what is the point of this bullshit.
Greeting friends of the interwebs. i am very fucking uneasy tonight. i am sick of this pit that grows in me every once in a while that hurts and grows bigger with sadness and a sense of nothingness. what are we doing here? i am to the point that i just dont know what the hell i am doing, i mean what is the fucking point to this existence. everyone is so full of shit in my life, family and friends and the faces on the tube and the voices on the radio are all just full of shit. i am sick of people acting so damn happy when they are all addicted to pills or having affairs or whatever. i dont judge them for what they do but i do get discouraged by the blatant hypocrisy i encounter everyday. people are avoiding the pit of darkness by distracting themselves with whatever works for them, drugs or sex or church or whatever horseshit. i dont want to bring anyone down (nor do i think i have the power to) but i have always felt i am alone in these feelings and thought it would a good idea to bring this to a forum of semi intelligent folks that are more conscious than the general public. i know i rambled a bit here but i think my feeling has carried through.