What do your friends/family think about it?
Most of us care what other people think what we are doing no matter if we say we don't give a crap about what other people think. I know this, because my subconscious makes me nervous if I have to go do something that's in public. Possibly a social anxiety disorder.
Anyways... Have you tried getting your friends around into dreaming like you are? Does your family know? What do your friends/family think about it? Do you think it can be discouraging if they think it's silly?
I'll start off by saying my family doesn't know and I'm sure they would think I'm half crazy. I told my cousin about it and he laughed and said I was a dumb f***. My friends take no interest in it. They will listen to me, but all I get from them is "when will he shut up".