All the Hurt Egoes Club Band
Idea for this came from Rant and Rave thread, thnx sinoblad
So I've got many friends with this ego-problem. Meaning they trying understand their ego and what it is plus how to live with it. Main problem seems to be of after reading too much eastern mysticism with european mind set they have gotten into mess with their ego'es. Some fight it, some point out the egoes of others, some try to ride it and in reality everyone is doing every three things. Someone made out this ego-spell and now it's spreading viral. Deconstructive point being that it's just A word where every different ppl is reflecting how ever they construct this box of their being. (ego is three lettered word, love is four lettered word it's spel,led love)
Best view of my ego, is that of child growing inside me. Feeding it with punishment for drastic or otherwise behavior just gets it into confusing state where it relfects the experienced hurt into it games (with toys, like child play). Downpoint or downwardpiral is that the toys ego plays with affect my mind and emotions. So it is bit of early childhood experiences like little child in me, part of my future shelf in it's womb having it's childhood before the egg is hatched.