In which I talk about myself shamelessly.
Hi. My name is Fluffysilver, (Well, not really, because that would be quite stupid.) but I'm also known as Fluffy or Phel (long story involving World of Warcraft and boats). I'm a writer, and I hope that one day I'll find out a way to attain lucidity through my writing, whether it be writing stories about dreams in fiction, non fiction, or just writing like crazy, hoping I'll dream about it, and using that as a reality check. Woo.
My really, really big dream goal is to create a dream world by myself and to be able to return there at will. I'd better get started, except I'm a really lazy bugger and I need more motivation, which is why I joined so I can get hyped up again.
Around a year ago I was a pretty good lucid dreamer. Good meaning I kept track of my dreams every day, had good recall, and had a lucid dream at least once every fortnight.
One thing, however, involving lucid dreams I've always been great at is flying. It seemed to be a progressive thing - when I was little and was a natural LDer (or, at least, had great dream control) I was terrible at flying (which is why I just said I had great dream control). But as time went by I got better and better at it. Even though it doesn't feel as thrilling anymore - I just feel this kind of numbness on the rare occasions I have a flying dream now - I can fly really, really well. I'm so confident that until recently, I wouldn't hesitate about jumping off a building. I could do backflips and twirls in the air. Recently, however, I haven't been so confident. Whenever I jump off something in a dream I forget I could just fly, or it briefly crosses my mind and I struggle (though I admit it's more fun when I'm struggling, as it feels more real).
I've rambled about myself enough (I've forgotten something, but I think I've bored you all to sleep now). Ello. :D
