Day 11:
No attempt for the second day in a row. Mustn't get lazy! :?
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Day 11:
No attempt for the second day in a row. Mustn't get lazy! :?
I've tried to WILD today but failed..
I woke up at 4:00 AM went to bathroom took a sip of water and returned to bed. I was really hungry but didn't eat anything. I've struggled for like 2 hrs and then had to get ready to school. I think i slept for a while but i'm not sure perhaps just a nap, anyways no wild... suprisingly i wasn't tired:P
I think i need to re-read wild tutorials and try again...:?
Day 36:
I got up, went to the washroom for a sip of water, stayed on the computer for 10 minutes and went to bed. I tried to stay awake in bed for at least 30 minutes, but I fell sleep in less than 5 minutes. I think tomorrow I'll focus on my breaths, because two things can happen:
1) I fell asleep while counting my breaths which might end in a WILD
2) I become too awake and I'm able to stay wake for longer (which is what I tried to do)
Day 36:
no attempt, i was too tired.
I just read through all my entries to this thread, and realized that I have been successful 3 times :D, not 2.
Anyways, guys Jeff is right, WE have been slacking off pretty hard, how about some motivation?? we ARE ALL going to succeed tonight! Let's do some auto suggestion before going to sleep, and LET'S ACTUALLY get out of bed, yes?!
Day 35:
I did try a little this morning, but i gave up too soon. I was too worried about laying there for an hour and missing an hour of sleep. I will be able to sleep in til 11 a.m. tomorrow if i want to; so no more excuses. My worry about missing sleep is causing me to either give up too quickly or become too tense to actually WILD. I totally agree with Jeff777. I don't think that my motivation and effort that i've been putting into this project is consistent. It was strong at the beginning, but it has dwindled over time. Let's all get motivated an have a WILD tonight. Wouldn't it be awesome if everybody reported in tomorrow with a success. :D
Also, i plan on reading over the thread so maybe i'll pick out some useful info.
Days 29, 30, 31, 32, 33, 34, 35: Nothing :(
Doing as much as I can to get back on track.
Sure i haven't been posting as much as before, but im still trying every night and in the last few weeks i have been trying many different methods to see what works for me. And hopefully i will eventually find a technique that does work for me, and i'll be able to share that with everyone on here.
Like i said, from now on i'm gonna stick to Stephen Laberges techniques and hopefully i can make it work for me.
Obviously this isn't as easy as it seems, i do feel I've improved a lot as a lucid dreamer and im just now 1/3 through with the project.
btw how am i slacking?
Day 24: Didnt try.
Day 25: I was paying attention to my 'HIs but I fell asleep.
day 26: Same error as last night.
day 27: Didnt attempted to WILD. ( As soon as my alarm went off I turned it off and went back to sleep)
It would be awesome if all of us are successful tonight.
I have never take it seriously the relaxation phase before attempting to WILD, but I have promised myself to do it tonight.
I have a feeling that something good will happen tonight.
Day 12:
Unsuccessful Attempt
Tried a WBTB WILD but fell asleep.
Day 36: Nothing
I remembered a dream today but it was later on in the day and not when I woke up.
Day 36:
No good. I thought i could stay in bed and WILD, but i was so sleepy that i forgot what i was supposed to be doing. Have to get up for a minute or two tonight, so i can remember to WILD.
Day 13:
Tried twice. Once in the morning (unsuccessful) and once in the afternoon (unsuccessful). In the morning I fell asleep and in the afternoon I was just too restless.
Day 37: alarm didn't wake me up
Day 38: too tired to try =/
Come on guys let's start seeing some success.
Day 37
Two wild attempts. Failure
Day 38:
One attempt, failure.
Awesome thread. I still need to re-read the WILD info, but would like to jump in at some point. I have "suffered" from SP and FA for about 10 years. I have only recently been able to relax while experiencing SP. Anyway, great motivation going on in here. Thanks!
Day 37:
Fail. I woke up and went to the bathroom. I came back and started to try WILD. At first, my thoughts drifted so far away that i forgot what i was doing, but i caught myself and started to try WILDing again. Then my mom started getting ready for work. I could hear her in the kitchen and there was lots of light shining under my door. I just gave up and drifted off to sleep eventually. It's really hard to get a morning when there is not somebody up around 4:00 - 6:00 which is the best time for me to WILD. There's always somebody making noise and turning lights on. :panic:
Tried WILD few times but no success. Why the hell i keep falling asleep?:bang:
@edit
Giving advices is easy but to do it...lol
Day 38:
I didn't attempt this time. I had to get up early to go to work, and my dad was going to be up even earlier than me. So he would be in the kitchen making noise; not very conductive to WILDing. I need earplugs that don't hurt my ears. As long as i don't lay on one of my ears, they don't bother me, but if i roll over it's too uncomfortable to sleep. I need to be able to change positions from my back to my side and vice versa if i'm using Yoshi's WILD; so i think new earplugs would work wonders for my WILDing. This seems to be one of my biggest problems with WILDing, other people making noise and disrupting my WILD attempts. :mad:
I've just started this wee project too.
Great idea! :)
Day 14:
Failed WBTB attempt. :(
Day 15:
Failed WBTB attempt. :(
Day 39:
No attempt again. I was to tired to do anything but sleep. I'm going to try tonight though. My dad is going to be up early making noise again; so whether i'm going to be successful or not, i don't know. I'm going to try some foam earplugs. I don't think they will hurt my ears, but they will probably fall out. Won't know til' i try. :D
Day 39 & 40:
Failure