Im a bit of a wierd dreamer. Ive had many problems in my dreams and ive always worked them out. One of my problems was ocurring everytime i realized i was dreaming. This actually made me very ticked off because i couldn't enjoy my lucid dreaming. I think the problem was that when i realize i am dreaming i get a little bit too exited and wake up. Anyway, the way i fixed this was by trying to keep it a secret..yea, a sercret... It sounds wierd, but its working. The way i do this is by not letting myself know im dreaming but actually deep inside knowing i am.. lol, sounds confusing.
So, i kind of fell into an interest in lucid dreaming.(just so you know, i barely have lucid dreams). I read a few articles on how to do this, but the most common thing i use is the"Imagining images and scenes before you dream" method(not sure what its called).
So my first attempt was the wierdest thing that happened to me. Here it is:
So im imagining a few things before i go to sleep(at this point im pretty awake and just waiting to hit lucidity). So right before i hit it, one of the characters that i was imaging(still awake), laughs, and then says" U are going to go for the ride of your life". Then i bright gold light flashes right in front of me, and it feels like(dont know how to explain this) my body feels lighter all of a sudden and the thing i was imaging last sort of tilts and fades away. Then i get these strong and huge( when i say strong and huge, I MEAN IT!) vibrations. Well, ive never had this experience before, so u might have guessed im really freaked. I mean i was really scared(and at some point really exited). Well the over fear woke me up. I sort of regret it, but you never know.
Any help on what i experienced? Im thinking its a failed OBE. I just dont understand the light and the dream character. :?:
