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Good for you, I really hope you are able to keep it up. I self-injured for the first time in over 2 years yesterday, it sucks.
I am extremely discontent. Infact, that pretty much sums up my life right now.
What is one thing about your physical appearance you would alter if you could?
D: I'm sorry. I know what its like. I go through roller coaster with it, I'll go a month without burning/cutting then I will go 2 months straight doing it. Its like one step forward and 2 steps back, if you can go 2 years without it you will be able to stop for good :)
uhm. I dunno, probably my shoulders and upper arm area
do you meditate?
uhhhh yesss
:hug: you guys need hugs
what do you want right now more than anything?
:hug:
love
same question
Ummm my soul mate, if anything although I know its not the right time. and besides that I want to kill someone.
Why don't you love yourself?
I don't know....I love everyone else, I guess I do sometimes, I don't know :(
do you understand how you feel
Not completely. To some degree i can say I do. But there are many things I feel that I do not understand. so many feelings about so many things. going back many lifetimes and everything in this lifetime. so much.
If the sky could be any color what color would you like it?
rainbow!!!
what are you going to dream tonight
Shit I don't know!!!! I normally plan my dreams but havn't been caring much lately. Probably sleep, smoke weed. Might get in fights with shadows but i hope not.... they mess up my energy body and I feel messed up in the morning and I end up doing nothing alll day trying to piece myself back together.
What do you want to dream?
I want to continue last night's dream. There was this girl that behaved differently from most other DCs, including my DG, and she kept trying to tell me something but it was like she'd get distracted and forget what she intended to say, remember, then get distracted and forget, etc.
Same question.
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The last few posts were a bit of a depressing read. Start feeling good about yourselves, damn it. =P
I want to dream about hot boys.
Do you use Facebook?
Nope. I'm mysterious.
Why do you use facebook?
To talk to family that lives far away.
What's your favorite flavor of soda?
No ma'am. I don't like posting pictures on the internet, or even taking them for that matter, and that seems to be a big part of Facebook so I won't even bother. I'd much rather keep in touch with friends and family over MSN, phone, or in person.
Root beer.
What's one thing you absolutely love about yourself? I think this question was asked already but oh well, positive reinforcement's always a good thing. :P
I love my ability to love:D
ask a question for me dammit
Ok umm... what kind of deodorant do you use?
Secret. The brand, I think its like ocean mist or something? Idk, I don't want to get up and go check....(I hope Salty doesn't mind me answering his question XD)
:hug: this is for Erible and Monsters. I live my life trying to reach out to the people around me and truly show them that they are loved and are perfect and that is nearly impossible over the internet, these are just words from someone who doesn't know or need you from far away that you will probably quickly forget, but I love you. I don't even know you but its true. And there are many people out there who do. Everyone deserves love and to not feel alone. If you reach out you can find a tangible person who will tell you the same thing. This leads me to my next question.
Have you ever been there for somebody when they truly needed you?
Mmm hmm. I'm heroic like that.
What are you doing up at this hour?
CAT
Hbu?
Can't sleep.
CAT? Is that one of the induction techniques? Sounds familiar but I can't quite recall.
Cycle adjustment technique.
Shall I explain further? Or does your google work?
Kids these days and their newfangled gizmos and googles. (I got'cha, no need to explain)
What's on your mind.
A few things, I get contemplative at such an hour of the still night. Mostly I am thinking about the chances of there being a realm other than the physical, and what it would really be like. I feel like a skeptic who is really a believer at heart with a third even deeper level that is the same as the top surface one....like with pie.
And why are YOU up so late?
I don't want to go to sleep. Or well I can't... probably because I'm choosing not to. I'll pretend I'm adjusting my sleep cycles too though. I want to be in sync with my incredibly large group of lucid dreaming friends so we can experiment with things like shared dreaming and discuss induction methods and various other sleep phenomena. Yeah, I'm going with that.
How late is it on your end?
almost 4 am
Do you believe in Shared dreaming? Or just giving it a chance?