Blacklight's SD Workbook

2/15 - One non lucid

I wrote on a wall that I feel cold because I have no place to be in during the winter.

2/16 - One non lucid

I played some basket ball. I was surprised at how tall I was and that I could make myself taller if I wanted to.

2/17 - One lucid

Don't remember much of it again. I know I wasn't even fully lucid yet I was debating with myself whether I should focus more on getting lucid in the future or not. I went through a door (without opening it) and woke up.

2/18 - One lucid

I was playing an FPS (Battlefield related?), got lucid and started to throw people around like ragdolls, jump around and smash things.

2/19 - Four lucids

First: I was in the middle of a field. I tried to summon background music but woke up instead.

Second: I was lucid but following the dream plot (and trying to rape everything on the way). It was some RPG-FPS kind of game and I was following some holy artifact in a long lost temple. I took a turn to the left and found a newer building, where I found a suitable woman to... have some coffee with.

Third: I followed the dream plot again. A friend of mine was stealing money from a school (?) and I was following him. When we got out of the school we were suddenly outside a small house in a village. I followed him. He was strolling on the sidewalk, I was jumping on roofs, then I jumped down, grabbed a sword from my back (which I just summoned) and cut him into bits. I took the bags of money and ran off to a major square (looks like the map of the dream was one third village one third city x and one third city y) and wanted to throw the bags of money in the middle of the DCs to see how they'd react. I heard background music on the way which I didn't particularly like so I told the dream to "Shut the fuck up" (which it did) and to put on some better music, which it didn't do and woke me up instead.

Fourth: I got out of the apartment I keep dreaming of and I saw a train going my way. I latched on to the side of it (I was holding it with one hand and the rest of me was floating mid air) and tried to enjoy the ride. I saw a lot of scorched land to my right. A minute or so later I saw a giant mansion emerge from the background. The train stopped right in front of it. There was a giant black metal fence in front of it, which I passed through without a problem. Inside there were two small girls (who oddly reminded me of someone, don't know who) which took me to the two owners, an old woman and an old man. They showed me some giant cup/light bulb filled with something red. They told me "The red is your fear. We feed off it." and the old man started to leech from it. Then suddenly another part of it emerged from under the ground and the old man was really impressed at all the food he'd get (I think). I took my bottle of fears and beat them up with it (literally and metaphorically I suppose). I got out and told the girls to run. I tried to fly but I landed on water (looks like their mansion was surrounded by it apart from the train tracks which led there). Later I managed to fly and I got in the middle of a city (which again looked familiar). A bunch of bad guys were chasing me and started to stab me. I calmed down and told them they don't exist and walked away (I heard something like "What? How dare you?" and such on my way out). I then woke up.

2/20 - Four lucids

First: I was in my bed. I saw some posters of ancient video games and concluded I was dreaming. There was a radio playing some music. I told it to shut up, which it did. I told it "Play Beethoven's fifth." and it did that too. The speed was horribly messed up (first it went extra fast and then it went slow). I don't remember much else from that one aside from success in getting music to play.

Second: I was in my bed again. I felt tired like I just came back from a 12 hour shift. I decided to do a reality check just in case. It worked, so I got up. It was dark so I said "Let there be light". I got out of my room and exercised some telekinesis. I saw that the dream was collapsing but couldn't manage to stabilize it.

Third: "Woke up" in a dream on a train going through a major city. It was really sunny and nice and I hoped the dream would last, but despite my attempts it dissolved easily.

Fourth: I was in a lecturing hall. I decided to find a random DC and mess with it. I found one girl, hugged her and told her "you can do it". She told me "You can do what I can do too." I was confused enough to lose control and got lost in the dream plot.

2/21,22 - Two non lucids (probably some lucids/half lucids which I forgot too)

First: I was watching a movie about corporations hiring soldiers to enforce debt paying

Second: My family was going to see a movie. Borat showed up and made some joke which nobody got. He then followed us and then we got into a fight with him somehow, in a basement filled with shit. Seriously.

2/23,24 - Two non lucids

First: I was watching a documentary about greeks waging wars in today's Vietnam and Southern China.

Second: Me and some guys were playing football in a full classroom. I barely kept myself from falling all the time.

I know it's a quick update but I'm logging this under 2/25
2/25 - One glorious lucid

I was going through a village and I noticed some abnormalities. I was dreaming. I shouted as loud as I could, with my fists in the air "YES! I'M LUCID!" I asked my self "What should I do? Sex? Dream guide? Dream guide."
I saw some guy next to a sign that said "Super-Ninja" and asked him where my dream guide was. He pointed me to a pretty big mansion. I made a hole in the wall and got in. Inside I saw a patchwork of rooms from my childhood and present, all mixed up. I couldn't make sense of it. I saw a girl in one of the rooms and asked her where my dream guide was. "Your what?" she asked. "Dream guide. Where is he?"
She pointed me to the basement and I went in. On my way in I saw a bunch of cats and two cats inside. I petted one and asked her "Do you know where he is?" jokingly. A guy stepped out of a closet (lol). He told me I shouldn't pay attention to the cats. He was a pretty tall guy with black hair tied into a ponytail, he had a small goatee and glasses. His clothes were pretty dark. He looked like a college student, basically.
I assumed he was my guide and asked him "Are you a part of me, my subconscious, which is unavailable to me but which observes everything quietly or are you a separate entity?"
he told me "I'm not a part of you" (he sounded kind of relieved) "but we all stem from the same source".
"God?" I asked. He nodded his head agreeing with me.
He lied down on a sofa and said "We've talked about this before. You don't remember."
"I will this time." I said. He looked surprised. I continued: "It's around 12am and this is likely the last dream I'll have today. I can't forget it."
We discussed some things. He showed me a map of the world (which for a change looked accurate) and pointed out two islands north of Russia's shore for some reason. He said something about a perfect nation being built there (sounds like DC rubbish).
I started to hear really loud noise outside the room. Like a whole pack of people talking and shouting. He told me to calm down and wait a moment. The noise disappeared.
Then I heard the radio play. I asked him to shut that pop noise down and play some Beethoven. He told me he didn't have any. "This is controlled not by me but you and your emotions" he said. I pressed the button to turn it off but it didn't shut down. I said "God damn this is annoying"
A female voice repeated my words. I tried saying several things and it repeated after me. "And in other news, I'm a woman now." I said. The voice repeated this too and then I woke up.

2/26,27,28 - Lots of crazy, crazy dreams, the craziest being the following three from today and yesterday:

First: My dad was trying to stick it in me. He said it wasn't his fault because [DC babble] and I'm not gonna even try to explain how surprised I was.

Second: The psychopath chainsaw-wielding cannibal-murderer-bomber entry from my DJ

Third: The Reward of the murderer entry from my DJ

3/1,2 - One non lucid and a lucid

First: I was watching people debate the news that Florida and Arkansas were seceding. The TV was on. There were armed people in yellow raincoats. One turned around and emptied an entire clip into another guy's face, took a large rock and started to beat him with it.

Second: I was in a bathroom. Some guy rushed in and tried to scare me. I told him I was dreaming and that even I could scare myself better then he did.

3/3,4,5,6,7 - Several dreams per day, nothing important, only 3 lucids in one night

All were in the same night (or morning) and all of them had the same environment. It was a bus. Kind of like a harem on wheels.