Weird night from a 1st attempt at Lucid dreaming
Last night was the first time i ever tried to have a lucid dream and all i can say that it was slightly strange and restless,
I have a new dream journal by my bed so if i awake from a dream i can write it down asap and i woke up this morning realising ive sketched 3 rough dreams down which are all completley different,
One of them says i was at a large family gathering eating spaghetti and i do remember seeing my hands but at no opportunity i was able to try a reality check (in real life this is what i try the most)
But i woke up numorous occasions short of breath,
trying to recapture the moment all i can remember is that everything is just complete blackness and then i glance down and try to reach for my hands, as i do i notice my fingers are double the size in length and that they are all warped but then as soon as i notice something isnt right i snap out of it and wake up short of breath.
One other thing is that im just really tired from what i encountered from what seemed a restless night?
Can anyone give me an insight on whats happening?
Is all of this normal?
Am i just trying to hard?
Am i slowly trying to get the Lucid grasp then wakening myself up from excitement?
:?
Thanks:)