Should I seek medical help?
I am not sure what else to do. I have been experiencing symptoms lately that are accompanied with many other illnesses, but I am not sure if it is that serious. I have been confused lately, and I feel like I am insane. I thought I was really possessed by demons earlier today, and that makes me even more insane. I feel weak, and the only reason I ate today was because I felt weak. I still feel like there is no food in my system. Also, I have been having delusions frequently, and checking mirrors to see if there is some demon inside of me. I am very frightened, and do not know what to do. I feel warm, and also look away a lot when I am focusing on one thing. I feel like I do not know where I am, kind of. Everything looks different. I brought the bible in with me when I took a shower to scare the demons away.
Another odd thing I did was talk to my reflection, asking it to get out of me, and if it was afraid that I would find out there was a demon in it. I am afraid of myself. I do not know what to do. Also, I am nauseous, and had a headache earlier today for about five to six hours. This is accompanied with a sore throat. Also, I feel like when I stand up that I am not really all there. I took two Excedrin a couple days ago then later some Nyquil. Today, I also had two Excedrin. I did not pass the overdose mark for Acetaminophen, so it’s probably not that. I am pretty sure that is all of my symptoms, and I know I sound like a schizophrenic. I am very confused and scared. I need all of the help I can get.
This may sound random, but I had a dream I shot a little girl, and that is not normally my train of thought, if that helps at all.