MadMonkey's SD Student Workbook

11/8/2010

I didn't turn my alarm on although I thought it was on. I woke up at 5:59 am and realized It I had only a half an hour left and no chance of a lucid.

A false awakening in which I am arguing with my mom about something while trying to fall back to sleep and being cold because I do not have enough covers. Theres not to much more to it.

The other dream I remembered was a sort of night mare about a murderer who was torchoring people sort of like in saw. I was not a victim but I had to see them get murdered. There was one main person I think, a girl that he was torturing and making her watch all these other people suffer. It was prety horible.

11/9/2010

I woke up at 4:30 am and remembered this full dream.

09.11.2010

RUN DONT DIE (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at the mall with my friend. We left the mall and I can't remember to much of the begining but eventualy we got put in a stick up by some crazy guy who wanted to rob us or something. He told us not to do anything and I managed to get away but my friend was not able to. I ran and the guy pulled out a rocket launcher!!!! He shot it at me and it blew up a car that was near by me but I was okay. I went inside some house. I called the police on my cell phone but didn't have enough time to tell them much so I told them a bit and dropped the phone. My friend was in trouble and the bad guy was going to get me. I ran again but the bad guy came around the corner. I found a pencil in my pocket and he had a knife. I stabbed him a few times with the pencil and he wasn't able to stab me.

I went back to sleep and my mom woke me up several times but I was still able to remember my dreams when I woke up. I remembered a weird short dream as from when I was waking up. It was a comercial for an Iphone as if I was watching it. LOL they can send comercials to us in our sleep. AAAAH I also remembered that I had this lucid.

09.11.2010

Ballons (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I became lucid for reasons I can't remember. I was in Walmart and I wasn't completly lucid but I knew it was a dream. There were ballons above some of the racks and I showed my sister that I could control them with my mind. I moved one around and then made a closed fist twisting motion and it poped. There were also little fires for some reason and I moved the fire around and made it bigger. I wanted to see if I could turn one of the ballons into something esle. I don't know why. I thought it looked like a head so I tried to make it into my head. I was able to mold some of the details into it by thinking it but I realized it would be better if I could see myself. I saw a mirror and wanted to cut my hair for some reason. I saw a lady who had hedge clippers and asked her to cut my hair off. LOL she did and I went back to the mirror and looked at my shorter hair. My my mom yelled at me for doing that but I told her it wasn't a big deal, it was just a dream and it wouldn't really be like that. I then realized that myself and became more lucid. Me and my mom both agreed that I looked pretty good with my hair like that. The lady had done a good job with the hedge clippers guess :P I think I woke up here but I may be mistaken.

Notice how many times I said "I don't know why", thats a sign I'm not very lucid :P I am pretty happy that I might have gotten my recal back to a somewhat acceptable level.

11/10/2010

I didn't remember any dreams last night. I almost did but I could quite get it. I remember two fragments though. One my rubber bands in my braces were making my teeth heart so I took them off. In the dream I had one on both sides but right now I only have to wear one on one side but I didn't notice at the time. The other frag was about programing something for my video game.

11/11/2010

11.11.2010

The end of 007 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There is a fancy party with a lot of well to do people. The building is several storys high and in the middle there is a large circular pool on the ground level and all the levels above it are open so you can dive into the pool. It seems like a cool idea but sort of dangerous. Not many people are actualy swimming most of the people are talking and eating odervs around the edge of the holes in the different levels.

James Bond was at the party. I don't know if I was too. It was like a movie dream but sometimes it was from my perspective standing next to him and sometimes it was from his own perspective. Bond had gotten older. He seemed to be in his sixtys now but still looked fit. He was talking to the hostest on the fifth level. I was standing next to them. There was a guy sitting in a loung chair talking with someone near by. I can't remember exactly how the next part happened but the lady who was throwing the party walked away and some guy came up to 007. I think he poisoned him somehow and he pushed him into the pool that was many feet below. No one seemed to notice. I felt I needed to jump in too in order to follow the dream so I jumped after him. I was sad that James was being attacked and I was limp and didn't even prepare for landing in the pool. Something you should probably do when jumping form such a height. Of corse I wasn't actualy part of the dream, just pasivly viewing it.

When I fell in the water the dream changed perspective and I was James Bond now. I felt drowsy and tried to swim up to breath but I was to week to break the surface. A bullet shot into the water and barely missed me. Another one flew at me and I dodged it. I felt a hand grab my foot and it pulled me under. I left his perspective and saw several men jump in and murder 007.

http://imgur.com/6Il6k.jpg
This is something what the building looked like. I made it real quick with blender. I don't know what happened to the shadows on the pillar but it dosn't really matter.

11.11.2010

DANG COPS (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

In the dream I had made a new video game and it became popular and was going to be realeased and everyone was really hyped about it. It was like a virtua reality shooter game or like a game in real life or something, IDK I didn't actualy make the game actualy I don't even know if I was me in the dream. I heard on the radio the only way you could play the game in the begining was by winning tickets in a rafle.

[dream skip] I went over to the place were the game was going to be and there was a building or area walled in and people line up outside. I went over to enter it but they said I needed a ticket. I said I don't because I was the guy who made the game. They said it dosn't matter and wouldn't let me in. I snuck in and was in an area that is before the main arena I guess. There were other people around me ready to play. and I spontaniousy became lucid from my MILD.

I talked to the people for a second and then I heard someone on a megaphone outside the place. They said this is the police and told me by name to come out of the game because I didn't have a ticket. WTF they sent a whole squad of police just because I was in a game I made myself. I then woke up and transitioned back into the dream, eather by DEILD or by accident.

I was behind the building now with one of the people that was in the game with me that I think I knew. We were standing by an old Mustang and I told him to get in and I hoped in the driver seat. I put it in drive and started hit the gass. The car vibrated as if it wasn't all the way in gear or something because it was a dream and mechanics don't always work right but it stoped when I moved the stick a little bit. I drifted around the building side ways and came to the front were the police were waiting for me to come out of the front. I yelled screw you and rammed through there formation of police cars. The said to stop through the microphone and started firing into the car with their guns. I continued driving and the crowed of civilians tried to run out of the way but I hit one although I didn't care cuz it was just a DC. I sped down the road planning on getting away from the police and then getting some tasks done. I realized I was now on a small road on the side of a rocky mountain. Me and my passenger both yelled as we hit a rock and flipend off the cliff while the police still shot at us. I then woke up and didn't have anymore lucids. :(

Sorry im behind on posting. I am a bit buisy and I have quite a few dreams to post. My recall is back up to par but I din't think my lucidity is. :(

BTW do any of you have a PS3? I'd love to play black ops with you guys. :)

11/12/2010

I remember a video game dream that was like a dungeon in zelda. Mostly like a water temple. Nothing really exciting happened. At the end I had to fight a boss which was like a demon possesed baby or something. I killed it by holding it under the water and it took a long time. It was sort of disturbing. Then I got attacked by piranhas.

I have a bunch of notes from 11/13/2010 and 11/14/2010 but my memories of the dreams are all fragmented now from waiting so long to type them and because there were so many of them. I only had two lucids that I woke up from. The first I became lucid and there was a really hot girl and I decided to have sex but woke up emediatly and another in which there were randomly portals opening all around me and I got sucked into one and woke up.

Today I woke up at 2:49 just to mix it up a bit. I remembered a full dream but don't remember it anymore. :( I tried MILD for the rest of the morning but kept loosing my focus and falling asleep. D:

11/16/2010

November 16, 2010

COD fragment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had one dream at 2:30 about playing call of duty but it was somehow different. I couldn't remember exactly what the differences were. You had to kill your opponents in some special way.

At 4:15 I woke up and thought about my dream but I fell asleep without writing it down or MILDing or WILDing on accident. D: When my mom woke me up I remembed this dream. The details are lost because I was really tired and took like 10 minuites to wake up.

November 16, 2010

fragmented Naruto dream (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was Naruto and me and some other leaf shinobi had to fight a sand ninja who used wind jutsu. Strangly it took place in my back yard. I also remember doing some cool jutsus and I think using a knife hand strike to the head to finish the guy.

11/17/2010

I only rememberd fragments of non-lucids that I never wrote down.

I had taken a two hour nap after school because I was tired and thought I might be able to pull it off. I didn't succed at WILD or MILD unfortunatly. I went to bed at 11:11 pm but didn't fall all the way to sleep until 12:30 am

November 18, 2010

I am thankful for the great life God has given me (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was still laying trying to fall asleep but something felt diferent. I had a feeling it was a dream so I did a noes pinch RC and confirmed it. My room was dark and It was destabilizing me as usualy. I looked to the only source of light in my room, the didital clock that is on my DVR under my TV. The darkness seemed to try and close in around me. The covers were still over my head and I fought to keep my eyes open. I like to sleep with the covers all the way up to my forehead. I fought the darkness like I always have to when becoming lucid from false awakenings. It feels both mentaly and physicly straining. Things got fuzzier and I was getting more unstable. I would not let myself wake up so I put my feet on the ground with the blankets still clinging to me. I stood up and broke free from the instability. I pulled the chain thingy on my ceiling fan and the light actualy went on this time. Usualy the lights in my room don't work in my lucids.

I went into the hallway and turned on the light and then the lights in my family room. I was happy that I was finaly lucid again. I got a bowl of grapes I saw on the kitchen table to help stay stable. I knew I had to do the task of the month and wasn't sure who I should tell what I am thankfull for. My parrents were the closest so I went in their room . I went over to my mom and woke her up. She told me to go back to sleep and was really grumpy. I asked her if she wanted to know what I was thankful for and she said no. I decided it would be better to tell my dad so I went over to his side. He asked me why I was awake and I asked him if he wanted to know what I was thankful for. He said sure and thankfuly wasn't grumpy like my DC mom.

I said "I am thankfull for the great life God has given me..." I paused for a second, thinking about what else to say "and all the great things I can do in it."

I was happy that I had completed the task and walked out of the room. My twin sister had 3 friends over in the dream (she actualy did have a friend spending the night IWL). For somereason they were still up this late in the night and being rather noisy. Only one of them was an actual person IWL. I looked at how real they looked. appreciating how vivid dreams can be because Ive been in a dryspell. I did another RC just to make sure I was actualy dreaming. They were wearing bathing suits and I'm not really into my sisters friends but one of the DCs that isn't based on a real person had a really nice body. I got the urge to have dream sex with her and went after her but right at that moment they were leaving. She went out to her moms car and left.

Well now what? I thought of contacting my dream guide, the advanced ToTM and practicing instant teleportion. I touched my head in thought and instantly woke up.

I opened my eyes and saw that there was light shining in my room through my coveres. I lifted it up and everything was dark. I marvled at how dream residue can effect you after you wake up and rolled over. NO WAIT! THIS IS A FALSE AWAKENING DUH! I did a noes RC and sure enough it was. I had no problem standing up and staying stable in the darkness this time. My light didn't work but my hallway light did. I was still celebrating my success and went into the family room again. There was music playing randomly from somewere. I danced and celebrated for a little bit. I decided to get to business and went outside. It was definitly not my street. It was snowing and the houses were overly decorated for christams as if it was santa clauses workshop or something. I tried to ignore it and yelled out hoping my dream guide would here me.

Hey dream guide, can you please contact me or give me some mode of transportation to get to you? I realized they wouldn't be able to here me so I tried switchin to god speak. Thats when I yell out and alter my voice so it reaches to every corner of the intire universe so eveyone can here me. I have done it a cuple times but havn't done it in a while. I tried to call out again with god speak but it failed and didn't reach any farther than before.

I noticed a random DC walking towards me. I asked them what they wanted. They said they were sent to stop me. I could tell they were a normal stupid DC by their expresion and the way they spoke. I picked them up with telekinesis and shook them around. There were some large decoritive christmas presents in the yard so I through them at him more for amusment than because I thought he was a threat. I flung him around for a while until I lost interest. I didn't want to actualy kill him so I flung him back in the direction he came from.

A creepy looking nutcracker pupet came to life and started threatening me. He lifted himself up with his arms and cralled toward me. I held him back with telekinesis and thought now what? and touched my forehead like I did before and instantly woke up. I didn't move and felt like I could probably go back into the dream if I wanted to but I thought I shoul write down my dream. It was still only 1:00am WTF and I was mentaly tired. I wrote down my dream and went back to sleep.

I had somehow managed to have a lucid in the first REM of the night. The reason was because my nap had switched up my sleep cycle alot. I didn't try extra hard to get a lucid for the rest of the night although I would have liked to have practiced making portals. I don't remember any of the non-lucids I had last night. I hope completing the ToTM has helped me get out of the dry spell and I can try shared dreaming very soon.

I havn't posted any of my dreams in a while because I was lazy. :O I had one or two lucids other than today and today I had a single dream that was in three parts, all lucid.

24.11.2010

3 lucids (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with my neice and nephue and I can't really remember to much of the plot. The dream eventualy changed or it was a diferent dream all togetehr and I was in my house. I looked out my glass back door and was very suprised to see that it was holding back 4 feet of water. The sky was dark and stormy looking and the water had wave about 1 or 2 feet high breaking against my house. I don't even live by a body of water! Its funny how often this happens in my dreams. I guess its a dream sign. The whole California valley would have to have flood for there to be water thay high. I did a reality check and became lucid.

I turned around and imagned there no longer being any water. I saw that there was sun light shining through my front door which ment the clouds were gone. I went out my front door and there was no water but my neighboor hood was a mess with water damage and debris. I started running down the road for no reason. I wasn't lucid enough to fully remember my goals but I knew I needed to get my dream control working good (for making a portal but I don't know if I knew that then). I picked something up with telekinesis and threw it. I don't really remember what else happened in this dream and I woke up into another dream.

I was in a movie theater and I remembered that it was a dream. I went to the concesion stand and I knew I was wasting dream time but who cares. lol I said can I get a snikers... and some of those sour gummy candys and some of those chips oo and some of those cookies and a sandwich. She asked if I wanted a drink with it and I said ya a Sprite. (I love sprite :D) She started to get all of the stuff and didn't ask me to pay her (because I its my dream and I didn't want to pay :P) She gave me the sandwich and I think the snikers and was fumbling arround with the soda machine. It was taking way to long so I left. I saw my friend and asked him if he wanted a sandwich and then threw the one I had in my hand at his face before he could answer. He didn't get mad though. I asked him if he could do any dream control right now and he looked confused and said no. I lifted up something near by and tosed it around and asked if he could do TK. he put out his hand and nothing happend. I then woke up again into a FA.

I still knew it was a dream and I can't remember exactly what I did in this part.

I willl update the other ones since the 18th that I can remember soon.

I had a lucid dream last night :D! I decided to try to find the place by flying, but I had a FA and lost lucidity X( !

I wasn't focused enough to get a lucid :( but I did write two dreams down but I can't type them now cuz its thanksgiving and I have familiy over.

2nd attempt soon :D?

Ya every night ^_^. I succesfuly WILDed this morning but the quality of them wasn't good and I kept having to DEILD. I tried makig a portal but my dream control for making the magic energy I need to make the portal has not been working latly. I really ment to post them today but I got stuck trieng to figure out how to find one of the default ringtones that is on my phone online. I have been using that as an alarm and now I want it on my computer.

What method do you use to make portals? Or should I just find out in a dream ^_^ ?
I usually just hold a ball of energy in my hand, then make it levitate and "expand it", making the center of it look like the destination I want to arrive at :).

I have only sucesfuly created one portal before and it didn't take me were I wanted to go. I have a bunch of diferent things I can do that I branch off of one technique which uses my "energy". Its like a manefestation of my will and like any energy it can be changed into any other type of energy and has alot of other properties which I can use and change depending on what I need. For portals I get a ball of it in my hands like you do except I thought it looked cooler to trace a rectangle in the air because I thot it looked cool in a mmo I was beta testing for. I have decided that I need to make it shows where it is taking me so I know it wont take me somewere else like it did last time.

The problem right now is I have been having some truble getting my energy to flow right lately. I need to practice it but that takes a lot of dream time that I don't have right now. I had gotten a little better at it (although the energy had the tendency to be a little unstable) I was able to get it to transform into a chain whip. (I can also use it to summon stuff, I didn't mean to summon the chain whip it just happened because the energy was unstable) but after that my control over it went down again.

I have other options for teleporting to the location though. I have used mirors as portals before although they destabilized me and woke me up I think I can get it to work right this time.

I am going to type yesterdays and todays dream journal now. I didn't have any lucids because I took forever to fall asleep and had to go to chruch.

11/27/2010

I was going to try DEILD so I didn't try and remember my dreams and tried to fall back to sleep into a lucid but failed.

Spoiler for sexual stuffs:

At some point I remember waking up from a wet dream. I only remember being about to ejaculate and becoming lucid for a second as I woke up. I can't remember the dream and I really wish I could :P

At 8:00 am or so I woke up and knew I needed to get more focused on getting a lucid. I took FOREVER just lying there trying to clear my head and think only about MILD. I just couldn't get back to sleep. I found it was getting a little bit easier to clear my head and I just needed to try harder. I decided I might as well try WILD.

27.11.2010

WILD OR MILD? (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was trieng to WILD. I realized I was actualy really far into SP and I could move my dream body a little bit and know my real body was not moving. I tried getting into a dream through the void but failed and woke up. I continued trieng. I remember one of the times that I was actualy already in a dream but I didn't know it. I was laying on the floor for some reason and my blanket was talking to me. lol I tried to go into a dream but failed and woke up (or into a FA). I knew I was close and continued trieng to WILD. Eventualy I felt the weird SP feeling and then felt something else. I realized it was my eyes moving and I was in REM. The vibrations intensified and bam I was in a dream. I was still in my bead but in a different position than I was before. It was dark and I tried pulling of the covers but as soon as I moved I woke up.

I continued and eventualy was in a lucid that was stable enough for me to get out of bed. I don't know if it was directly from WILD or more like a MILD. I rubbed my hands and tried to turn on the ligts in my family room. It didn't work so I imagined that it would be broken unless I fliped this switch and then the other switches would work. I fliped the first one and then the second one and the lights worked. I tried making a portal but woke up

I DEILDed and had to wate for the HI to turn back into a dream. I kept going into the dream and waking up again and then DEILDing back in. It was really frustrating. Each time the dream would be a bit different and build on the last one. I found I was in my kitchen and could walk aroun but the dream wasn't ready for me to go anywere. There was a radio by the stove and a grilled cheese cooking in a pan. I finished cooking it and messed with the radio until I was more stable. I ate some of the grilled cheese and remember my task. To make a portal and go meet up with AndresLD. I needed to get my energy flowing and wanted to try adding some with electricity. I had planed to use the dimmer switch that controls how bright the lights are on my fan. That way I could start out with less energy and work my way up. Last time I was to scared to grab onto the wire even though I knew it was a dream and I couldn't be physicaly hurt. I walked over to the switch. I noticed that this was dream was the best quality of any of them so far but was still not very stable or vivid. There were a lot of random DCs. One of my friends walked up to shake my hand. I shook it but otherwise ignored them. I easily ripped out the switch with my bare hands. I saw the wire sticking out and grabed it. Making sure to mentaly prevent any pain. I felt a small shock and then nothing. I didn't feel any current running into me or anything. I forgot that I was suppose to add more current with the switch. I aimed my hand at one of the random DCs and tried electrokinesis on him. Nothing happened. I had lost my touch at electrokinesis and that is what I had been using to base my more advanced techniques off of. I let of the wires and put my hands together trieng to focus. I acidently closed my eyes and woke up.

I had been dreaming since 9:00am and it was now 10:00 am. I had another hour so I was going to try again untill 11:00am. I tried WILDing and I remember having some more lucids but their quality were even worse than the ones before it and I couldn't even remember them.

The quality of all these dreams were horible like I said. I hear that WILDs are suppose to be on average better than lucids using other techniques. I do know that I am getting better at making WILD a viable technique for me.

11/28/2010

I took forever to fall asleep again last night and I didn't try and lucid dreaming tehcniques because I was tired and fell back to sleep everytime I woke up for WBTB. I would have if I had more time but I had to get up at 8:00 AM for church.

At 3:00 I didn't remember anything but at 4:30 I had this dream.

28.11.2010

behind in graphic arts (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at school. The classes were the same but it was now an indoor school and there was a much longer walk to get between classes. I was late to my first class and I can't really remember what happened. Luckiy I didn't get detention. When I went to go to my next class I was late again and there were only a few people in the halls. I went into my graphic arts class and everyone else was already on the computers working. The teacher came and I thought he was going to give me a detention for being late but he told me I was behind schedual on some of my projects. I said I know and that I have been absent a few days and I took to much time working on one of the projects. He told me to hury up and get the stuff done before the end of the semester. I went to my computer and worked and the dream skiped to my next class.

It was P.E. even though I no longer have to take P.E. We didn't have to do anything that day for some reason and just got to sit in the bleachers in the gym and talk. One of my old friends that I havn't really talked to much latley came up and asked if I would help him babysit four of his baby cussins. He seemed unsure about it like he didn't want me to say yes. Baby sitting is not my thing so I said no way in hell and we laughed. He smiled and said good because his mom was making him ask his all his friend if they would help and now that all his friends said no he wouldn't have to split his pay or something. He said I could keep the extra money though and handed me like 80 bucks in cash and walked away. It didn't really make much sense but I was happy and suprised that I had really just gotten 80 bucks for free.

At 6:00 I don't think I remembered anything and should have done MILD or WILD but I didn't stay up long enough for WBTB and fell back to sleep. When my mom woke me up at 8:00 I made sure to remember this dream although I didn't have a chance to write it down at the time.

28.11.2010

first person arcade style puzzle game (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was watching a video game review by classic game room (They are awesom http://www.youtube.com/user/InecomCompany)and it was an interesting game. It was in first person and you had to solve puzzles in a limited amount of time to score points. The scoring system was sort of old school and the game was simple but inovative. The map that it was being played on was the same that was used for clock town in Zelda: Majoras Mask. Mark said it was weird they reused stuff from old games but it actualy works well. It was actualy a bigger and had alot more buildings. Its sort of funny because Majoras Mask reused a lot of character models from Ocarina of Time. The objective was to collect all the items in the map before the timer runs out. Collecting Items gives you score and I think there are other ways to get more score too. The items are hidden or you have to solve puzzels using other items to reach it. You sort of had to figure out what to do by your self but with the clock keeping you on your toes.

The dream transitioned and I was playing the game myself. I went into a building and got one of the items. I left and huried around into another building where I thought there would be another item. There was a machnie with lots of clock work and gears. There was an item I needed ontop of one of the levers inside the clock work. I used a key item I had on the machine that made it run in the process moving the lever and droping the item I needed. I went outside and saw a mereorite fall into the town a few houses away. I went to see what tht ment and It alowed me to get another item. I went into a building and there was a cartoony cannon on a rotating platform. A text box apeared that said, "would you like to go to location: Jungle?" I acidently hit yes. I didn't want to because I hadn't gotten all the items in this area. It went to third person and showed an animation of the character hopping into the cannon, it aiming out the window and fireing the character over the horizon.

I landed in a new area with trees and grass and an ancient stone castle. There were cartoony tree people who blocked my way of getting around the jungle. I had to bonk them on the head to get around them. There were also tiger enemys who jumped out and attacked me. I tried bonking them on the head but it didn't work. I never found out how you were suppose to beat them. I got onto the castle wall. There were greek statues made of granite and bronze. I don't know why there is greek themed stuff in a African or South American jungle. I didn't do something right and everything was shaded so I could only see silhouettes. Luckily I had already seen video for this part so I knew I needed to get the discus from one of the statues, the needle from another and that the head of a Zues statue could be pulled back to reveal a red button. I pushed the button and the view zoomed out to show the full castle. It started moving and transforming mechanicly. I was prety amazed and thought it was a prety cool game. I woke up before I could see what the castle was going to reveal.

I wish the holiday weeked sleeping in wasn't over but Christmas break is right around the corner.

11/29/2010

November 29, 2010

Russian Drug Cartell (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

In the dream I had somehow made a guy who is in the Russian drug cartell mad and now he is trying to get back at me for it. The first part I remember is going into a fast food resteraunt with someone, I think it might have been my mom but I'm not sure. We were waiting in line and four big guys came in and sat down. They sat there and staired at us and I wondered what I should do. Then two guys in blue suites came in with guns and badges in hand. They yelled We are the FBI, don't move! and pointed there guns at the four guys. They told me that those guys were sent by the russian drug cartell to kill me. They told the four guys to put there guns down and each of them reached into their jackets and pulled out a gun except for one of them. He slowly put his hand in his jacket and the wipped out his gun and fired at me. I saw what he was about to do so I was able to get out of the way although he still would have gotten me if he hadn't missed. The cops fired at him and the other three Russian goons picked up thier guns and joined in the shoot out. I grabed the arm of whoever I was with and got out of there as quick as we could. We went to the car and the other person got in the driver seat and I got in shotgun. I told them to step on it. We sped away and I saw that there were probably 30 thugs coming at us in all directions. Some had pistols or sawed off shotguns and some tried to catch us on motorcycles.

There was some right ahead of us so I rolled down the window and side kicked one of them in the face out the window while going 70 miles per hour. In real life that would have shatered my leg but I didn't feel any pain and the thug went flying. There was another one on the drier side that was aiming a gun at us and only a few feet off the road so I reached out the window, grabed his gun and twisted it out of his hand. Now I had a gun. I shot at him out the window and saw the guys on motor cycles. The driver got shot in the head and was dead so I had to grab the wheel and drive it from the passenger seat. A guy on a motorcycle drove up with a shot gun but I shot him before he could fire.

I don't remember exactly how it happened but I remember next having to get away on foot. Either I crashed or the dream skiped or something. I ran through a super market and they tried to head me off. I punched one of them in the face and shot the other one and saw that the rest of them were now in the store too and catching up. There was someone in my way and I knoked over one of the items they hand in their basket. Strangly enough I had enough time to say sorry and pick it up for them. :P I ran outside but my leg felt exhausterd. I could barly pick them up to take the next step. They felt like they were made of lead but I fought through it. I understood in the dream that I had been running from them for days. I looked back and saw an endless line of bad guys going on down the streat and around the corner. They wern't far away and I continued running. I found I could run fast again. I ran around another corenr. I looked back and saw the russian leader guy was only about 10 yards away along with two other big buff guys. They all had sawed off shotguns. I knew I only had one bullet left so I turned and shot directly at him. The bullet was on track but the stange physics of the dream cause the bullet to fall to the ground before it got to him. He came up to me and put the shotgun into my chest and said any last words? I knew I was done for and I woke up.

11/30/2010

I think I remembered a dream at 3:00 am but I didn't write it down for some reason. When I woke up at 6:00 am I was able to remember a long dream from begining to end. However I went back to sleep for 20 minuites and forgot almost all of it. The thing is It felt sort of like it was a lucid dream but the parts I remember wernt lucid and I didn't try to do any of the tasks I would have if I had become lucid. I think I might have become lucid for a second in the begining were I don't remember and somehow lost lucidity which normaly dosn't happen to me. It also might have been a dream of being lucid while not actualy being lucid. I only remember going on an adventure with a talking peice of string :shock: I think i also remember flying.

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Originally Posted by MadMonkey

11/30/2010

I think I remembered a dream at 3:00 am but I didn't write it down for some reason. When I woke up at 6:00 am I was able to remember a long dream from begining to end. However I went back to sleep for 20 minuites and forgot almost all of it. The thing is It felt sort of like it was a lucid dream but the parts I remember wernt lucid and I didn't try to do any of the tasks I would have if I had become lucid. I think I might have become lucid for a second in the begining were I don't remember and somehow lost lucidity which normaly dosn't happen to me. It also might have been a dream of being lucid while not actualy being lucid. I only remember going on an adventure with a talking peice of string :shock: I think i also remember flying.

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I hate remembering dreams and not knowing if I was lucid or not. Like you have that feeling that you might have been lucid, yet if you were lucid you would of done things differently.

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Originally Posted by MadMonkey

There was someone in my way and I knoked over one of the items they hand in their basket. Strangly enough I had enough time to say sorry and pick it up for them. :P

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Lmao xD, you're such a nice person :cheeky:

My focus hasn't been what it should be latley so I am going to spend some extra time meditaing and relaxing before I go to bed. This should help me get to sleep faster, make me more awarne and improve my dream control.

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Originally Posted by MadMonkey

My focus hasn't been what it should be latley so I am going to spend some extra time meditaing and relaxing before I go to bed. This should help me get to sleep faster, make me more awarne and improve my dream control.

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I'm gonna start meditating. I figured that other than helping my LDing, it'll just help me calm down in general :) Good luck with that! :D

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Originally Posted by Raspberry

I'm gonna start meditating. I figured that other than helping my LDing, it'll just help me calm down in general :) Good luck with that! :D

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Thanks I hope it helps you too. I have meditated before sometimes (although not at all latley) for a while laying on my back (I prefer to sleep on my stomach thinking about lucid dreaming and relaxing and then when I was ready to go to sleep I turn over. I usualy have a hard time clearing my head while I am trying to get to sleep especialy if I am working on a project or something. It really does help me clear my mind and fall asleep faster. Now I will be doing it more often so I can organize my thoughts and strengthen my focus. I want to start praciticing WILD next year and it this should help a lot.