Let me tell you a little story. A story about a man who wanted to fit in. about a man who searched for happiness, peace and harmony. He searched everywhere. Sometimes he found it. In friends, in material things, in a spouse. He wanted to find it in religion or in being nonreligious. But it always came to an end. He always ended up unhappy with something. And if he did not get unhappy he got numb to the experience and stopped appreciating what ever it was that made him happy to start with and so his search continued. Some times he got sick of searching and he felt very lonely at those points. He realized that the only thing that really lasted was his loneliness. This at some points made him sad. Other times he enjoyed being lonely.
One day he realized that he believed in Jesus and in god. He believed in the Virgin Mary. But he also believed in Mohammed and in Allah .He believed in other prophets and gods. He believed in Buddhism. He did not believe there was one true religion. The so called religions where philosophies with some good ideas and some really weird ones.
If god is all then I must be god just as much as everybody else is god. Together we on earth make one god. Part of many gods in this universe. It’s all very natural. It’s all very logical. Life is logical. God is logical. Love is logical. Love is what holds this reality together. He also believed in chaos. He believed in everything and nothing. But most of all he believed in him self.
I am part of every religion and belief. But on top of all these beliefs I stand alone. On top of everything I am Rasmus. I am one experience, part of over 6 billion experiences. I am a rainbow warrior. I am who ever I want to be. I choose my own path. I am a seeker and a searcher. I am what you are looking for. I am what you love and what you hate. I am yin and yang, night and day. But most of all, I *am*: Carl, Rasmus, Nertlinge, Willhelm. And I am AWARE.