first try at WILD

i suppose i didn't go about it in the right way. i went to bed last night at roundabout 12:30 and i decided i'd try clairity's WILDing technique as i fell asleep. i sat there dead still and i got to the first few levels with paralysis and some vague colorful visuals on the back of my eyelids. i tried imaginging myself riding a bike but nothing ever happened. it was really frustrating. i assume i fell asleep at some point because i doubt i laid there for 8 hours mentally riding a bike and telling myself i'm in control of my dreams. i'm pretty sure i didn't even dream when i fell asleep, which was dissapointing. i'm going to try again tonight without smoking mary jane because i'm inclined to believe the speculation that it messes with your ability to recall dreams.

you dont remember your dream after you fell asleep? how would you even know if you had an ld if you cant remember the dream? you need better dream recall before you can have lds. and yea dont smoke the bud before bed it causes most people to have poor dream recall and less lds. but im different and it helps me.

also, you always dream, even if you dont remember it when you wake up.

well damn!