Originally Posted by
JoannaB
If I were you, I would though talk with an adult whom you respect and who has your best interest at heart in your view about this. I think your desire to change the world is so strong because something is seriously wrong with your world. This should not be ignored, and I think you may need someone else's help to figure this out. You don't have to solve things alone, and strangers over the Internet can only help so much - I think you need a face to face heart to heart talk with someone who is a good listener and wise and experienced, someone you are willing to trust. Most people do not wish to change their world in fundamental ways unless something is fundamentally wrong, their life is not at peace and balance.