Trouble keeping eyes closed during DEILD
I know, this should be the last of my problems because I'm supposed to be very tired, so let me explain.
Last night I had literally the perfect opportunity for a DEILD. Before I woke up, a lot of stuff happened in the dream and I was just starting to tell someone about it. When I woke up I continued to say in my mind what happened in the dream as if I was still dreaming. After about 10 seconds the fans in the background got very loud and my entire body vibrated (are these vibrations real?). During these vibrations my eyes opened. I simply closed my eyes and continued.
After closing my eyes I started spinning but, knowing there was a wall right by my bed, when it felt as if I was at the wall I stopped spinning. Once again, the fans got loud and there was another vibration and my eyes opened, this time seeing the natural light causing me to be too awake for a DEILD.
How can I keep my eyes closed and continue spinning even though I know there is a wall there?