Unsure if i was lucid, or it was a non-lucid dream about attaining lucidity?
Well i had just found out about lucid dreaming, 3 days ago. I started off with dream recall & dream journal, having the determination to remember at least 1 dream every night. Strangely, i remembered 4 different ones! I was a little surprised, since i didn't expect to even fully remember one. I did more research on WILD, DILD, EILD, etc. The Electronically Induced Lucid Dream caught my attention. I read more about it, and saw that 3 members had already uploaded mp3 files for EILDS. So i decided to download them and try them out. I did, listened to 1 and when it was over i began to fall asleep. I was dreaming about 2 friends at school, and then the dream began to fade away. A whole different dream had now appeared. I had a false awakening, waking up in my dream. But when i awoke, my room was re-arranged differently. So i'm not sure, but i think the sight of my room looking different triggered a logical response from my brain saying "No, this isn't right." And in that moment i believe i becsme lucid. I slowly started to rise from my bed (still in this differently arranged room) and i saw blotches of black on my walls, and i remember repeating to myself "Am i lucid? Is this what being lucid is?" And i started getting excited and my heart began to race with excitement, and i guess i got too excited, and i woke up. I was pretty mad, lol. But anyways, i didn't do a reality check, so it's not like i am 100% sure i was lucid, but i remember being aware that my room was not the way it should be.. so i guess my question (after this long story) is, was i really lucid? Or was i just vividly recalling a non-lucid dream, about BEING lucid?
