Thread: MadMonkey's SD Student Workbook

yep heres my work book for the shared dreaming class. I will post every day in this even if I don't have a dream.

My main dream journal can be reached here.

I am on sort of low recall and amount of lucids because of school but I think now that my sleep schedule is changing its not a problem anymore.

I mostly get lucids off of MILD. I am not to good at WILD but I can do it on weekends sometimes. I used to not think MILD worked well for me and only did DILD but after reading Stephan LaBerge's book into the world of lucid dreaming I learned more in depth about the technique and find like Stephan says that it is an effective way of inducing a lucid dream at will. Usually after I get my first MILD of the night I can have lucids for the rest of the night and fairly easily chain lucids with DEILD if I choose to.

Some of my major plans right now other than learning more about shared dreaming are to meet my dream guide, practicing my dream control, constructing my dream fortress which will be hidden underground in the Mohave desert and act as a sort of place of operations for my dream adventures. Also I am working on my own time dialation technique.

I am on a quest to master lucidity and take full control of my dream world by gaining powers, items, allies that make my stronger.

September 16, 2010

Focus Fail (Note)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It is a 2 hour fog delay today I should have been able to get a lucid but I wasn't able to.

I woke up first probably at 6:00 and I happened to not move that time and could feel a bit of SP so I didn't look at the clock and thought I would try WILD instead of MILD this morning. I totally should have tried to recover my recall but I didn't and now I'm kicking myself. I got to focused and messed up my WILD so I gave up and fell asleep without even doing MILD. I woke up every 45 minutes or so and still didn't remember any dreams! I did for a second but I lost it before I got up. Darn it. Similar to yesterday when I had some thing and lost it except yesterday I was able to recover it in the shower.

September 17, 2010

ninja on a mission (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I took a long time to get to sleep last night and set my alarm for 4:30 to try and remember some extra dreams. When I woke up I couldn't remember any though I was in a weird semi awake state before the alarm actually went off.

I was a ninja on a mission in a far off land. I had to take some special sword back to my home very quickly. I ran and had to carry the sword and other items in my hand. On the road home I ran into a person who sold me a backpack to carry my stuff. Then the my view zoomed in on the backpack so I could see it better and made that du du du daaaa sound from Zelda. lol

I also had a frag that my skin on my entire upper body was pealing as if I had gotten the worst sun burn of my life. The flakes where as big if not bigger than quarters. It went all the way up to my scalp and I wondered what was going on.

Finally the weekend. I was planing on practicing teleportation. I set my alarm for 4:30 which is when I start remembering dreams and again I was already semi awake probably in non-REM before it went off. I still managed to remember this dream

September 18, 2010

epic star wars rpg (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I am playing a new Star Wars RPG but for some reason its almost like a cinematic trailer because of all the awesome cinematic stuff thats happening. It was very cool

It had multiple characters you played as the ones I can remember was Luke Skywalker, one was Darth Maul, one was Yoda, one was a Jedi made for the game who is cocky, aggressive and has a orange yellow lightsaber (my favorite color lightsaber ^_^) and you also played as a young padawan a little bit however he was the emphasis of the story if I remember correct. It was surprisingly complex. Luke Skywalker and the other Jedi were competing to have the kid as their padawan. I'm not sure what is special about him. Yoda was mentoring them trying to get them to do the right thing and Darth Maul was trying to kidnap the padawan. There was also a war going on so plenty of battles and explosions.

It played out like a movie and a game at the same time. I knew it was a game but it was way to choreographed and awesome to be a real game. It would switch in between scenes. There would be a space battle then after that they would be on the planet where there is a land battle going on. There where ancient ruins to make a cool setting. Luke Skywalker dueled Darth Maul and then he dueled the other Jedi and Yoda fought Darth Maul. As Luke and the Jedi fought they moved onto the ruins and then an artillery like baster hit the bottom and the tower began to topple. We both desperately force jumped to try and ride of the top of it down as safely as possible. Every side had a different number printed on it. Depending on what side you chose it would have a different outcome. It turned out to be the end of the game and I hoped I chose the right ending to get my character to be a bounty hunter or something. Then the dream faded out to non-REM I didn't wake up till later and am lucky to have remembered this dream.

I might have had more dreams in between 4:30 and this WILD attempt but I can't remember.

September 18, 2010

almost WILD (Fragment)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fragment:

I woke up and decided to MILD or WILD depending on how fast I fell asleep and how I felt. I got to the point where I was nearly asleep and could sink down into my bed a little bit. I went a bit farther and a bit farther. Once I was fairly sure I was asleep enough I tried rolling to the right. Then I remembered I would fall off my bed if I went right so I rolled left twice. It felt completely real and I wasn't sure how much my sleep paralysis had set in, I couldn't feel any. I then fell into the small gap between my wall and my bed and pulled myself out. I thought by then I had lost the WILD and basically went into a false awakening. Although I hadn't succeeded its not a big deal I still got the MILD later on and got some good WILD practice.

When I woke up from that I focused on MILD

September 18, 2010

Purple Ligers (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The dream starts, I am standing in my front yard, okay I'm dreaming now. I jump up and float maby I should stabilize first or should I just stabilize in the air. The moon is visible and its still day time and I decided to fly to the moon and forgot my more important goals. I decided to stabilize in the air so I felt my clothing. I started flying up but not at a satisfying enough angle. I looked down over the neighborhood and saw a huge purple liger like creature. It was nearly exaclty like those giant cat things from star wars except purple.

It looked up and lept at me and just barley missed. Wow those things can jump high. I kept flying higher and saw another liger which was even bigger. It jumped and I dodged it just in time. When it jumped again I held it with telekinesis and flung it away. It hit hard but was much more aggressive than its brother. It kept leaping at me and I kept trying to fly higher. I saw some power lines so I grabbed the liger again with telekinesis and flung it into the power lines. It was electrocuted rather spectacularly and fell to the ground but still kept coming. ( i now realized I didn't really try hard enough to imagine it dieing so I just subconsciously let it be invincible ) It attacked and pushed me into the wires. I saw electricity flow around me but it didn't hurt, this is a dream plus I can use pretty good electrokinesis. I picked up the liger again with tk and threw it this time to the horizon. I landed on a billboard and almost lost lucidity climbing around on it. I saw some people talking in a park and fell victim to my only true weakness.

I'm not going to say what my weakness is lol. By that time i finished typing that it was exactly 8:00 am I was going to sleep until about 10:00 am this morning. The only problem was this time I had a very hard time falling asleep so MILD and WILD were imposible. I didn't manage to remember any more dreams for the rest of the morning until I got up at 10:00.

Pffft, goddamn Ligers... you find them everywhere these days...

It actually looks pretty bloody scary!

Ya it was but it was more anoying than anything because I don't tend to get scared in dreams especialy lucid ones. I never have nightmares.

I just now got a chance to post this. Was a pretty good night.

September 19, 2010

a good time (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can remember a bunch of different fragments and am not sure how they are related to each other if they are.

I was working in a unnecessarily huge hamburger assembly line in someones back yard. How many condiments can someone need there were like 100 people. LOL

Next I was playing some kind of Pokémon MMORPG. You could even design your own individual characters and moves your self.

I met some people on youtube and we became friends. Apparently it is popular right now to make funny cartoons about this game or something and we are going to make one.

I get married and immediately want to get divorced.

September 19, 2010

Portal (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I focused on MILD. I knew I needed to make sure to think more clearly in my lucids. This time I thought thinking step by step would work good. first part become lucid, part two become stable. Part three experiment with opening a portal. Part four take it to a baron part of the Mojave desert. Part five create my fortress. I also needed to remember to continually stabilize through out the dream.

I was in my room and became lucid without doing a RC. Everything was very vivid and wasn't completely sure it was a dream. Okay step two stabilize. I felt my pants and noticed I had the same clothes on I had yesterday. I saw my super favorite gray sleeping shorts in the floor. I knew it was silly but I changed into those ones. I very Sudenly destabilized, nearly waking up. The problem is there were no lights on in my room making it hard to stay stable. I can never turn on the lights in my room in lucid dreams. I could only see a fuzzy squint and couldn't open my eyes. I thrashed around my room touching things trying to become stable. I refused to give up this dream. I did a noes RC and it helped a little bit. I had so far only stabilized the touch sense. I knew I needed the taste sense so I went up to the thing closest to me and forced myself to lick it. It was white and I think it was my closet door. It didn't taste good but luckily didn't have a lot of taste to it. I slowly became more vivid. I could open my eyes and things weren't fuzzy.

I went into the kitchen and my sister was doing homework with two of her friends. It was day time outside even though there had been no light coming through the window in my room. I got some 5 gum and chewed on it. I don't care for mint flavored gum but 5 gum is alright and I just need it to keep stable.

Okay step three. I started out with trying some electrokinesis as a warm up. I focused on shooting some at a coffee pot on the counter. I didn't think I anything happened but my mom said I did. I guess I didn't see it at this angle. Next I made one bolt come out of each finger. I made them meet in the middle and now focused on forming my energy into a ball. I got a small ball of what looked like a cross between blue fire and electricity. I once I got that I brought my other hand in and made it bigger and bigger. Once I got it into a stable shape about the size of a golf ball I let it bounce around on my hand. I went back and kept making it bigger and denser. I got it to about a meter across. Thats bigger than what I needed so I forced it smaller again and raised my hand above my head. I traced a rectangle about the size of my body and then it formed a portal. Cool now what.

I didn't really know how to connect it to the place I needed to go. "Connect to uh the Mojave desert in a place where its Baron and theres no people." I said. I wanted to make sure it took me to the right place so I took my shoes and socks off and put it through the portal. I felt the ground and it felt like dry dirt. YES its the right place! I got over excited and went through but I wasn't in the Mojave desert. I was on some college campus in a spot where there is dirt. D: I should have simply made another portal but I noticed a computer in a window which gave me an idea. I would try and search google images for a picture of the Mojave Desert.

I flew over to a near by computer store and sat down at a computer. I typed in google.com and instead of google some search engine Ive never heard of before. It said PB or something and thats right I could read the computer screen. Basically I wasted the rest my dream. After a long time that I should forget it and just teleport there like the plan. I tried to charge up some energy again but I'm still need more practice. Grah why didn't I just spend the whole dream training! Now I was pretty frustrated and I flew back to the college and there where people there. I tried to charge up my hand and I ran and pushed it into one of the DC's chidori style. Nothing happened however. I walked over to a window that spanned the entire front of a building and round house kicked it. It shattered and fell and was pretty cool. A DC security guard ran at me so I grabbed him by his collar and his belt and flipped him over onto the ground. I tried to charge one last time and managed to get some electricity flowing but I woke up.

It was now 9:00 am. I typed that dream and I decided to try and get another hour wort of lucid. I

September 19, 2010

A semi fun waste of my time (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I am in new York City. King Kong is there and he is stepping on people and destroying buildings. Great I'm lucid but I have to deal with this. RUN HES GUNA STEP ON ME. I flew of the way and his giant foot crushed down. Now he was deliberately trying to step on me. I hid underneath some large weird container that was raised off the ground. He stomped on the container and it bent tremendously. Wow not a good hiding spot. He stomped again and I jump away just in time because the giant piece of metal came crashing down.

Dream skip. I think I am in walmart and there are a bunch of tiny dancing green aliens singing about how they brought king Kong to New York. They wasted my lucid so I kick them.

I then woke up I. I either fell back to sleep while thinking through the dream or it was a false awakening. I don't know which. I ment to get up 10:00 to 10:30 or so but I didn't wake up until 11:30. 0_0

I think Tonight I will go to sleep early and see if I can't get a lucid before school. I'd like to practice some more techniques and of corse make my dream fortress already.

I went to bed at 10:00 like I have been on weekdays in order to get a more regular sleep cycle and get it to were I can still lucid dream with only 6 or 7 hours of sleep before school. I set my alarm for 3:30 thinking that would be about 5 hours in but I didn't get to sleep until 12:00. When my phones alarm woke me up at 3:30 I was in non-REM and only 3 and a half hours in to sleep so I didn't remember anything. It took me forever to get back to sleep and every hour I woke up and had a hard time falling back to sleep. I tried MILD and I became semi lucid in some of my fragments but when I did noes RCs I couldn't breath for some reason.

September 20,2010

Trying to fall asleep (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was a boy in medieval Japan. Trying to fall asleep.

I was on an alien space ship. Trying to fall asleep. A big alien guard walks up but doesn't see me. I hide in the shadows. He says "i thought I heard something." in a rough deep voice.

I was in a false awakening. None of the lights in my house work but my noes RC tells me I'm awake. I try and fall asleep.

I was sponge bob trying to fall asleep. (still questioning reality)

I was in a false awakening trying to fall asleep. (still questioning reality)

My mom woke me up oh it was just a dream. Try and fall asleep

Wake up. Its 5:00am oh those where all dreams. 0_0 Try and fall asleep

Other Fragments:

I wrestle with some guy who is attacking me in a corn field.

I talk to a guy in Spanish.

You talked to a guy in Spanish? Damn we might just have shared dream !
I hate when I'm trying to fall asleep in my dreams, except sometimes it's really easy to WILD when you do come close to falling asleep inside the dream.

I'm taking spanish in school. I'm usualy not that good but this guy asked directions and I found I could talk wtih him quite well. Lol the funny part is everything he said I myself had thought up.

I find in dreams sometimes if try and go to sleep I instantly realize its a dream. This night was different. I hate how I fell so tired in the dream while I am actualy asleep. Its pretty frustrating.

Thats cool !

Yeah, I've had many fake WILDS, which were actually just DILDS in which I went to sleep in a dream, and had a dream within that dream. I know what you mean, for some reason it's easier to become lucid while trying to fall asleep in a dream, or when dreaming within a dream.

I think its because thinking about sleeping and dreaming trigers the right train of thought to become lucid. It may have some other factors though, obviously it didn't work for me this time and I was already semi lucid.

I was just focusing on recal last night. I really need to adjust to getting up for school. Tomarrow morning I have to go to the orthodontist so I don't have to wake up until 9:00!!!! I will try and go to the skype call that is today and get some lucid dreams tonight and tomarrow morning. I will be practicing some more with my dream powers specificly the uses of my dream chakra.

September 21, 2010

Fragments of tonight (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I see an old video of the beatles and they are shooting some video that is very clever. It has them do basicly anyting they could ever need for a music video all at once by changing a whole bunch of screens and pullys lol.

I was also eating a bean burito wich was pretty good.

I got a spicy chiken sandwhich from the hotlunch line at lunch.

I was at some christian summer camp or something. People were making costumes of party pete from runescape (lol because of that costume I saw on a runefest video.) and they used a stage curtain to cut out the material. The guy who owns the place came and got mad at them.

I've never, ever tried to sleep in a dream or at least I haven't recalled it.... Wierd.

OMG I knew I would get to sleep until 9:00 am today so I planned on having at least one lucid. When I woke up at 4:30 from my alarm I didn't remember anything but one fragment that I didn't write down and forgot now but whats worse I forgot to do MILD as I was falling asleep. I didn't wake up for two more hours so I wasted that chance to get become lucid.

September 22, 2010

bad news (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I am at school and since in the dream the lay out of the school is so different (I didn't notice it at the time) I went the wrong direction for lunch and then realized my mistake and was mad cuz I would probably be last in line.

Dream skip to after school. I asked about my friend who broke his lower thumb bone at karate yesterday. They said he is doing good. I wasn't there for him though I can't remember who. They said the person had a broken shine bone and was paralyzed from the leg down. I had to sine something and I couldn't write just scribble.

This time I remembered to do MILD but didn't focus very well. =/

September 22, 2010

RUN (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in the car a and me, my dad, my sister, my friend and my sisters friend, were driving to Japan (which is impossible ). At one point we had to drive our car onto a wooden roller coaster like structure that was crazy and looked like it would never hold our weight. It did and we went through lopdie loops and everything. After that it wasn't a very long time until we were in Japan and going into the Nintendo building or something. I don't know why we came here, something about video games.

A giant monster came around the corner of the large room we were in and roared at us. It was humanoid and had to extra large arms like "Tanks" from left for dead except this thing was twice as large. We all started running. I guess I became lucid from the surprise of it because I was using dream powers to get obstacles out of our way. I used a exploding ball of energy to break the glass on a sliding door and me and my sister ran through. I didn't know were my dad or our friends were. We were now in a large room with granite floors and a monument of big granite circles going up to a statue or fountain or something I don't bother to look at it. Around the monument there was a staircase that went up to a second floor of the room. We had not seen a single person in the building so far and this room was the same. The monster broke into the room and I tried to charge up some energy in my hand but couldn't. He ran instead of at us through the entrance to the outside. I continued to try and get some energy but was only able to get a spark of electricity in between my fingers before the monster was back with a gigantic sword. Oh shit. I looked behind me and my sister was on the granite steps. She said get up here so I pulled myself up the first level and then the second before the monster was upon me. I was Abo 10 feet in the air and still only at his shoulder level. He slammed his sword down and I jumped out of the way. His heavy weapon destroying the granite with ease. He pulled it out and swung it again. I back fliped out of the way (something I can only do in dreams) And he was going to swing again when Sudenly he stopped moving.

I turned and looked up at the stairs and saw Shigeru Miyamoto and some other people with him. Now that the danger was gone I lot the bit of lucidity that I had. He told us that the monster was animatronic and we was just to test out a new version of the Wii remote. I saw a young guy holding a sleeker designed wii remote and nunchuck. My dad and our friends cought up to me and my sister and we left the building without saying a word. Annoyed Nintendo brought us all the way to Japan and then unleashed a giant robot monster on us just to test the accuracy of there product.

We went to the parking lot and I noticed that our engine was gone! Someone had walked up and somehow removed our engine and stolen it. How is that even possible? We had to push it home. Going back over the roller coaster part was interesting.

I'm not counting this as getting a lucid for the night. It was only semi lucid and only because I knew I could use dream powers and I lost lucidity as sone as the danger was gone. I am disapointed cuz I wanted to train my dream powers some this morning. Oh well maby tonight instead.

I woke up at 4:20. Just before my alarm would have woken me up for MILD and recall. I remembered this dream.

September 23, 2010

war (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I am a soldier in an elite squadron of special forces fighters. We are on a special mission to get behind enemy lines. We get put under heavy fire and are trapped behind cover. They have RPGs and blow us to bits. We lose.

I went to the bathroom and focused on MILD.

September 23, 2010

I can't see!!! (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not long after I fell asleep MILDing I was leaving a small apartment and as I was about to open the door I remembered that it was a dream.
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I Sudenly lost my vision and tried to hang onto the dream. I still was able to feel stuff and pretty vividly so I felt the dirty tile floor and a cuby for shoes that was by the door. I did all I could to stay in the dream. I closed my dream eyes and then, hoping I would be able to see now, Opened my eyes in real life.

Again I was in the begining of a MILD and lost my site. The scene wasn't coming back so I tried filling it in with my mind, as if I was coloring with a crayon but it took to long and I woke up.

That was frustrating. I didn't move and continued to MILD. It didn't take long for me to be back in a dream. I was at a public pool or a small water park. There were quite a few people my age there from my school. Some weird guy started projectile vomiting. I laughed out loud and went up to my friend and said BOOMER which cracked the two of us up. (boomers are fat zombies in left for dead that throw up on people)

My fried went down a water slide and I followed him head first. It was a pretty fast slide that was curvy and fun. At the end The pool that was suppose to catch you was completely empty of water. I barley managed to land on my feet and not break my neck. Oh ya this is a dream. Don't lose stability! Everything went black and I woke up.

I normally can keep stable. Every single lucid last night happened like that though; I don't know why.

Man, both lucid dreams were extremely unstable for me too. My vision was fucked up for some reason. I felt like my right eye was closed, and if I tried to open it I would end up opening my eyes IRL

September/24/2010

I had to work on a homework project last night and didn't lay down untill 11:15. I had my phone alarm set to 4:30 but forgot to turn on the volume so I didn't wake up until 5:36 and had no recall. I didn't try and MILD because I didn't have enough time for a lucid dream before school. I didn't remember anything when I got up either. =/

YAY its the weekend. My plans for this weekend are to get atleast one lucid tonight and remember atleast 3 non fragment dreams. I will be practicing some with my energy techniques and then teleprting to the mojave desert to get started on making my fortress. Same thing on sunday the next night however I am going to get up earlier for church but I still have plenty of time to get a lucid. By then if I have finished with practice and then making my dream fortresss I think I might try the advance task of the month or fly to the moon or some other side goal.

I woke up at my 4:30 MILD/recall alarm and didn't remember anything. I didn't try very hard at MILD at all fell back to sleep. I woke up again at 5:30 and was mad at myself for not MILDing very well. I went to the bathroom and MILDed better this time.

September 25, 2010

Conclusive Battle (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can't remember much of the beginning of the dream. I was already lucid and was in some kind of battle. I was defending a group of Innocent people from the attacks of a reoccurring bad guy of mine, Mr. Bad Guy who had only been in my non-lucids so far. All the people and I went to a beach near a pirate ship (this seems to be several hundred years ago). And out from a rock face blasts giant snake like robots. I pulled a nearby sword out of the sand and, with the help of some of the people, defeated most of the robots. I saw Mr. Bad Guy go onto the pirate ship so I ran cut the rope to the anchor and got on board also. I tried to summon a better sword but couldn't. I saw a heavier one on the ground anyways so I picked it up. Me and Mr. Bad Guy started sword fighting. We were quite evenly matched. He did a downward swipe with his sword but I caught at his and with my hand. I turned around and Judo flipped him onto his back. I stabbed at him while he was on the ground but he rolled out of the way. He stabbed at me and I blocked it in a circular motion that cause it to flip into the air and land in my other hand. I decided to just get this over with and stabbed my sword through his chest right under his breast bone. The both of us saw his life flash before our eyes. As if I was reading his mind. It was a sad story. I felt bad for him and then he died. Not long after I woke up.

I didn't bother typing it because I felt like maby dream chaining this morning

25.09.2010

Jewelry (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I found myself in a jewelry shop. Oh ya this is a dream. I need to practice my dream control, oh but I'm in a jewelry shop lets see if I can't get some cool bling like a ring that I can enchant to be magical or something. I yelled out to everyone in the store "Were is the ring section!?" No one saw this as weird and one lady raised her hand. I walked over there and looked through the glass and only saw rings with polished rocks and fake glass gems. Wow thats lame. I asked one of the workers what kind of gems they had for rings. They showed me a box of what looked like very fake glass gems. Bah don't you have any real ones? He acted like he didn't know what I was talking about but then said he had some ones they borrowed from a museum but they can't sell them to me. I said fine show them to me. He pulled out a zip lock back that had several very bright and shiny but small diamonds. I told him he would give them to me for free, he was resistant to my mind control and then I woke up.

I DEILDed back into the dream and was now being walked by the man to the place where he is borrowing the gems from. I sort of knew I was wasting my time but wasn't thinking clearly enough to stop and start on my goals. We went into it and it was a large open building filled with random stuff. I was distracted by some swords hanging on the wall. I pulled out the largest one I saw which was like 6 feet long. Cool. One of my friends was there all of a sudden and he pulled out an even longer sword and challenged me to fight. What I don't want to right now I needed to get this jewelry and get on wit my goals. He attacked at me anyways. I barely managed to dodge his sword attack that was a lot harder that just play fighting. Despite the fact I just won a epic sword battle with an evil master mind I was not able to fight well against my friend. I woke up

I was frustrated I wasted my time and didn't get anything done. I MILDed.

25.09.2010

DEILD Machine (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I woke up and did a RC and became lucid. I tried to turn on my lamp which I knew was useless because the lights in my room never work in dreams. I tried to get to some light because everything was blurry and I was going to wake up. I couldn't get to light in time and woke up

I turned on my computer to write my dream journal and did a RC. I realized it was a dream and walked into the family room where the lights were on. I did another noes RC just in case and looked at the clock. It went from 2:41 to 4:211 to 2:14. Unfortunately I Sudenly got woken up. (My family is having a garage sale today except for me because I have nothing I want to sell and I am sleeping in so the noise of them woke me up a few times during this morning.)

I opened my eyes and saw that I had fallen asleep with my chin on my lap top and the screen directly in my face. I realized I had never actually used my lap top yet tonight. I noticed a button that poped up that said continue dream. I waited until I was more stable and clicked it and found myself outside in the road in front of my house. I walked around, having forgotten my goals and then woke up again.

I opened my eyes no lap top, so I closed my eyes for a second and opened them and saw my lap top screen there again. I opened up the dream views chat and typed in "this is a dream fore real this time" (just for the lolz lol) and exited and opened up Steam. I looked at what games I had on there. I saw God of War was on there which didn't make sense cuz its a PS3 game and I haven't even played it before. I right clicked and hit play.

I was Kratos and on the balcony of a tower that looked like it was something from god of war. I went inside and saw there was something to do with a lady I have to talk to or something. I messed around for a little while and woke up again.

There was the lap top screen again, this is a cool way of DEILDing. I got up myself this time and walked out onto the street. I knew I needed to practice my dream powers. I ran down the road at super speed to see what it was like. I saw some people and got distracted talking to them... After a while I woke up again.

After that I slept for an hour an didn't remember anything.

I guess I wasted the rest of the morning too. I got 3 lucids and It was cool that if I stayed still I could make false awakenings myself but other than learning that I didn't get anything done. The individual lucid were not very long although they were pretty vivid.

Is it possible to change the name of threads? I would change it to SD-1 MadMonkey because most all the other workbooks are formated like that.

Also I got a new signature. Its zelda themed because I am going to go and have a zelda dream soon. I'm going to change my avatar but I can't think exactly what I want.

9/26/2010

NOOOOOOOOO I went to bed at 11:30 last night which is later than I wanted because I got up at 8:00 for church this morning. I set my alarm for 4:00 instead of 4:30 thinking it might help to mix it up a bit. I remember waking uo at 4:36 with my phone in my hand. LOL I had turned my alarm off while I was still sleeping or something haha. I sat there and thought about my dreams and sdlkgajlksdhglk I acidentily fell asleep without typing it, MILDing or preparing for the vital rest of my morning. I woke up at 7:10, only 45 min left.

I remembered a dream in which my cousin from Virginia was in town. I remember having a squirt gun fight. Not very exciting. I tried MILD but I simply didn't have enough time to fall asleep and then have a lucid. Note to self: every time you wake up go to the bathroom or check your email or something in order to make sure your awake enough for lucid dreaming.

Happens to me ALL the time. I can't put my cellphone beside me if I set up an alarm, or else I will turn it off without waking up. I have to put it somewhere where I have to stand up, or use my brain to turn it off (for example in a sock, works like a charm)

I tried putting it in a sock like you said. I remember waking up at 4:00 taking it out of the sock and then going right back to sleep without even thinking about dreams. I think I am going to have to try something different.

9/27/2010

I remember a fragment of a lucid from somewhere in the night. I didn't remember my goals and just tried to have sex wth some hot girls. -_-

Also I have a fragment of a dream I know was much longer. I can't remember any more of it and am trying to triger it.

I left my phone in the middle of the floor this time and it worked this time. I guess I had just gotten to used to it before. It was 4:30. I didn't remember any dreams but I did MILD and it got me this dream.

September 28, 2010

No one messes with my dreams (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

When the dream started out I was in a chemistry class. We were mixing chemicals in a lab. I talked with my lab partner and slowly with dream scape changed. The other students except for my lab partner disappeared. The setting changed still without my noticing and we were now sitting in the floor in the family room of my own home. The teacher who was now standing over us told us to mix to chemicals that then turned green and fizzed up to the top of the test tube. I looked away for a second and my lab partner was no longer there. That is what made me do a reality check. I plugged my noes and could breath fine. Okay this is a lucid and its a pretty vivid one to. I took extra time to stabilize while listening DC teacher lecture about how we should not eat or drink in the lab. I then picked up the test tube with the fizzy green stuff and drank it. It was good and sort of bubbly like soda. I can't really describe the taste but I remember it was a bit sweet and tart. Every time I drank some of it foamed back up, seemingly refilling the test tube. I took it with me as I walked out the back door thinking about what my goals were.

Okay theres the new ToTMs for October, but those aren't as important right now as uh training my dream powers oh ya. I took another sip of green foam. I tried to make it levitate in the air with telekinesis but I couldn't get it to stay there. I guess my tk is a bit off tonight. It was really windy outside which made me thought it wouldn't be a good place to train so I went back inside. I was walking back inside and unfortunately woke up.

but now I didn't actually wake up or even have a false awakening. I simply in a different dream. I was somehow sent back in time to the wild west.

I wandered around until I met a Native American medicine man who let me stay with him in his home. I told him about the future and he thought it didn't sound to good.

[dream skip] I had to wear these kind of metal braces on the knuckles of my hands for some reason I can't remember, an injury or something.

[dream skip] The next day I got to ride his horse around, it was fun.

[dream skip] That night there was some guy who came to talk to the medicine man. I was getting ready to go to sleep and was looking at my hands. Wow these braces are cool looking. Its like a metal gauntlet that only covers my knuckles. It would do some damage to be punched by one of these. I was going to leave the room for something and the man who was here came around the corner into the door way accompanied by an exact copy of me. WTF that caused me to become lucid again. It was like looking in a mirror. The clone mimed my movements to. After a couple of seconds the dopple ganger's eyes changed to yellow and the pupils turned to slits. Also they gave off a faint yellow glow. WTF DEMON POSSESSED CLONE. The other guy morphed into the form of my friend Garret from school. In an evil voice he said something about getting me back or something along those lines. He had revenge in his eyes and an evil presence to him.

(I hadn't actually done anything to him however. I had IWL told my friend jokingly that in a lucid I was going to give him to the grim reaper, which is the advanced ToTM next month. It might have something to do with that. My friend has only had one lucid dream that lasted a couple seconds so I doubt that this could be a shared dream and plus there would be no reason for him to act like that.)

Whether this was a DC or really my friend Garret didn't matter. He was challenging me in my own dream and not going to get away with it. I punched at him with my cool hand braces but he dodged it. He came at me but I easily blocked his attacks and moved back into the room to get out o the awkwardness of fighting in the door way. I grabbed his head and slammed his it into the corner of a dreaser. He stood up and laughed and said something along the lines of that he was invincible. I grabbed his face, jamming my finger in his eye and used a variation of my DC mind control technique to try and melt his brain.

First I just tried to over load with information. He started Yelling. Next I imagined him getting an eternity of infinitely horrible nightmares all in an instant. His eyes rolled back and he fell to the floor. I took his feet and flipped him over onto his stomach. I got onto his back and put him in a head lock and didn't hold back because I knew it was a dream and no one would actually get hurt even if it was a shared dream. As I was choking him out I said,"No one messes with my dreams." and I woke up

BTW the clone of me never did anything but mirror my movements. When I backed into the room he backed down the hallway. I think he was suppose to help Garret fight me or something but was to stupid.

When I woke up I looked at the clock only half an hour had passed and it had seemed like a lot longer than it actually was. I think the back story to the wild west dream was all false memorys.

I asked Garret today and he said he didn't remember any dreams last night. I'm sure he would have remembered a lucid dream, especially a shared dream. I very highly doubt this was a shared dream and believe it was just a dream character of Garret. I don't know what the doppelganger was all about though.

9/29/2010 My alarm woke me up fine this morning. I didn't remember anything however. I didn't wake up again untill it was time for school which is weird because I usualy wake up after every REM after my MILD alarm.

Tomarows one of those days where I get to sleep in 2 extra hours so I hope I can get some clear minded lucids and get my goals done.