Reborn.

God exists. He let me screw my life up so bad I cant start again anew on my own. I'm not afraid anymore, I can live my life now like a man that loves god and himself and all other beings. I'm done being a child, I've grown up and taken life into my own hands. God put me through hell and tested my sanity, and I learned what itis to be his son, have some respect for me. He knows what's good formyself, I know what's good for me. God delivered me hell in a handbasket with a new lease on life for one me, Tyrel Newlin.

The Game.

God is in control. You lost the game, loser! Or winner. It's here, third impact. This is it. We have all died and been reborn again. We made it through infancy. Now we move on into adulthood. Keep going! As you don't give up, you can still win the game. Just remember, love live, and it will all be back again. You scored 100, you're done. Pass the ball to the next guys, we're on life number 3. Things have started over twice now, third is the charm. Things will reset one last time, our math was a little off, but God likes to play jokes. Time is his creation, just like us. We were close, December 21St, 2012 was god' joke. Our passage into adulthood. We are free now, from his restrain, we can do good like all his other creations. We are free to explore the universe and grow. Time to move on children, we must move over to the next classroom. Sorry, it'll be a different teacher this time. You.

Game over, reset.

Hey.. Weern't you supposed to make this post in your rekindled drug experience thread?

By the way, this was a group effort. Good job everybody.

Yeah, sorry man. Haha.

edit: I didn't want to make another post.

God loves his children.

because i believe in him

Dude yea
totally
god knows whats up nigga
he takes care of us
wont leave us high and dry
unless we choose to let him go
and if we do
hes okay with that
how cooler can a guy be?
Best fucking dad ever
thats who he is
im one freeloading son of a bitch
he had to do all the hard work with the big bang and what not
he had to make something out of nothing
im just living his dream
no what i mean?
know* haha god dammit
I loe him
Hm
Him
I mena
I better get it straight
hahah

I think it'll be good for everyone.
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See a doctor, Snoop. =/

I know, It will be the first thing I have to do when I move away and get my own place.

So, even though this relates to my 3-meo-pcp and DPT trip, for those that I already told, that there was a great lake of rage inside me. That was what happened when I took the 3-meo-pcp and DPT. I tripped, and the demon came out. Everything is all good now, but that's what happens when you bottle up your emotions and then let them control you like I did. I wound up having the police come to my house and shoot me with two tranquilizer darts and I got sent to the hospital, because I wouldn't give up, and I didn't know what I was doing. It took like 8 or 9 cops to pin me down, and I only let them do it because I was tripping and had no idea what was going on, I just let them do it to me. If you feel like you have let a firey lake of hell boil up inside you for a long time, seek help. Some how I made it out alive, unharmed, my parents love me more than ever, and I can go live my life and move on. Let this be a lesson that I had to learn the hard way, but everybody else can learn from my mistakes. Don't bottle things up inside you, don't lock up a demon in a cage and poke it for fun. It will find it's way out and try to destroy everything, like it did me.

That's a good post snoop. I'm in the same boat. I had to die a second death to be reborn.

The God you speak of, we call him Atum/Amun or sometimes Khnum. There's 3 different levels to our reality. The underworld, earth, and Sky.

We are free now, we live in the realm of the sky. Kemet is the system we will use to astral project and to explore the spiritual realm. It's serious.