Please Identify/classify my experience, Daydream to LD to Daydream
Hi, all
surprisingly I couldn't find any info on DV about daydreams, since they all are LD y'know
so thought of posting here ;)
I daydream a lot, being a music producer I rely heavily on my imagination, and most of my time is spent that way
at night I often have a reminiscence of my day, a recap if you will, sometimes an interview with my self, about 'did I do the right thing' or 'could I've done that differently' at specific events during the recap.
This is considered normal I read somewhere, but as this is out of the sleeping stage, it's not a dream, and can be considered a daydream, or vivid imagination
the following is my experience and the usual way it goes,
I need help with naming/identifying them properly, since I'm new to these acronyms and definitions
I also don't recall any non-LD, as I'm always aware of my dreaming (during the dream-DILD-this happens rarely once every 8-10years or so during a nightmare)
before actual sleep, dozing off, I usually daydream about a specific concept of my choosing or something I wonder about [in the back of mind] (started spinning a wheel)
Is this considered wake induced lucid dream (WILD)? I'm still trying to find how these terms are related to my specific ways of dreaming.
during this day dream I doze off to sleep where I notice the dream changing it's feel/mood, subtle or drastic, for example in-dream daylight turns too moonlight, change of scene etc. (that way I know "I'm in")
while at no point losing LD awareness, even if I switch my body position in bed with closed eyes (at this point I usually can still do that), while still controlling my embodied in-dream character.
this LD continues during my sleep, and new scenes, events or a whole new dream will be presented ongoing (wheel keeps on spinning as I dozed off completely),
and if the dream has concluded during the night I mostly open my eyes for few secs, checking the time or observing how dark the room is before dozing off back into dream (DEILD is it?)
SIDENOTE: during the night I might go to the bathroom because of a late evening drink
The LD is either uncontrolably paused (mostly cause I don't want to miss anything) or continues like Picture-in-Picture (Lose control of my ID character though)
and resumed willingly when I'm back in bed, if I didn't lose it along the way (lost connection)
after these few secs of checking time etc, the dream following that, will not be a topic I'm aware of before hand, but is still LD as I'm aware of dreaming
NOTE: these can occur multiple times during the night all LD
After dreaming, when my sleep is over and I wake up, I always have the last dream of the night still on my mind
the rest (if there were any) will feel like memory of dreams, it's not some thing I'm actively thinking about, as I also don't want to lose my connection to my last one which is more upfront and vivid.
Sometimes this last dream isn't finished, and I'm disconnected instantly no warnings or notifications (like when the spinning wheel stops to tell me it's time is up wake up now)
I get a few sec lingering window (feels like an "insert coin now to continue" kind of thing)
if I still have time on the clock before work or it's weekend, am gonna try it, cause I eagerly want to know how it ends or what will happen next
never can tell if it would work, but if I don't have much time to sleep-in and go in-dream, I'll most likely oversleep
by the way If I got less than 30mins for getting out of bed
I don't take the risk of oversleeping, unless it's a worthy,life changing or crucial dream
so knowing the last scene, and resuming or replaying the last few in-dream sec,
either going daydream or full-in sleep LD, it may take some time, mostly a few secs to few mins, depending on how sleepy I actually am (coin drop maybe lol)
and after dreaming is all done, I wake-up again, but in some cases do to my lack of time before resuming or not wanting/desire to be late I jumpshock myself out of the unfinished dream
as in waking up shocked "oh shit I'm so late" adrenaline way, this could also be in the middle of the night, like 4.30am having a feeling I'm late when having till 7.00 to sleep till alarm sounds
even considering all this I still feel rested and usually a feeling having a good night sleep, as the last view of my clock before initial dream doze off to my actual wake moment is roughly 6 to 8hrs
I do have some troubling nights once in a wile that I can't sleep and still having daydreams (they might turn to LD and/or induce sleep)
or daydreams and thoughts make me so enthusiastic that I actually can't sleep because I'm so pumped (like having an idea for a song that I need to play on my instrument right a way)
but the result of these nights will make sleep deprivation more apparent/noticeable in the morning
like bags under the eyes, fatigue, excessive yawning during the day etc.
I've been reading up on the forum, only to find my way of being aware and handling my dreams unusual, compared to what other people post
and I cannot tag or name it properly using the terms listed in the DV tutorial and definitions, nor do I know any that might be applicable
so I need your help to name/identify this process of such a night and it's sections, as much as possible,
I can then read up on it, to understand it more fully
thanks for taking the time to read all this, and helping me
sorry for the frequent use of brackets, but I do consider them necessary in telling my story in a more compact & precise manner
awaiting your reply, and input on this
Valiant