Question: People and Awareness in LDs
eheheheh, for you who already know i struggle with this concept, i'm getting haunted by it still. To think i solved it, but more like i wish i arrived to a satisfying answer.
So, straight into it, do ppl differ when it comes to LD vividness? I hear about ppl who have very vivid and aware LDs, like just have that ability from the start, and others, like me, who have low vivdness and awareness in LDs.
how does this work? Is it just a thing you can't change?? Are ppl just cursed (or blessed) with a default standard of how vivid their dreams are?? Now i know practicing recall and supplements help, but there's only so much they can do. It seems hard to believe that there is something i can train to have highly vivid dreams. I just feel my dreams are not that vivid. Even the best of them aren't so much vivid. Sometimes i get dreams that i remember noticing how hyper vivid they are, actually it happens quite often, but when i wake up it's like not that vivid feeling anymore (cuz of recall, i know).
Is it just about recall? Do we all truly experience vivid dreams but the 'cursed' ones only think they don't cuz they don't have strong recall??
I'm really demotivated cuz of this. If my dreams will always be like this, then i have little reason to work anymore in the subject of LDing. This is really breaking my heart guys.