God exists. He let me screw my life up so bad I cant start again anew on my own. I'm not afraid anymore, I can live my life now like a man that loves god and himself and all other beings. I'm done being a child, I've grown up and taken life into my own hands. God put me through hell and tested my sanity, and I learned what itis to be his son, have some respect for me. He knows what's good formyself, I know what's good for me. God delivered me hell in a handbasket with a new lease on life for one me, Tyrel Newlin.