help plz- hypnagogic sounds and images
hello,
I do not know anything about lucid dreaming. I hope to read what i can from this site later on. I have been having what seems to be hypnagogic images and sounds since i was 14. they have always frightened me. I didnt even know there was a word for it until recently. This site is the first time I heard of anyone actively trying to have them:shock:
they are not every night, but when they come they are disturbing to me. When i close my eyes for sleep, its not long and i start to see random images, blenders, people i know, people i dont know more often. cars, streets, places i have been or not been. alot of things. I also, but not as often have sounds, mostly when i was a teen, they start to come before they arrive, meaning, i feel anticipation something will come and then i hear a voice or garbled words, sometimes my name. When i was a kid i used to be able and i still can but do not, close my eyes and push myself through my head/mind. like the microsoft screensaver with all the stars moving. I can move through it i used to be able to adjust speed or even turn and go through doors. it was just something to do when i was bored.
anyways, am i nuts? is there a way i can make these images i spoke about at first into something pleasant for me?:( because til now they fill me with anxiety and dread. in fact i always thought they were a symptom of anxiety. thanks in advance for your time
al