MadMonkey's SD Student Workbook

1/31/2011

Bad recall again. I usualy get bad recal when ever I have a lot of not very exciting dreams because I am less willing to wright them down and then after a while of not wrighting anything down I can't remember much but frags. I remembered one dream but forgot it sone after because I couldn't wright it down because of school. I wish I didn't have to get up at 6:30. Just one more hour would make a huge difference. Two hours would probably mean I would have no problem getting lucids all the time.

I havn't taken a nap in a long time and I have nothing I need to do today so I think I will again. The last time I took a nap after school I didn't get during the nap but the extra REM alowe me to get a lucid only 1 hour into sleep that night. I'm tired anyways so I will see if I can MILD and go get my first lesson from my dream guide. :)

I did take a nap from 4:00 to 5:20. I didn't remember anything except for one bit of a dream about team fortress two and I was playing on the ps3 version and I noted that no one played as medics. :P At one point after I had been asleep for half an hour I became in a non dream state but I wasn't really awake and I became aware and waited to hopefuly get a WILD but I lost it. Hopefully this will give me more usful dream time tonight. :)

2/1/2011

One lucid but I forgot to meet my dream guide. Instead I flew to the moon. :)

01.02.2011

Thats No Moon (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was driving a car on the highway. There was some guy trying to outrun the cops. He sped past me and there was a big group of police cars chacing him. One of the police cars pulled infront of me and then slowed down and made me pull over. I was like what was I doing? I was going the right speed limit. I don't know why but they put me in handcuffs and put me in the back of their car just for being there. I didn't resist. One of my friends was also there and he got pulled over and put in the car for no reason.

I looked up at the moon and became lucid. I didn't remember my goals to find my dream guide or anything. I remembered that I have always wanted to fly to the moon but failed because it was so far away. I decided to do it this time so I said by to my friend and took off. (I wonder were the hand cuffs went) I flew as fast as I could toward the moon. It was a weird shard of yellow. It got bigger and bigger and it was now in space. I turned and flew feet first and was letting the gravity pull me down to land. While I was doing this I wasn't looking at the moon. I landed and I relized that the moon was only about 30 feet in diamater. I thought thats not right the moon is way bigger than that. :( I finaly make it here and I forget to think about the moon being big. I destabilized into another dream that was less lucid

I was in a large toy store. I was looking for a diagram of how big the moon is compared to the earth. :P I guess I thought I needed to convince my self of it or something because I already know how big the moon actualy is. I couldn't find one and I saw my friend David and I guess he worked at the toy store. I asked him if they had any thing to show how big the moon was relative to the earth. He said they did but they sold their last one yesterday. :P I said thats to bad and saw a globe sitting on a shelf. I was looking for one that had the moon orbiting it. The dream skipped and I was practicaly non lucid but still with my dream powers by now. :P

I was at some kind of concert and there was a big flood inside the very tall building. Everyone was drowning so I flew up and made the water go down with magic and I saved everyone. :)

2/2/2011

I woke up at 3:00 and was very aware but didn't remember a dream.

I woke up at 4:30 and remembered a cool zombie dream. After I turned off my alarm I layed back down to try and remember a little more of the dream. I was lazy and tired and didn't want to take the time to wright down the dream. I layed there for a long time half asleep not wanting to actualy wright it down. I relized that it was rediculous and wrote down some sparce notes and fell back asleep. Because of this I forgot a lot of the dream.

02.02.2011

Gordon Freeman VS Zombie Apocalypse (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was Gordon Freeman from Half Life. There was some kin of zombie apocalypse. They weren't headcrab zombies like in the game but normal undead kind. A lot of epic stuff happened that I can no longer remember.

The dream completely changed directions and I was at a resturaunt and I saw my friend there with his mom. I have never met his mom and in the dream she was really weird and embarising how she talked about my friend. I forgot most of what was actualy said. :P

[dream skip] I was at a large theater and I think I was there with my family. I remember that my aunt and uncle were there. I was in the loby and walking back to my seat. There were lots of seperate theatres in the building. I saw in one theater was a symphany orchestra playing classical music. In the theater across from it there was a childrens pupet show. Someone called my name from the pupet show room and it was my friends mom with my friend. I went in and sat down and wondered why the hell my friend was watching a pupet show with his mom. :P She was still very embarising and made my friend seem like a momas boy. My friend was clearly embaresed.

Eh something at school cant remember.

2/3/2011

I didn't remember anything. :(

I think I know why I have not been thinking as clearly in dreams and why my recall has been there but it has been fogy. Its because I have been lacking awarness in waking life. Not necesarily laking awarness of my self or my situation but of my senses and the smaller details of the things around me and what I am doing. That has given me the false idea that I am aware and it shows in my recall and lucids because I can remember the gist of the dreams but the details are fuzzy. I will try and live in the moment more and take note of all my senses like sight and sound but especialy touch, smell and taste. Also I should think about how I am doing my actions and why I am doing. I think I will send all day tomarrow practicing lucid living. :)

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Originally Posted by MadMonkey

I think I know why I have not been thinking as clearly in dreams and why my recall has been there but it has been fogy. Its because I have been lacking awarness in waking life. Not necesarily laking awarness of my self or my situation but of my senses and the smaller details of the things around me and what I am doing. That has given me the false idea that I am aware and it shows in my recall and lucids because I can remember the gist of the dreams but the details are fuzzy. I will try and live in the moment more and take note of all my senses like sight and sound but especialy touch, smell and taste. Also I should think about how I am doing my actions and why I am doing. I think I will send all day tomarrow practicing lucid living. :)

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Good luck! I'm sure it'll reflect in your dreams. :) I should probably give this a try, too...

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Originally Posted by Nephanim

Good luck! I'm sure it'll reflect in your dreams. :) I should probably give this a try, too...

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I agree with this.

2/4/2011

I didnt take the time to type the one dream that I remembered today so I may type more of it tomarrow.

In the dream I was playing an rpg based on pirates of the caribean. I was on a haunted pirate ship that had ghosts and zombies and de,oms and stuff in it. It was pretty large and really dark and creapy looking. In one of the rooms there came a mist that turned out to be poisonous and I had to fight this really strong demon spirit thing. I died and respawned and found a group of Hobbits like from lord of the rings and they agreed to help me. We went to fight the spirit but I got killed again almost emediatly. When I respawned back I went back to the room and found all the hobits held up in a corner behind a single barrel. They yelled at me and said were have you been? its be 300 years since you left. I was like 300 years? I just died and respawend in like 2 minuites.

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Originally Posted by MadMonkey

I think I know why I have not been thinking as clearly in dreams and why my recall has been there but it has been fogy. Its because I have been lacking awarness in waking life. Not necesarily laking awarness of my self or my situation but of my senses and the smaller details of the things around me and what I am doing. That has given me the false idea that I am aware and it shows in my recall and lucids because I can remember the gist of the dreams but the details are fuzzy. I will try and live in the moment more and take note of all my senses like sight and sound but especialy touch, smell and taste. Also I should think about how I am doing my actions and why I am doing. I think I will send all day tomarrow practicing lucid living. :)

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I think this is what's happening to me as well. I'm basically just going through the motions lately. Wake up, go to school, pay attention at school, go home, do homework, go to taekwondo, go to home, go to sleep. T_T

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Originally Posted by AndresLD

I think this is what's happening to me as well. I'm basically just going through the motions lately. Wake up, go to school, pay attention at school, go home, do homework, go to taekwondo, go to home, go to sleep. T_T

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He he with me its wake up, go to school, don't pay much attention at school, go home, play video games, go to karate, go home, go to sleep. :P

Ive been trying to pay attention to my suroundings and stay aware and clear minded and i'm getting better but its still a bit hard. I found that if I focus on my breathing I can use it to measure my awarness. If I lose my attetntion to my breating it means I lost my awarness to other things.

2/5/2011

Today I got a lucid and one semi lucid but sort of messed up my plan that I had to meet my dream guide again. I even had a false awakening in my house which I have been trying to incubate because I havnt been having them much lately.

I remember waking up first at 6:00 and for some reason dont remember the 3:00 and 4:30 WBTBs. I remembered this dream and wrote it down in notes.

05.02.2011

Airsoft Army (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There was some kind of army that uses airsoft guns. Me and my friend Garret joined and were in the same squad. It was time for our squad to get upgraded guns. We were in a ware house and there was a table full of guns for us to choose from. I saw two purple guns that looked pretty cool. I don't know why they were purple but I thought it made them even cooler. :P I decided you take those, one for each hand and garret got an assault rifle I think. I cant remember what happenend next but I tested the guns in my back yard and then woke up into an FA.

My sister was having a party and all her friends were in my small room for some reason. I became semi lucid and wanted to get those guns from the last dream. I went outside and found them were I droped them when I "woke up". My notes say I was challenged to a rematch by someone, I guess I got in a duel or something. Then I woke up.

I then was glad that I had atleast gotten a semi lucid and it would be easier to get LDs for the rest of the morning. I focused on getting a lucid to meet my dream guide again and got this dream.

05.02.2011

lack of focus again (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in my room and I was lucid. I forgot to stabilize and eat a dream cookie like I have been planing. I went into the family room and saw the mirror I like to use to teleport with. I said out lout dream guide Its time for my first lesson, so... I forgot all the stuff I ment to say telepathicly too her and instead of thinking it aimed at her like I planned I said it out loud. When ever I got close to the mirror I destabilized a bit. I touched the mirror and it rippled like a liquid. I was focusing on it bringing me to my dream guide although I did a pretty bad job at it. I zig zaged my finger through it and it instantly and unexpectedly became smooth and looked like static on a tv screen. Then the static was gone and I saw someone other than me on the other side but I was destabilized and my mind was having a hard time making out what I was seeing. The person was wearing black, not dark purple and was much shorter than I remembered my dream guide being. It was still fuzzy and I asked if they were my dream guide and then it looked like a chimpanze. WTH?

I sort of lost lucidity and the dream changed and I was in a zoo and the chimpanze was loose and I had to catch him. After I cought him a helicopter picked me up to bring me back.

The dream changed again and the helicopter brought me to the roof top of a skyscrapper. There were other helicopters with guns and rockets and one fighter jet on top of it. I became lucid, though, not extremly lucid, and I remembered the roof top from the dream before this one which I forgot.

The dream changed and I was no longer lucid. Me and my friend Patrick were watching an anime show and then I was in the anime show and there was a lady cooking soup and she put cocaroaches in it. ew

I still forgot to do all the parts of my plan which was and still is to become lucid in my house, fully stabilize using the 5 senses technique and make sure I can think clearly and remember my goals. Eat a dream cookie for good measure and then try to telepathicly comunicate with my dream guide. I know my dream guide can talk telepathicly because she has before, I just have been doing it wrong so far. Then if I cant get her to teleport to me I will go to the mirror and make it into a fluid and imagine my DGs tower bedroom on the other side and go to her and ask her some questions and have my first lesson that I have been wating for. Tonight I will do it right for sure.

2/6/2011

I went to bed at 1:00 am and woke up at 4:30, 6:00 and 7:30 for WBTBs. At all 3 of them I remembered vivid and genuenly interesting non lucid dreams but because I am so lazy I didn't wright them down even though I knew it ment that I would forget them. Even though they were not lucid I still had fun and felt it didn't really matter that I forgot them. I tried harder to get lucids after 7:30 and when I woke up at 9:00 or so I remembered a dream that wasn't as exciting so I didn't wright it down cuz I had a feeling I would remember it anyways. It too me a bit to fall back to sleep cuz my mom was talking on the phone so loud in the next room over. After she hung up I was able to focus on geting a lucid and got this lucid. *Warning* The folowing dream contains sexual content. Reader desgresion is advised.
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06.02.2011

Mirror not working again. (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at a mall with some random people and we were driving home. I became lucid and stabilized some while in the car. I was looking out the window and we got to my house. I was pretty stable and things were vivid. I lookd at the tree in my front yard and I noticed that the colors of things were vivid but they were weird and cool looking. The tree looked white, light green and red. It wa sort of weird but I liked it. I went inside and touched things in my garage. I wanted to have a sex lucid but I knew I should find my dream guide as planned. I went into the family room and made sure to stabilize good before going over to my mirror. I focused on my thoughts being sent to my dream guide and though Dream Guide, can you here me? Its time for my first lesson. Nothing happened. I went to the mirror and thouched it and nothing happened. Usualy it ripples and looks like a liquid and my hand can phase through it but this time it was solid. I moved my hand around and then tried pushing hard against it. It deformed but didn't make an effect I could use too visualize with. I ripped the mirror off the wall to see what was behind it. Just a wall. I wondered what was behind the wall so I punched a whole in it with my fist and then ripped the wall out from the hole. There was only a corner in betwee the closest and the wall on the right.

I guess I will just have to go have sex now. :P I drove back to the mall with one of the DCs. I got there suprisingly quickly. The mall looked like it was under construnction on the inside and the room looked very large with little lighting. There were people welding stuff and such. I was still quite stable and it had been a while. I looked for a hot girl and I found one and before I did anything I saw two girls in bikinis, which I thought would be easier to take off. :P When I got closer I realized that one of them was quite hot, but she was pregnant and the other one was a actualy a guy wearing. :O I'll just have to look some more

I went down the hall and imagined that around the corner the rest of the mall would not be in construction. Sure enough the rest was normal and filled with people. I saw a hot blond giving out samples infront of a store so I put my arm around her and asked her to come with me. She agreed and walked with me. I brought her into a sit down resteraunt and sat her down in an empty booth. I was still vivid and I knew that I should hury before I run out of dream time. Before I could get her clothes off I destabilized and woke up. :(

When I woke up it was 10:30 Which was exactly when I was planning on geting up. I tired to DEILD but it was a bit to late and I acidently moved my fingers. I don't know why the mirror didn't work this time. It may be because it was a bit more vivid and maby its because I still wanted to have sex. I get tomarow off from school. I will get my first lesson from my dream guide tonight. Believe it.

Good luck! I'm hoping to speak with my dream guide tonight, too. Happy dreaming!

Whenever I give up on my goal in a LD I decide to have sex too xD!
Too bad the mirror didn't work =/, maybe you were unconsciously thinking it would not work, therefore it didn't work?

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Originally Posted by AndresLD

Whenever I give up on my goal in a LD I decide to have sex too xD!
Too bad the mirror didn't work =/, maybe you were unconsciously thinking it would not work, therefore it didn't work?

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I think I was hoping it wouldn't work. :P

Anyways me and Andres have agreed to meet at the pyramids tonight so im going to do that instead of tring to find my DG.

I didn't get any lucids last night so I couldn't make it to the pyramids. I got really close to a sucsesful WILD but when I was in the dream I thought it failed and forgot to do a reality check. :( I still remembered a ton of dreams. I will post them later, I can't right now.

2/7/2011

At 3:00 AM I woke up for my first wbtb. I wrote down notes about the dream but because it was so early in the night I forgot most of the details I didn't wright down.

07.02.2011

Vacation (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was on vacation. We were there for 3 days. It was the last day. There was a museum. There was a lake or maby it was the ocean and the dream sort of changed and everything looked sort of like minecraft. There seemed to be a ice in the water like a glacier. I got in the water and I found a wet suit in the water so I put it on. I swam around and looked at the fish in the water.

4:30 AM I didn't remember anything.

6:00 AM

07.02.2011

OMG interdimensional beings (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was super man and I was with the justice leage like wonder woman and all of them. Alliens came and we thought they were friendly. They were humanoid and had grayish skin. We went with them into their ship. They put me in this chamber and they teleported me to a different deminsion before I could stop them. It felt more like they put me in a new dream.

In this dimension/dream I was myself again and the same alliens were taking over the plannet. I was held up in a museum with some other people. We were terified because the alliens were exterminating the human race. They had monsterous beasts that would use to hunt us down and eat us. They had 6 legs and black leathery skin and long heads. It was apparently an importaint museum because they had the constitution or something and lots of artifacts. We were looking through the cool stuff and then one of the monsters found us. Before they ate me the alliens came back and sent me to a new deminsion/dream.

In this dimension the human extinction was closer than it was before. I was still in a museum but this time time I was all by myself. I wandered through the museum and felt lonly. I went up the stairs and zombies and monsters and ghosts came out to kill me. I tried to defend myself with a bible. I relized that it was all an illusion and I might have remembered about the alliens. I looked at the monsters and smiled and said "what can I do for you?" They all screached and the illusion melted away. I was still in a museum but I was with my dad.

We went outside and everyone was celebrating because the alliens and stuff were gone. We went into a toy store and they were showing off some new dumb toy. A man in the crowd had a seizer and was looked like he was dead but then he moved and someone called 911. I thought about the alliens and thought about how they had been messing with me and testing me. I knew that they would be back and I thought they would be back in 2012.

That dream was pretty intese. The alliens seemed more like interdimensional dream plane beings than alliens, on retrospect. I usualy never have actual nightmare. Even my dreams that seem scary are good dreams but this one was pretty frightaning. At this point I started trying to MILD. I didn't do a good job and I just fell asleep normaly.

When I woke up at 7:30 I didn't remember anything. I think it was this point (although it may have been somewere after this). I tried specificly to WILD. I was laying on my side and I felt my hands get a bit tingly. My sleep paralysis is usualy not very and intesne and the most I ever feel is some tinglyness that starts with my fingers. It suddenly spread to my chest which is weird and my ears started ringing loudly. I heard some other noises too and I felt like I was falling into the void. I started breathing faster and because of that the feelings faded away and I was still in bed. I thought I failed but It was actualy a false awakening. I got up out of bed which I would never do if I was awake. I forgot to do a RC. don't remember what happened after that

When I woke up at 8:30 AM I remembered this

07.02.2011

Survivor gathering (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There was a zombie apocalypse. I can't remember the begining of the dream but I think there was more actual zombie fighting in the begining. I was with friends in an appartment in a city were we were farly safe. I had found a buterfly knife and I started to figure out how to flip it around, although I was really careful cuz they can be pretty dangerous. I looked outside and saw a whole bunch of people out in the streats but they were not zombies. They were all wearing yellow shirts. Apparently the zombies are intimidated by large amounts of non infected people and will stay away even if it is night time. We went outside and I saw people I knew. I folowed one of my friends into a building were he and the survivors he was staying with had been living. They were all teen agers around our age but there was one midle age lady who acted like she was in charge. She got mad at my friend and made him be on gaurd duty. I went out with him and stood at the front door on gaurd duty but there was no real reason because there were no zombies and large crowds walking around. I messed with the butterfly knife as I stood there. I saw a freshman that I know and he came up and shook my hand. He was with his own group of survivors and we had to ask if any of them were cut or bit. I pointed my knife at them until they answered. Two of them said they had scratches so I made them stay outside and I let the others go inside. I learned from the crowds why there were so many people gathering. Apparently word had spred for all survivors to meet here at a stadium to try and regroup and take control of the outbreak. People started heading from the streats to the stadium. There were thosands, I had no idea so many people were even still alive. I stood at the top of the stadium and looked at all the people. There was live music and everyone was rallying to fight back agains the zombies. I was so happy and emotional because I realized that this gather was likely to save the world.

Butterfly knifes are pretty cool. To bad they are illegal in California. I think the reason it showed up in my dream is because I have been playing as the spy so much on team fortress 3 lately. :P

I tried to MILD and WILD for the rest of the morning but I kept having a hard time faling asleep quickly. By the time I would fall asleep would have forgot to MILD. Sorry I didn't get a lucid Andres. :( I think I will have to put off meeting you at the pyramids untill after I get better aquanted with my dream guide. That way she can help us meet up.

I honestly don't remember any dreams =/, I probably did this morning, but that was 18 hours ago -.-

2/8/2011

I sort of took the night off cuz I went to bed at 12:00 and took a while to fall asleep. I did wake up at 4:30 but didn't write anything down so I can get more rest. I forgot that I have an orthodontist apointment tomarrow morning so I will likely get to sleep in. :)

human extinction! oh noes!

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Originally Posted by mikeac

human extinction! oh noes!

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Don't worry. Not the waking world human race but the dream world one. :panic:
I think it was the same alliens that I fought in the dream titled "Allien Invasion" on December 11th. http://www.dreamviews.com/f86/madmon...25/index5.html In that dream the alliens were exterminating us and I became lucid and was the only thing that could stop them and I sort of made them have to retreat. I heard them telepathicly say that I was different and relized that some of us humans are stronger than we appear. In this one they must have come back to test me.

That's funny you had a Zombie Apocalypse dream, I've been having so many zombie dreams lately x)!
Yeah it will be hard for me to get lucid any time soon, and I guess we should focus on our dream guides! I miss having LD's in which I have time to think, like most of my WILDs.

Ya we should just focus on our dream guides since we have had so much progress with them lately. Then we can have them help us meet up later. I really want to get better at WILD. DILD and MILD just don't cut it. I did get a lucid this morning though and I will post it in like an hour. :)

2/9/2011

I got to sleep in 2 hours cuz I had an orthodontist apointment and there was no reason going to school and then leaving after only 1 period. I woke up like 3 times for wbtb but only remembered foggy dreams about a mixture of minecraft, team fortress 2 and Naruto. Weird combination but that is what I was doing before I went to bed. The dreams seemed to have no real substance and I had nothing really to write down. At 7:30 I MILDed and succesfuly poped up in a lucid.

09.02.2011

Dream Cookie Saves the Day (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I became lucid. I don't remember if it started with a FA or not but it probably did. I was in my house and I was glad to be in a lucid. I stabilized by looking around and feeling stuff and I felt pretty stable. I remembered I should eat something for extra stability. I didn't feel like going in my room to get my colection of dream cookies so I went in the kitchen and imagined that there would be on lying on the counter. On the counter I saw a ziplock back with a very large chocolate chip cookie. Hurray! I took it out and started eating it. It was very soft and tasted really good. I walked over to the mirror and with my right hand touched it. I didn't notice my reflction in the mirror for some reason. It deformed like it usualy does and I waved my finger through it, making it ripple and buble.

I seem to always destabilize when I do this and it seemed like I already lost the dream for good. Still I tried walking away from the mirror and everything poped back into focus and vividness. I relized that I was still eating the cookie and it had kept me attached to the dream and restabilized me. I also noticed that no matter how much I ate of it it looked like I had only taken one or two bites from it so it would last for ever. I went back over to the mirror and it was still rippling. I said outloud "Take me to my dream guide". I stepped through and got a cool sensation. It took my mind a couple seconds to decide what it was looking at. I can't remember exactly where we were but I was with this guy with short black hair. I was no longer as clear minded as I was before. I asked him about my dream guide and wondered why It took me here. He said my dream guide was his mom or something and he needed to find his dad. I agreed to help him find his dad or what ever. I kept asking about my dream guide and he said that dosn't matter and it seemed like he was just lying to get me to help him find his dad or who ever it actualy was. We looked on a computer and found his dad in a list. I cant remember his name but he had the title of king before his name.

I think I almost have my archetype for mirror teleportation down. All I have to do now is change my verbal comand to "take me to my dream guides tower.", really expect to actualy meet my dream guide and make sure I stay stable and clear minded. That dream cookie really helped keep me stable. :)

Edit: Oh I forgot to metntion that throught the dream my hands felt tingly like they had lost circulation. When I woke up I relized that I had been sleeping with them underneath my head and they were actualy "asleep" in waking life.