Originally Posted by
Ramin2097
Great that my questions help you draw out those awesome information and Thanks for sharing them,dude!;)
It's an awesome mindset indeed.You enjoy the whole process and at the same time get great results.GREAT!
Last night after I woke up I said alright let's try WILD with the mindset you mentioned.I started focusing on my breath and then found out:not-being able to fall asleep started.I ignored it and just tried to don't care a shit about it.But after sometime I gave up on it and started complaining.I realized I'm making it worse and started to ignoring and don't caring about it.This process kept up for sometime,while I didn't got the sleep with the desired quality but it was better than the previous nights.But you know what?Screw that I didn't got a good quality sleep.Why?Cuz I just got an awesome lucid dream(And also thought about doing an RC in another dream.but I got distracted anyway)!I wrote it for first time in DJ(I guess I wrote it very bad anyway.Bad writing and story telling skills perhaps...)
But I think I was on an autopilot mode(I guess by reading it you realize that)
The last time when I experienced being aware of that I'm dreaming I did things which I wondered why,upon waking up!
Here's what last time happened:I realized I'm dreaming while I was opening a door in a dark environment.Then I started reciting "I am lucid" over and over.My main language is not English but I was saying it in English without thinking about it!After opening the door I saw my mother sleeping at the corner of a big giant living room.I turned around.There was stairs leading to a beautiful garden.It was dark so I said "morning" (Yeah,again in English without thinking!) and weather started getting lighter.While it was cool and making me feel Powerful still I did it without thinking about it!Anyway after going up the stairs and exiting the garden I said "Horse".Then one appeared.again without thinking!Yeah I like horses and maybe try riding em in my dreams.But I was more interested in flying why the hell did I call a horse without thinking about it?!I wonder if it's how are the first lucid dreams are or...I don't know what else it can be...