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Ditto (May 18th)...well except for the manic depression thing. I'm very creative. If you read my profile you'll see that I've been drawing ever since before I could write competently. More recently I've begun painting and just experimenting in general with different pens, pencils, paper, etc. I've always thought space was fascinating too. I'd love to associate peacefully with some aliens or be able to sail the universe like we do the oceans. Because of my enlightened interests, I've always had this \"loner\" existence. That's the way I want it though, because it's not that I'm trying to fit in and failing, I am who I am and I like being this way rather than \"common\"--having no interests outside of making ends meet. I'm very shy/backward as well. And like Jill said, despite being much better off than most people I know, I can't even manage to find the happiness they do..let alone enjoy life as much as those I idolize. I guess this dissatisfaction is because with enlightened interests comes enlightened perceptions--we are able to see more deeply into most things, and find much less contentment with what others do.
Alright...with that said...