Do you pray while you are in a lucid dream ?
Hi Everyone ! I'm new here and I'm french speaking so I ask you to be tolerant towards my english mistakes.
I've been doing lucid dreams for years and I think that I'm usually quite in control. I can for example remember other dreams while I'm in a lucid dream, and also use these informations from those past dreams to help me going through the action of the dream I'm in.
But last night, I had a lucid dream from which I awaked against my will. And I would like to have some help to understand why it happened.
I was in my late grandmother's kitchen and I was very very excited about that. The kitchen looked almost exactly the same as it did in reality the last time I saw it, from what I can remember (It was more than 10 years ago). Even the cat's plate was at its usual place with its old dry can food ! I almost lost my lucidity at the beginning but I've been able to restrain it. Anyway.
I looked into the fridge (after I've became lucid in the pantry) and I decided to cook myself something, to remind me of the good old time I was spending my summer at my grandmother's house. I really wanted this lucid dream to continue and to make of it a great experience. It was very important for me.
So, as I kept bringing the food I've found in the fridge to the table's top, I was each time thanking God to let me continue this dream. I think I felt quite confident, but maybe not. So I brought up about 2-3 ingredient for my nostalgic lunch (smoked meat, carrots and something else I don't remember), and when I went back to the fridge before I awaked, I found a bag of vegetables and herbs from the back house's garden. But it was on the floor, in front of the fridge, and I haven't seen it before. This garden was being taken care of by my grandmother's lodger (M. Boulianne).
Then I awaked, even while asking and begging my guardian angel and God to let me continue my dream. I was very disappointed. What has happened ? Do you think it has some connexion with the fact that I was asking to continue my dream until the moment I myself wanted to cease it ?Was it pretentious from my part ? Or was I not as confident as I thought I was ?
I pray God , for example, when I fly to help me keep my trust in that I'm not gonna be hurt or fall down. But maybe it is not a good idea to address myself to the Lord in these situations. I have the intuition it has something to do with my beggings during the dream... ? Does any of you pray or addresses himself to God during there lucid dreams ? It may sounds weird or stupid, but I was so disappointed that this lucid dream has stopped and I think maybe I've done something wrong that I should not do anymore.