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愛屋及烏
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I have what I think is a mild form of OCD. I had it a worse when I was younger, but I managed to get it under control on my own for the most part. Usually when I keep repeating a behavior, it feeds the need to do the behavior more. So I just stopped doing those things, even though in a way it felt "good" to do them, like if it was some kind of addiction to the things I did, so it was hard to stop (and still is). I would do things like squeezing my eyes shut after looking at any bright light and looking at the after image until it went away, whispering words or phrases under my breath and blinking simultaneously until I got it right, coughing, sniffing (which actually acts as another stimulant because you're breathing in so quickly), clearing my throat, etc. Usually the coughing and sniffing and whatnot go hand in hand, and I still do it, although not as bad. The whispering type stuff is kind of weird, like sometimes I'm reading a book or a text and I'll repeat a phrase to myself in quick succession until it sounds "right", or when I uses to do the eye squeezing thing, I would actually inhale/whisper "squeeze your eyes shut" to myself simultaneously, and repeat it until they were both synced perfectly.
I still have it mildly, not as bad though. Usually stimulants like coffee or adderall make it worse. My advice for anyone who has ocd (or whatever it is that I have) is to just not give into it. It was hard at first for me, but the less I did it the less of an urge I had to do it. Now it's a lot less severe.
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