Parties and how people get mixed emotions about them never ceases to amaze me. The level of stupidity instilled in their minds, trying to be a big shot and showing off they can spend this amount of money to show that you can give free food to people.
As if there's some kind of social dominance that you can provide for this people and have a good time; people that aren't even worth the time or money, but because the person hosting it is just pathetic and has no other friends to go to.....it's so disgusting that I can't even control myself anymore.
Then we have another person who's trying to do EVERYTHING for the party, when it was clearly stated that everyone else would contribute, but noooooooooooooooooooooooooo, you have to be a fucking big shot and exclude certain people from the memo, thus creating a conflict, AND, because of how people don't really take a second glance in the whole mechanics leading to the party, they'll blame the source of where the party is being held.
So people start making rumors that this person couldn't sustain enough for it to be a decent party, and for what? Just for a quick bang for the new year? You are willing to spend so much money for these people you call your friends, these worthless people...you're willing to be stupid and become desperate in trying to validate your friendship with them?
Especially if you talk so much shit about them, but still need them so you don't look pathetic, you can't even appreciate yourself for once and realize you don't need to satisfy all these people. I understand we need friendships time to time, but if you're going to spiral down into your finances just for these cunts who are going to be passive about it and just get free food from you, and you're in debt, who are you going to blame?
The family of course, the same family that lets you do anything you want, because if you don't have it your way, it's alllllll going down the shitter. I swear he's like a freaking 6 year old. He rejects any input from the family, like someone took away his brain and filled it with shit, literally, and he's not thinking straight at all.
It's ironic, to do anything for your little worthless fucks you call your friends, you start budgeting the family spending. Lmfao.
You'll buy a nice car or van to show off to your friends, just to make yourself better about yourself, and what happens next? You're in debt.
You plan a party, trying to satisfy everrrrrrrrrrrrrryone and being the errand boy to make sure things are right, and for what? Just in a next few days, you're going to be working, complaining about how hard you work, thinking everyone are a bunch of lazy asses with no brains whatesoever, and expect us to do so many things, and place all of these standards we should follow.
You're a miserable man, and I can clearly see who you are, but I'm just going to keep silent because it's better to wait until things are going to be well for me. But every day I see him go down in the shitter with satisfying his worthless friends, and his contradicting expectations making him a S-ranked hypocrite, I just want to scream at him.
It's just that if he didn't have this amnesia that suddenly appears out of nowhere when he tries to show himself off to his friends, he would be a little bit better as a person, but that's just putting it nicely. Here I have everything nicely packed and organized to send out in small little bits of mind-fucking and tell this person who who he really is, and yet I'm not doing anything.
I know it's not going to make me a better person, but I just want to do it so much, but I just don't want to because one side says to go ahead and do it already while the other just wants me to focus on better things than making a person in misery more miserable.
Shit, if you're going this far for your friends, I guess a person should be his own island if they can't even moderate friends between family.
It's no one's fault except yours. But still trying to care for him still bothers me. I want to help him in the right direction, but his ideologies are so stained into his mind that it's worthless.
Ugh, parties are so annoying, useless friends are so annoying, New Years is annoying, this whole show of irrational behavior from him is annoying, everything about the people I meet and try to set values on is annoying.