cannot rememberr for the life of me if my dream fades out here or if this nextt thing I remember was where we went...
Oh, and for the record, I do not like, endorse,or experience any positive emotions towards hitler or the holocaust.
I am in a drill camp for new recruits for hitler. we did marching practice with a rifle. My best friend was there and a strange girl that always gave me attitude. We practiced marching, rifle holding, speaking, and yelling. We got a break and were told to get refreshments. The refreshments were pop of various kind, root beer mostly, fruit punch, hot dog buns and a hundred string cheese sticks. My friend and I took a lot of cheese and I took a cup of fruit punch. We went down a nearby hill to try and get away from this because we both didn't want to be nazis or especially nazi soldiers. It was a leisurely stroll down and the hill turned into the hill from the botanical gardens that were by my home in my hometown in Ukraine. we came to the bottom where there was a market such as the one in another town in Ukraine that is very important to me and I lived there for a while. Someone from the camp found us and made us go back into the camp and to the mass meeting that was being held. More a rally actually. We joined it. It was a neat grid of people, and hitler was talking and presenting propaganda. The aforementioned girl and I argued. We had to give hilter our weapons or anything that could be used as a weapon. I had only my gun from practice. A robot that looked like the red clothes donation box flies up to me, waits for a second, and dumps an evil lawnmower in front of me that had blades everywhere, not just the bottom. When my turn came, I was afraid of hitler. I have hi everything and he dumped it into a chute that led to a mass storage fro weapons. I then left down the hill and the dream ended.
The last dream I think was a false awakening. I got out of bed, and I was standing in my bathroom brushing my teeth, thinking about things. My best friend was there and the weird girl was there and my stepbrother was also there, though in different rooms. I heard You Shook Me All Night Long being played but incorrectly. I got my guitar and played it, still standing in the bathroom. I put away the guitar. I then welnt to the kitchen and then the balcony where my mom wanted me for something. I do not remember the rest.
I had a good day today, I went on an "adventure". In the morning I was at home being lazy. Then, I went outside with a friend and we were going to walk around a park that we usuallyw alk around but the mosquitoes were hyperactive so we turned bac, but instead of going our usual way back, we decided to explore and got a little lost amongst forest and highway and then stumbled out of there very tired, and went home. I was generally happy.
I did the meditation today, same thing, harrd for me to picture the beach well but I just try and give up eventually and just count my breaths. I am starting to just inhale at the same pace as exhaling so its a long drag and full lungs and I wait a little between breaths. Soon I will incubate during this.
Last night I couldn't fall asleep, I was thinking too much about the Precious movie and it was making me really sad. I had ok recall today. A very big chunk of dream or maybe an actual entire dream and then maybe a false awakening or just a dream. I do not remember waking up at night, not writing but when I awoke in the morning, I had a dream fresh in my mind and I tried thinking back to the previous dream like Percy said and I think it worked. Otherwise I just recalled the first half of the dream. Anyways, lots of writing today.
It was the last day of driver's ed, which in real life was two days ago. We played a game called jiu jitsu rolling as our teacher called it. I call it just rolling using jiu jitsu. Some history- I used to do jiu jitsu a little bit a while back. The peope there in the class turned into people I knew from my training center. I really needed to go to the bathrroom so I went to a weird primitive bathroom that's not how the actual bathroom in the place looked. THe layout of the whole classroom and the space where it is held (Driver's ed) in real life was different. ( I drew a picture of the space in my paper DJ). after going to the bathroom, I went to a 7 elevn across the plaza, even though the real plaza is L shaped, this dream plaza was C shaped. I got indian food there. I was still under the impression from that movie, and I stole food just like Precious did in the movie. I had no cash, so I got them to give me the food and I ran out. (Daily Residue...) and I went back to the driver's ed building where they wererolling. The food made me sick (Just like in the movie) and I went backt ot he bathroom. The urinal was now a very big toilet shaped thing, thouggh still a urinal. I sat in it for lack of unoccupied stall. The next part isn't pretty so I won't really describe it. I did some stuff inthe bathroom and then some other stuff. When I finally came out, I went outside for a little bit while everyone was still setting up. I walked a lap around the plaza Also daily residue... I walked around a plaza yesterdayand when i finished, I couldn't find the d's ed buildig because they cleared the room out completely and I didn't recognize it. I walked in and my teacher tells me to join the rolling. There were two lines leading to two guys on the floor and we had to come, get in their guard, and tap them out. I was in line but I was wearing nice clothes Again with the residue... I just bought nice clothes yesterday and I didn't want to roll. when it was my turn, I complained and the guy next inliune told me to go to the other guy, who was easier and gentler. The second line turned out to be more brutal...l I didn't try it and I left the two lines. Then a boxing rink materialized and my teacher said we will actually spar one on one... I mean roll. Everyone appeared there. I didn't want to fight and when my turn came, I didn't want to and class ended right then and there. I went to the front added dream vestibule, which isn't ther in real life and sat on a bench. I met one of the girls I know from school. We started talking, I asked her thinggs, though I forgot the conversation. LLater we started talking about her love loife and she said she was lesbian and started touching herself. We either dirty talked or fantasized together (I don't remember) and then I saw my dad pull up in the parking lot on his jeep and my best friend was in the back sea. we went somewhere.
I cannot rememberr for the life of me if my dream fades out here or if this nextt thing I remember was where we went...
Oh, and for the record, I do not like, endorse,or experience any positive emotions towards hitler or the holocaust.
I am in a drill camp for new recruits for hitler. we did marching practice with a rifle. My best friend was there and a strange girl that always gave me attitude. We practiced marching, rifle holding, speaking, and yelling. We got a break and were told to get refreshments. The refreshments were pop of various kind, root beer mostly, fruit punch, hot dog buns and a hundred string cheese sticks. My friend and I took a lot of cheese and I took a cup of fruit punch. We went down a nearby hill to try and get away from this because we both didn't want to be nazis or especially nazi soldiers. It was a leisurely stroll down and the hill turned into the hill from the botanical gardens that were by my home in my hometown in Ukraine. we came to the bottom where there was a market such as the one in another town in Ukraine that is very important to me and I lived there for a while. Someone from the camp found us and made us go back into the camp and to the mass meeting that was being held. More a rally actually. We joined it. It was a neat grid of people, and hitler was talking and presenting propaganda. The aforementioned girl and I argued. We had to give hilter our weapons or anything that could be used as a weapon. I had only my gun from practice. A robot that looked like the red clothes donation box flies up to me, waits for a second, and dumps an evil lawnmower in front of me that had blades everywhere, not just the bottom. When my turn came, I was afraid of hitler. I have hi everything and he dumped it into a chute that led to a mass storage fro weapons. I then left down the hill and the dream ended.
The last dream I think was a false awakening. I got out of bed, and I was standing in my bathroom brushing my teeth, thinking about things. My best friend was there and the weird girl was there and my stepbrother was also there, though in different rooms. I heard You Shook Me All Night Long being played but incorrectly. I got my guitar and played it, still standing in the bathroom. I put away the guitar. I then welnt to the kitchen and then the balcony where my mom wanted me for something. I do not remember the rest.
I had a good day today, I went on an "adventure". In the morning I was at home being lazy. Then, I went outside with a friend and we were going to walk around a park that we usuallyw alk around but the mosquitoes were hyperactive so we turned bac, but instead of going our usual way back, we decided to explore and got a little lost amongst forest and highway and then stumbled out of there very tired, and went home. I was generally happy.
I did the meditation today, same thing, harrd for me to picture the beach well but I just try and give up eventually and just count my breaths. I am starting to just inhale at the same pace as exhaling so its a long drag and full lungs and I wait a little between breaths. Soon I will incubate during this.
Last night, not too many dreams remembered. I was waken up in a rush by my alarm clock and before I could lay down to remember some dreams, I was rushed out of bed by my mom so we could go to the store for something. Any images I had in my mind were gone...
Today I had an average day... I went shopping early and that dragged on and I got frustrated at the amount of time it took. I then went home and did nothing much all day, just relaxed and watched movies. I was in a happy/neutral state.
I have yet to meditate today, as I amnot in bed yet, but I will try to incubate a dream during, without counting just breathing full ungs and then waiting a little bit and breathing out.
Luck will strike tonight, I hope!
Finally your recall is increasing.
That sounds great!!
Awesome! Thanks!
Last night was a great night... Well, it was a great night due to external stimuli. I probably would have had bad recall andnot woken up had a few things not happened...
First, someone's alarm rang at seven, so I got up to turn it off. I had to go to the bathrom really badly and when I got backa nd was about to try and fall asleep again, I realized that I was up and trying to lucid dream so I should do the WBTB procedure. I incubated after going to the bathroom, after drinking, and right before getting into bed. Then I pictured my forest in bed while tryi8ng to sleep. I remember thinking that hey, this is easy, I have no thoughts... And then the thoughts came! Still, I fought. and I guess I lost because I didn't dream of the forest. I did remember more dreams after the phone rang a little while later... and then I woke up and recorded those dreams as I went about my day I remembered them...
I am not sure if I would have woken up and had this recall had it not been for the phones and alarms, but I am still thankful for thhem rining. I had the same thing with the daydreams happen... I thought I was falling asleep and I saw images and pictures. I cannot figure out if these were dreams starting or if they were just daydreams... I didn't write them down.
I have many snippets and smalll segments and I have two big chunks or entire dreams. In no particular order:
I remember a plane from one snippet.
In another, I was trying headphones and speakers and listening to them in a store.
In another, I got a pair of shorts that I already own. The exact pair.
I went to the mall for throwing stars. I got into an antique store that sold Asian things. Molly Ringwald from Scrubs was the cashier. She was quiet and showed us a video clip. The clip said that since the dawn of man, some people used spears, some throwing knives, some throwing stars, some guns and knives, some guns and grenades. The video showed all of these in use. It said stars were very unique. The video ended. Molly seemed sad. I asked her why she was sad and she told us a story that looked like a flashback from a TV show- the whooshing sound and the slightly altered clip of what happened int he flashback. Two guys. One fell in love with her. One was short and stocky. The other, taller and skinny. They were both cowboys from the wild west. The short one reminded me of a person I saw that day at the store... The short one fell in love with her but she did not return the love. One day, they ran out of stars and went to the mall. There, they saw Molly. The short one loved her. It showed the store with an array of chairs and people sitting in them who loved molly. the two cowboys swat down with the other people. The people held up signs with hearts and love sayings. The stocky cowboy was shown holding a sign with an ugly caricature of himself and his name- Joe. After a while,the two left with no result. The dream switched to the present. Now, Molly wanted Joe as her lover. I went out of her store and found Joe and the toher cowboy in the mall. They came, started looking around the shop. Not looking at molly. I asked Joe to come and sit in his usual spot and when he came, he fell in love with Molly again. Molly beckoned for him to come and all three of us came to the front of the store. Molly opened a door that lead to a laundry closet and led Joe in and all the while they talked. I was about to go in with them but molly shoved me and locked the door. I can only Imagine what they did... Meanwhile, the other cowboy accessed Molly's computer and saw her shop records and deleted some files. As a result, the crown of suitors left. This is where the alarm went off.
Missed dreamsigns and other signs:
Throwing stars in the mall
Antique shop in the mall
Molly from Scrubs
Guns since the dawn of time
Flashback feeling
The stocky cowboy that I saw the day before
Laundry room in a store
Next dream- We were going to Crimea by train. Crimea is where my other grandparents live in Ukraine and I spent a good deal of time there as a small child. Our room on the train was in the lead car- the one where the horn was and the two pipes that let smoke out and where they shoveled coal. We had a small area on top of all of that. There was a small bench and even closer to the ceiling was a space that I presume was a bed. Each was too small for two people, yet four had to fit. I forgot who I was travelling with, but it was two people. When we got in, a guy was sitting at the bench already. I started speaking to him in Spanish perfectly. One of my travelers lay down on the bed. I sat on the bed, hitting my head against the ceiling. The last traveler could not get in. We all got out of there, except for the Spanish speaker. It was to o cramped, and there was no air and it was too hot. We got onto the platform of the train station and were worried about how we would get to Crimea, when the platform started moving. The platform was part of the train. We rode and it was great, feeling the wind in my face.
Missed things:
Crimea- Ukraine- dream sign.
Our room- no such thing on trains
Steam train!
Me speaking spanish perrfectly- I was just stressing about how I forgot my spanish for spanish class the day before
No door or walls in the room
Riding train platform'
Today was a good day, I woke late, we ordered glasses :( and I read my summer reading a lot. Then, I went to see a movie with friends. The movie sucked...
I forgot to incubate today :(
I meditated and incubated a few minutes ago. The visualizaation is ocming easier a little bit.
Awesome! Thanks!
Last night was a great night... Well, it was a great night due to external stimuli. I probably would have had bad recall andnot woken up had a few things not happened...
First, someone's alarm rang at seven, so I got up to turn it off. I had to go to the bathrom really badly and when I got backa nd was about to try and fall asleep again, I realized that I was up and trying to lucid dream so I should do the WBTB procedure. I incubated after going to the bathroom, after drinking, and right before getting into bed. Then I pictured my forest in bed while tryi8ng to sleep. I remember thinking that hey, this is easy, I have no thoughts... And then the thoughts came! Still, I fought. and I guess I lost because I didn't dream of the forest. I did remember more dreams after the phone rang a little while later... and then I woke up and recorded those dreams as I went about my day I remembered them...
I am not sure if I would have woken up and had this recall had it not been for the phones and alarms, but I am still thankful for thhem rining. I had the same thing with the daydreams happen... I thought I was falling asleep and I saw images and pictures. I cannot figure out if these were dreams starting or if they were just daydreams... I didn't write them down.
I have many snippets and smalll segments and I have two big chunks or entire dreams. In no particular order:
I remember a plane from one snippet.
In another, I was trying headphones and speakers and listening to them in a store.
In another, I got a pair of shorts that I already own. The exact pair.
I went to the mall for throwing stars. I got into an antique store that sold Asian things. Molly Ringwald from Scrubs was the cashier. She was quiet and showed us a video clip. The clip said that since the dawn of man, some people used spears, some throwing knives, some throwing stars, some guns and knives, some guns and grenades. The video showed all of these in use. It said stars were very unique. The video ended. Molly seemed sad. I asked her why she was sad and she told us a story that looked like a flashback from a TV show- the whooshing sound and the slightly altered clip of what happened int he flashback. Two guys. One fell in love with her. One was short and stocky. The other, taller and skinny. They were both cowboys from the wild west. The short one reminded me of a person I saw that day at the store... The short one fell in love with her but she did not return the love. One day, they ran out of stars and went to the mall. There, they saw Molly. The short one loved her. It showed the store with an array of chairs and people sitting in them who loved molly. the two cowboys swat down with the other people. The people held up signs with hearts and love sayings. The stocky cowboy was shown holding a sign with an ugly caricature of himself and his name- Joe. After a while,the two left with no result. The dream switched to the present. Now, Molly wanted Joe as her lover. I went out of her store and found Joe and the toher cowboy in the mall. They came, started looking around the shop. Not looking at molly. I asked Joe to come and sit in his usual spot and when he came, he fell in love with Molly again. Molly beckoned for him to come and all three of us came to the front of the store. Molly opened a door that lead to a laundry closet and led Joe in and all the while they talked. I was about to go in with them but molly shoved me and locked the door. I can only Imagine what they did... Meanwhile, the other cowboy accessed Molly's computer and saw her shop records and deleted some files. As a result, the crown of suitors left. This is where the alarm went off.
Missed dreamsigns and other signs:
Throwing stars in the mall
Antique shop in the mall
Molly from Scrubs
Guns since the dawn of time
Flashback feeling
The stocky cowboy that I saw the day before
Laundry room in a store
Next dream- We were going to Crimea by train. Crimea is where my other grandparents live in Ukraine and I spent a good deal of time there as a small child. Our room on the train was in the lead car- the one where the horn was and the two pipes that let smoke out and where they shoveled coal. We had a small area on top of all of that. There was a small bench and even closer to the ceiling was a space that I presume was a bed. Each was too small for two people, yet four had to fit. I forgot who I was travelling with, but it was two people. When we got in, a guy was sitting at the bench already. I started speaking to him in Spanish perfectly. One of my travelers lay down on the bed. I sat on the bed, hitting my head against the ceiling. The last traveler could not get in. We all got out of there, except for the Spanish speaker. It was to o cramped, and there was no air and it was too hot. We got onto the platform of the train station and were worried about how we would get to Crimea, when the platform started moving. The platform was part of the train. We rode and it was great, feeling the wind in my face.
Missed things:
Crimea- Ukraine- dream sign.
Our room- no such thing on trains
Steam train!
Me speaking spanish perrfectly- I was just stressing about how I forgot my spanish for spanish class the day before
No door or walls in the room
Riding train platform'
Today was a good day, I woke late, we ordered glasses :( and I read my summer reading a lot. Then, I went to see a movie with friends. The movie sucked...
I forgot to incubate today :(
I meditated and incubated a few minutes ago. The visualizaation is ocming easier a little bit.
Last night I drank a lot before bed and woke up a few times. I woke up perfectly during the night and wrote dreams down but I guess it was so "perfect" that I forgot to do the whole WBTB routine and went to sleep being so glad that I woke and recorded well. I woke up later too but for some reason didn't record my dreams... As I look over my dream now, I notice quite a lot of daily residue and things I should have noticed.
Without further ado, here was my dream that I recorded:
My dad and I went to the eye doctor. I was very frustrated that we went, Because I hate eye doctors and that whole business and hate having glasses. My dad and I were picking out frames just like the day before. I stopped being able to control myself and stormed off. I saw myself third person walking on a balcony flight of stairs that you would see in a typical building in Kiev. We went home but not by my dad's jeep. By train. As we climbed on top of the train, I looked at a map of a Wisconsin park. It was a big park with a lake in it and a bridge across the lake in the form of an obtuse angle. The first part of it was straight bridge. The second part was a very intricate web of different polyhedrons and through the center were the tracks. The map showed different points around the park, mostly angle vertices of angles found in the park, such as the one on the bridge and the angle that the shore made with itself as it went around the lake. It also showed angle measurements and distances from random points around the park. Then, as I looked up from the map, I saw myself in third person again, sitting atop my train with many other people. I also noticed that there were now three tracks side by side and two more trains pulled up beside us. It was a train race. The train on the left went over the land and grass and the two trains on the right (including mine) went over the bridges and along roads. It was a longer course but it was paved. The offroad course was very short but dangerous. All our rails disappeared. The race started. Our trains went really fast and the two right ones went onto the bridges. The view switched to third person. I remember feeling that this was very fun and exciting. The offroad train tipped, fell on its side, and then vanished. The other train lost its acceleration somehow on the bridge and the caboose unhinged and stopped as the rest of the train sped on. The scenery changed to a western spot and suddenly that train appeared on my left. I saw people from that train jump off, and start pushing the train from behind and very fast. They kept up with our fast train. I had a button that made our caboose go really fast, like a turbo. I pressed it. After a while, we were still tied (with the people still running) so we called it a tie and stopped the race. All the people became mice. Our train stopped at my school. I saw myself in third person once again walking with a few friends from swimming. They don't go to my school. Then, the scenery changed to a hotel. One of thee girls had gossip about what another one of my swimmer friends did at work that was bad. I wanted really badly to know it but she wouldn't tell me. The two girls entered their room. Us three guys entered our room that was opposite theirrs. The hallway was covered in golden paint and other shades of gold and red. It was beautiful.
Missed things:
Going to eye doctor and doing things there (I had just done the same yesterday)
The Kiev style stair thing.
Go home by train
3 track side by side, train race
No train tracks
Scenery shift to Wisconsin from Ukraine
Weird map
Awesome bridge
Fallen train disappearing
Scenery change to Wild West
People pushing train very fast
Button for caboose turbo
Mice people
School turn into hotel
Swim people in my school (they go to a different school)
Today was a mundane day. I did some things, did my summer reading that is due in one day and I only started yesterday. Made up a driver's ed class. I incubated a lot and really felt the excitement. I feel good about tonight. I will drink a lot of water and I listened to SubLucid from ninja for the first time in a while. I will meditate and incubate and think of a forest while falling asleep.
I am excited for tonight!
Last night I drank a lot before bed and woke up a few times. I woke up perfectly during the night and wrote dreams down but I guess it was so "perfect" that I forgot to do the whole WBTB routine and went to sleep being so glad that I woke and recorded well. I woke up later too but for some reason didn't record my dreams... As I look over my dream now, I notice quite a lot of daily residue and things I should have noticed.
Without further ado, here was my dream that I recorded:
My dad and I went to the eye doctor. I was very frustrated that we went, Because I hate eye doctors and that whole business and hate having glasses. My dad and I were picking out frames just like the day before. I stopped being able to control myself and stormed off. I saw myself third person walking on a balcony flight of stairs that you would see in a typical building in Kiev. We went home but not by my dad's jeep. By train. As we climbed on top of the train, I looked at a map of a Wisconsin park. It was a big park with a lake in it and a bridge across the lake in the form of an obtuse angle. The first part of it was straight bridge. The second part was a very intricate web of different polyhedrons and through the center were the tracks. The map showed different points around the park, mostly angle vertices of angles found in the park, such as the one on the bridge and the angle that the shore made with itself as it went around the lake. It also showed angle measurements and distances from random points around the park. Then, as I looked up from the map, I saw myself in third person again, sitting atop my train with many other people. I also noticed that there were now three tracks side by side and two more trains pulled up beside us. It was a train race. The train on the left went over the land and grass and the two trains on the right (including mine) went over the bridges and along roads. It was a longer course but it was paved. The offroad course was very short but dangerous. All our rails disappeared. The race started. Our trains went really fast and the two right ones went onto the bridges. The view switched to third person. I remember feeling that this was very fun and exciting. The offroad train tipped, fell on its side, and then vanished. The other train lost its acceleration somehow on the bridge and the caboose unhinged and stopped as the rest of the train sped on. The scenery changed to a western spot and suddenly that train appeared on my left. I saw people from that train jump off, and start pushing the train from behind and very fast. They kept up with our fast train. I had a button that made our caboose go really fast, like a turbo. I pressed it. After a while, we were still tied (with the people still running) so we called it a tie and stopped the race. All the people became mice. Our train stopped at my school. I saw myself in third person once again walking with a few friends from swimming. They don't go to my school. Then, the scenery changed to a hotel. One of thee girls had gossip about what another one of my swimmer friends did at work that was bad. I wanted really badly to know it but she wouldn't tell me. The two girls entered their room. Us three guys entered our room that was opposite theirrs. The hallway was covered in golden paint and other shades of gold and red. It was beautiful.
Missed things:
Going to eye doctor and doing things there (I had just done the same yesterday)
The Kiev style stair thing.
Go home by train
3 track side by side, train race
No train tracks
Scenery shift to Wisconsin from Ukraine
Weird map
Awesome bridge
Fallen train disappearing
Scenery change to Wild West
People pushing train very fast
Button for caboose turbo
Mice people
School turn into hotel
Swim people in my school (they go to a different school)
Today was a mundane day. I did some things, did my summer reading that is due in one day and I only started yesterday. Made up a driver's ed class. I incubated a lot and really felt the excitement. I feel good about tonight. I will drink a lot of water and I listened to SubLucid from ninja for the first time in a while. I will meditate and incubate and think of a forest while falling asleep.
I am excited for tonight!
I had a DILD Last night!! Yay! I had a weird night. I woke up randomly at 7, didn't do anything because I was too sleepy, woke at 8:30 with alarm clock but don't remember it, and woke at 9:30 ffeling gooood about my dreams!
I have a big segment and three little ones but I cannot remember when they all happened or how they connect because I remember only that I remembered it all after waking up the last time...I will write the 3 short ones first and then the last one.
I finished swimming practice at the park district pool, but I didn't have a ride. I saw a teammate from my school and asked him for a ride home. He said no, he was in a hurry but when I exited the building he was there waiting for me. He drove me home. The neighborhood where the pool is was spaced and laid out weird.
I was locked in a house during a nuclear war. This is teh kind of house you see in a scary video game and that was also the general feel of the dream. It was a clinic. There was an obese man wearing glasses laying in a bed surrounded by nurses. One of the nurses told me he was a heroin addict and was dying. They gave him liposuction and it looked disgusting. He looked disgusting after it. Before euthanasia, they gave him a lot of heroin to make him happy and stop suffering and then killed him. Suddenly, a bomb alert alarm sounded and the nurses and I shuffled down the stairs. We went tot he basement, latched the flimsy wooden door shut and waited. Segment end.
I was on a plane in a window seat. By me sat a girl that I knew and used to like her but I cannot remember who she was. She acted weird. We arrived at the airport in Kiev, Ukraine. When we got off of the plane, a big team of security surrounded us and escorted us to the security check. They said there was a bad guy on the plane. We went through an unusual security tht consisted of squeezing through passages that were too small. Then they asked me random questions like who the last person I saw was and what I saw on the plane. I saw a sign that warned against putting your feet up on the plane seats at the risk of them putting veryheavy boots on you. I saw many kids and adults around. I was suddenly standing atop the chute out of where bags come out and onto the conveyor for pickup. Kids frommy flight were down there. They caught the bad guy. We exited the airport and were in an underground crosswalk. Everyone discussed where they wanted to go and we all parted ways.
Here Is my long dream that turnded into a lucid
It was my birthday party. People came t my house. I didn't care about most for some reason, and only cared about my best friend. Me and him found rafaela candies and went to hide them for later consumption but ended up eating them in my laundry room. We went to the bathroom He did his business and I washed my face. I don't know why but we wrestled a little and fell into the bathtub. We got out of the bathroom and it was one of my friends' houses. We played video games. One of my friends was there but he said a few mean things tome. There was another guy that was very nice to me. Everyone went on the computer except me. I played a single player spy weasel game where I had to infiltrate some place and steal something, similar to the intro of Inception. I was doing very well and People came from the computer to watch me. I got caught and hid in the shadows. The main bad guy caught me and I killed him in the game. Then, the kids disappeared and my dad and step-mom appeared. They offered to go skating and I accepted. First though, my stepmom was a little ill and she drank water with medicine in it. As she was about to drink, it turned into tonic water. We went outside and started skating on a strange road. The roller blades turned into ice skates for non ice surfaces and we started to speed skate. We skated so fast that we rose up above the clouds and were flying as we skated. The clouds became Ice and we were skating on ice now. It was breathtakingly beautiful. Pink and purple sunrise sky and up above transitioned to black from outer space. I looked back down to the ice and the surface looked like an ocean. my stepmom skated faster ahead, I couldn't keep up and my dad fell behind. I started using my hands to dig into the ice to help go faster and as I went faster I flew up higher and into space. It was cold and I saw a frozen ship fly by me. The gravity was weird and the ship could fly... I drifted back down the the ice clouds and caught up and so did my dad. I fell through the ice at a weak spot but flew up again by skating faster and wanting to fly up. Then, we decided to go down to earth so we punched the ice until wwe fell through and gently drifted down the a road I saw at the outskirts of Kiev, Ukraine. There was snow far off from the road all around but right by the snow were brilliant gold flowers that shone brighter than I have ever seen and the trees were green. Forest on either side. It was surreal and beautiful- the snow, the golden flowers, the trees. I was enjoying it a lot. We eventually reached the first city buildings and the city looked like Chicago. I guess setting change? Winter and snow were gone. I stopped under a roofed building. My parents skated on and were soon gone. Randomly, I realized I was lucid. I remember thinking that all of this was so surreal and amazing. Then, I thought "hey, I'm dreaming" in an obvious sort of way like only an idiot wouldn't know with all of this. I yelled increase lucidity but it didn't work very well. I was too excited to remember to stabilize and do all of those things. The first thing I could think of was the forest task. I closed my eyes and wanted to be in a forest when I opened them but that didn't work as I was still overcome with excitement. I looked around and saw a forest in a city park just beyond a building. I flew over the building and as I came closer, I saw that the forest had thinned. It was thinning as I flew closer. Then, as I came even closer, I saw that the forest diappeared and in its place stood a neat row of trees. Just one layer and row. Between them and around were little neat cofee shop tables and people were sitting doing their things. When they saw me, everyone got scared and ran. I kept my mind on the task and suddenly, the dream was less stable and I lost some control. I couldn't fly very well then. I persisted and flew around the trees, weaving in and out and then above the trees. I could only fly for short bursts, so I flew by boosting up a bit, and then gliding down and repeating. A woman and her two kids ran after me right under wher I just flew screaming religious things and cursing my flying as work of the devil. I didn;t care. I thought that now that the task was done, I needed something else to do. An idea popped into my mind. I said, "I want to meet my dream guide". Suddenly, a pair of clever looking triangular eyes appeared. It was surrounded by a sparkly orange mist or aura. Reminded me of the cat from alice in wonderland. I asked it if twas my spirit guide and it replied, in a very deep intriguing voice, "Perhaps" and then vanished. I flew back to the start of the row of trees and as I was flying above a low rooftop, a parkour kid started running alongside me. Then, I woke up.
I was very happy wit this dream. It made me very happy and excited, though I am not sure if it completes the lucid task that Percy gave us. The forest vanished and in its place was a row of trees... Not sure if that counts.
My day today was happy overall and I incubated a lot.
I will meditate a little bit and incubate quickly and go to sleep, as I only have 7.5 hours of sleep left before school!
:cheeky:
I had a DILD Last night!! Yay! I had a weird night. I woke up randomly at 7, didn't do anything because I was too sleepy, woke at 8:30 with alarm clock but don't remember it, and woke at 9:30 ffeling gooood about my dreams!
I have a big segment and three little ones but I cannot remember when they all happened or how they connect because I remember only that I remembered it all after waking up the last time...I will write the 3 short ones first and then the last one.
I finished swimming practice at the park district pool, but I didn't have a ride. I saw a teammate from my school and asked him for a ride home. He said no, he was in a hurry but when I exited the building he was there waiting for me. He drove me home. The neighborhood where the pool is was spaced and laid out weird.
I was locked in a house during a nuclear war. This is teh kind of house you see in a scary video game and that was also the general feel of the dream. It was a clinic. There was an obese man wearing glasses laying in a bed surrounded by nurses. One of the nurses told me he was a heroin addict and was dying. They gave him liposuction and it looked disgusting. He looked disgusting after it. Before euthanasia, they gave him a lot of heroin to make him happy and stop suffering and then killed him. Suddenly, a bomb alert alarm sounded and the nurses and I shuffled down the stairs. We went tot he basement, latched the flimsy wooden door shut and waited. Segment end.
I was on a plane in a window seat. By me sat a girl that I knew and used to like her but I cannot remember who she was. She acted weird. We arrived at the airport in Kiev, Ukraine. When we got off of the plane, a big team of security surrounded us and escorted us to the security check. They said there was a bad guy on the plane. We went through an unusual security tht consisted of squeezing through passages that were too small. Then they asked me random questions like who the last person I saw was and what I saw on the plane. I saw a sign that warned against putting your feet up on the plane seats at the risk of them putting veryheavy boots on you. I saw many kids and adults around. I was suddenly standing atop the chute out of where bags come out and onto the conveyor for pickup. Kids frommy flight were down there. They caught the bad guy. We exited the airport and were in an underground crosswalk. Everyone discussed where they wanted to go and we all parted ways.
Here Is my long dream that turnded into a lucid
It was my birthday party. People came t my house. I didn't care about most for some reason, and only cared about my best friend. Me and him found rafaela candies and went to hide them for later consumption but ended up eating them in my laundry room. We went to the bathroom He did his business and I washed my face. I don't know why but we wrestled a little and fell into the bathtub. We got out of the bathroom and it was one of my friends' houses. We played video games. One of my friends was there but he said a few mean things tome. There was another guy that was very nice to me. Everyone went on the computer except me. I played a single player spy weasel game where I had to infiltrate some place and steal something, similar to the intro of Inception. I was doing very well and People came from the computer to watch me. I got caught and hid in the shadows. The main bad guy caught me and I killed him in the game. Then, the kids disappeared and my dad and step-mom appeared. They offered to go skating and I accepted. First though, my stepmom was a little ill and she drank water with medicine in it. As she was about to drink, it turned into tonic water. We went outside and started skating on a strange road. The roller blades turned into ice skates for non ice surfaces and we started to speed skate. We skated so fast that we rose up above the clouds and were flying as we skated. The clouds became Ice and we were skating on ice now. It was breathtakingly beautiful. Pink and purple sunrise sky and up above transitioned to black from outer space. I looked back down to the ice and the surface looked like an ocean. my stepmom skated faster ahead, I couldn't keep up and my dad fell behind. I started using my hands to dig into the ice to help go faster and as I went faster I flew up higher and into space. It was cold and I saw a frozen ship fly by me. The gravity was weird and the ship could fly... I drifted back down the the ice clouds and caught up and so did my dad. I fell through the ice at a weak spot but flew up again by skating faster and wanting to fly up. Then, we decided to go down to earth so we punched the ice until wwe fell through and gently drifted down the a road I saw at the outskirts of Kiev, Ukraine. There was snow far off from the road all around but right by the snow were brilliant gold flowers that shone brighter than I have ever seen and the trees were green. Forest on either side. It was surreal and beautiful- the snow, the golden flowers, the trees. I was enjoying it a lot. We eventually reached the first city buildings and the city looked like Chicago. I guess setting change? Winter and snow were gone. I stopped under a roofed building. My parents skated on and were soon gone. Randomly, I realized I was lucid. I remember thinking that all of this was so surreal and amazing. Then, I thought "hey, I'm dreaming" in an obvious sort of way like only an idiot wouldn't know with all of this. I yelled increase lucidity but it didn't work very well. I was too excited to remember to stabilize and do all of those things. The first thing I could think of was the forest task. I closed my eyes and wanted to be in a forest when I opened them but that didn't work as I was still overcome with excitement. I looked around and saw a forest in a city park just beyond a building. I flew over the building and as I came closer, I saw that the forest had thinned. It was thinning as I flew closer. Then, as I came even closer, I saw that the forest diappeared and in its place stood a neat row of trees. Just one layer and row. Between them and around were little neat cofee shop tables and people were sitting doing their things. When they saw me, everyone got scared and ran. I kept my mind on the task and suddenly, the dream was less stable and I lost some control. I couldn't fly very well then. I persisted and flew around the trees, weaving in and out and then above the trees. I could only fly for short bursts, so I flew by boosting up a bit, and then gliding down and repeating. A woman and her two kids ran after me right under wher I just flew screaming religious things and cursing my flying as work of the devil. I didn;t care. I thought that now that the task was done, I needed something else to do. An idea popped into my mind. I said, "I want to meet my dream guide". Suddenly, a pair of clever looking triangular eyes appeared. It was surrounded by a sparkly orange mist or aura. Reminded me of the cat from alice in wonderland. I asked it if twas my spirit guide and it replied, in a very deep intriguing voice, "Perhaps" and then vanished. I flew back to the start of the row of trees and as I was flying above a low rooftop, a parkour kid started running alongside me. Then, I woke up.
I was very happy wit this dream. It made me very happy and excited, though I am not sure if it completes the lucid task that Percy gave us. The forest vanished and in its place was a row of trees... Not sure if that counts.
My day today was happy overall and I incubated a lot.
I will meditate a little bit and incubate quickly and go to sleep, as I only have 7.5 hours of sleep left before school!
:cheeky:
Yes. That counts as a successful task. Its hard and sometimes unfair to evaluate someone's else dream... For what you said, you viewed a forest and you flew to it. It vanished, true, but you still had a few trees left from the forest and you flew around and over, so it counts as done!
Well done!!!!
Oh my god... This is horrible. Ever since wednesday happened and sschool started, I have zero dream recall and witht he starttup of school, it's not onotonous enough to incubate all the time and remember to do so so I am pretty much in a rut right now... I meditate before bed, though
Today was a bad start and a good end to the day. I started by giong to a tall boats thing and we took a boat ride. My father and I started arguing and he accused me of ruining his day and the day was ruined for a while. Then, I went with my step dad and step bro to the same place, they were going to go anyways so I joined. We had fun. Then I went to a carnival and saw my friend perform, though with some mistakes...
I was going to think about lucid dreaming all day today, but the morning crap made me forget all about it. I am listening to sublucid hoping to get my recall back up a bit.
Aaah so scary not doing this everyday anymore. Here are a few excerpts over the last week. :'( Week, not day :'(
I had a false awakening. My stepdad was waking me up around eight or nine o'clock. I was laying in bed. I saw him open his bedroom door, rush to the front door and I heeard him leave.
I got surprise presents in my living room. it was a shoebox. I open it and out comes a baby alligator that walks like a person and was as big as a mouse. I played with him for a while.
I was driving, hurrying. It was just after sunset.
The sweets in our house were hidden in the oven.
I was stretching someones necklike a chiropractor. Left, right, up down. I pulled it out accedentally, out of body. I put it back in. (The neck)
I was in a dark building and it was a house I know in Chicago. I went down the steps, it became painfully obvious that it was a dream, I said it to myself and then I rubbed my hands together and spun, but I think I turned over in my bed because It didn't feel right (The spinning). I was chasing suoeione prior to this. I leapt downt he steps and tried to fly after them, it didn't work. The dream ended. I wasnt sure if this one was a lucid or a false lucid.
My past week has been hectic, with it being the second week of school. I have still been getting used to everything and my recall still sucks. I started incubating more over the past few days to make up for not incubating at all the past week. I have also been sleep deprived mostly so that is hurting recall too.
I have not been meditating :( and haven't waken up at night. I will meditate today before bed.
Aaah so scary not doing this everyday anymore. Here are a few excerpts over the last week. :'( Week, not day :'(
I had a false awakening. My stepdad was waking me up around eight or nine o'clock. I was laying in bed. I saw him open his bedroom door, rush to the front door and I heeard him leave.
I got surprise presents in my living room. it was a shoebox. I open it and out comes a baby alligator that walks like a person and was as big as a mouse. I played with him for a while.
I was driving, hurrying. It was just after sunset.
The sweets in our house were hidden in the oven.
I was stretching someones necklike a chiropractor. Left, right, up down. I pulled it out accedentally, out of body. I put it back in. (The neck)
I was in a dark building and it was a house I know in Chicago. I went down the steps, it became painfully obvious that it was a dream, I said it to myself and then I rubbed my hands together and spun, but I think I turned over in my bed because It didn't feel right (The spinning). I was chasing suoeione prior to this. I leapt downt he steps and tried to fly after them, it didn't work. The dream ended. I wasnt sure if this one was a lucid or a false lucid.
My past week has been hectic, with it being the second week of school. I have still been getting used to everything and my recall still sucks. I started incubating more over the past few days to make up for not incubating at all the past week. I have also been sleep deprived mostly so that is hurting recall too.
I have not been meditating :( and haven't waken up at night. I will meditate today before bed.
It has been an honor posting here and letting you all read my dream explorations, works, attempts, and SUCESSES! Thank you all.