Hey people.. first thing I want to say is HIHO ALL :content:
Well, yesterday I did a roundy lot of reading about LD, and felt like doing it (who wouldn't)..
I liked the WILD most because you can cousciously choose to LD or not, and although I knew it was harder than the others, I decided it would be my way
The first try
Being really excited about LD and all, I surrendered to an afternoon nap (no real intent to get a LD, just to try the things I'd learnt, so that I'ld know more or less how it feels)..
Then I started to follow the WILD instructions (it was around 2:30). Well, I could indeed focus and all, stay motionless and not lose cousciousness... then I decided to use my imagination in order to sustain counsciousness, and started to mentally recreate things I do daily... :? After some time I felt really lost.. was still couscious, but I was kinda moving really fast (just like when you spin around and feel dizzy after doing it).. then I felt I was falling out of my bed for quite some time :eek: ... well then it slowly stopped and I woke up :blue: .. it was around 3:15
finding this website
I took the rest of the afternoon to do some more research about WILDing, then eventually I found this website and its forum... subscribed for an account, but unfortunately, I wasn't able to post yet, as I needed an admin to validate my acount... so I checked some further websites before shutting down the PC.. :| did nothing interesting until sleeptime
the scary second try
Sleeptime... great oportunity for some more wandering on the gates of the dream dimension... did almost exactly like I did in the afternoon.. But this time, I could focus easierly on staying counscious.. my mind didn't play tricks on me anymore and I could stay in the motionless state without interruptions
then..... suddenly I felt really strange ... it was like I could feel waves of energy going up and down my body, I started to breath harder, and felt like I was moving down... well then I kinda freaked out :shock: and woke up... I have no idea of what this feeling was, so I'm really confused about it
after that I tried to do the WILD again, but couldn't concentrate on staying counscious anymore.. so I just fell asleep
----
anyway, I know this was just my first day, but I'm really confused about this surges of energy I feel going thorugh my body, and about feeling really dizzy just before..
I wonder if any of you could gimme some advice? I know I'm not the highest standard of dream recalling, but I know I'm good at mind control
thanks in advance to all, and bear hugs
Kromoh