Childhood dreams that are bothering me now....
Hi, I just made an introduction post and just felt like posting what I need to know right away...
So, let me describe what I used to dream as a child, I have been trying to find a meaning to this dreams everywhere but haven't been lucky...
When I was a kid I had a bit of a traumatic experience with a movie, It had to do with a severed hand so... I got creeped out and started to have nightmares about this hand chasing me or just grabbing me and tickling me, I have to say that even as an adult I don't like to be tickled, I find it annoying and I feel uncomfortable when someone tries to do it.... It's not only the fact of dreaming with that hand, I used to have nightmares where people I trust such as my mom and dad would tickle me with a vicious look on their faces... in those dreams I know inside me that they're not my real parents, just copies but it used to make it even scarier...
I also dreamt with this weird entities that would lift me in the air and make me spin while grabbing me by the armpits which happens to be a very sensitive and ticklish spot on my body... My parents back then told me that I could wake up by closing my eyes and counting to three, most of the time would work... To this day they say that my nightmares must have been terrifying because I would wake up screaming and really scared...
The thing is that I started to remember all this things in detail and being a person with anxiety and depression it just makes me feel really bad, last night I had trouble sleeping because of those memories and I've always wonder why those dreams affected me so much. Needless to say that I can't watch the movie I mentioned before, but I don't feel affected when I watch other movies that show severed hands that move or something... just that one...
well I would love to get some feedback, interpretations... It would be interesting to know if someone have dealt with this kind of dreams... I have others I want to share but I'll try to do it in another post.
Take care :D
waiting for your replies :D