The Middle Way part 3

[acillis]

i have a poem on here its called spiritual dualism of darkness & light. technically it would be part four of this series i have been writing. kinda writing it in reverse. this is part 3. if you like this read part 4. fill in the holes of this journey. enjoy ---- ---- Ri Vibet of the middle path. gods unknown kings and queens. the crown Queens and Empresses and lords and princes themselves. of unknown mystery. unknown renown. gods secret royal family. there kingdoms are in the heavens. this story. this poem whatever you wish to call it. its about the other thrones. and authority in the spiritual dimensions. focused on a particular throne. the king of the disco throne. from the outer darkness he came. chosen by the most high. to serve in gods hidden hall. to occupy the throne within the disco realm. the father desired. beckons all. that might be savable from hell. if the taint of darkness isn't to great. and the spirit of the woman hasn't been fully corrupted by sins. and the heart wishes for darkness not to come to them. he was a dangerous lucid dreamer. a wanderer. a minor psychic as well. a mind bender. a treasure collector. wearing rings of magic and strength upon his fingers. the rings gave him much power. a seeker of answers. a seeker of the spirit he also was. a resident of the outer darkness he was. he could even be a demon. his story isn't fully known. only god and Raziel truly knows all his secrets. attacked by spiritual vampires in his youth. he too picked up there tricks and tactics. taking his energy back. and attacked them back! turning there techniques back upon themselves. the vampires wish. they never paid a visit to him. they regret trying to mess with him now. someone with a righteous and pure heart. has never been corrupted. not by anyone once at all. he has corrupted himself though. can do what we can do now. there sin to bear. they wish they never heard of him. he is like a sponge. he'll absorb whats spiritual and useful and disregard the rest. he thinks of knowledge like that. he could bring you to your knees with a simple touch. fill it with love and bliss even light it self. or turn pleasant dreams and your vary day dreams into nightmares. you will wish you were dead. if he used these dream changing powers on you. powers of the darkside he possessed. dark knowledge flows in his veins. void energy blacker then black. sticking to his very soul. hard to clean. or redeem. you'll be a fool if you did not fear him. for he used to walk the darkest path. at least he knew what path he was on! for he chose it. welcomed it. at least at the time. mortals walk this path without even realizing it. serving the masters they could never see. the contracts written. and you are forever forsaken. sleep walking within the spiritual heavenly dimensions. even the outer darkness. realitys in which you should of been conscious and aware. of it happening. while it actually was. past tense will not get you anywhere. but you were unconscious. walking around blindly. stumbling around. kicking your foot upon the darkness and the stones hidden there. they were strategically placed. for enjoyment sake. a mine field one second. the next nothing around. playing tricks upon your mortals mind. snickers you here in the distance of the outer darkness. nobody cares about you here. especially in the outer darkness. foolish and stupid. the outer darkness now blinds you. adding to your foolishness. for you forgot your dreams. the nights when these visions came and went. your treasure. was forever lost to you. this lone soldier. served the void. with all his might and heart. you meant nothing to him before. and probably never will. does he have to prove it? many will have to prove themselves to him. before he can judge you fairly. his a king after all. and awaiting for the consummation. and the royal holy judgement. that comes with it. even lucifer wants him. all for himself. to join his inner circle. of supernatural freaks. gods reject army. to be his friend and companion in his hellish dimension. joining him and his army. forever. allying my self with him. to learn lucifers secret ways. his secret knowledge. free to come and go as he saw fit. he wasn't becoming a prisoner. it was a deal. and a very tempting offer. you have no idea. it was hard to resist. it was his secret desire. to die and be in spirit. he always knew it was possible and could be done. but the secret to it. deludes him. why cant god make the same offer to him. he often asks himself. he refused to follow lucifer. he said to him thanks but no thanks. i rather go at it alone. i always have. he answered the lord of flies. father of all lies. and everything evil. he regrets rebelling against his mighty creator! but this dark soldier. knight and vampire redeemed himself. in the eyes of the highest lords. with the help of christ from high above. he taught him how to walk the middle path. coming out of the outer darkness into the light. blazing with a light so bright. a holy light. a knight he become. of darkness and light. gods knight. a hybrid of darkness and light the reunion of darkness and light. has found its home in him. within his heart. a dancing disco light. he had the power to change his form. from dark to light. even both. at the sametime. he could become darkness and light. this holy knight now walks the middle path. a prince he is. of darkness and light. which serves christ. and the father he'll never see. his crown was given to him from the heaven high above. a reward for walking gods hidden middle path. a king he shall become when his time is up. and he blows out his last breath. finally taste the sweetness of his own death. and being free. blazing disco light ahead!. placing his crown upon his head. gods kindness. gods cleverness. he does things to your life which appears to have no meaning. but everything he does. has merit. and a purpose. but you just can not see it. his grace. he knows he does not deserve it. but he claimed it. accepted it. owned it. the most high. the master chess players. moving his masterpieces around the board. this is a game. of life and of the spirit and the dreams which we take for granted. where you end up. you may just regret it. but he chose him. he still does not believe it. deep within the outer darkness he saw him. it was not his intention to be seen by god himself. he thought he was way to deep in!. he knew nothing was going to be the same again ever again. while he was lucid. he surrendered everything to god. even his unnatural powers. his darkness. even his very dim light. he gave everything over to the most high. every one of his powers. you can have them all lord. he said. he does not remember him at all. nor the experience. but his instructions. his order. was burnt on his soul. he could feel it. even see gods word written upon his dark and dim lited spirit. to kill someone purely evil. was simple. at least for him it was. darker then him he was. he could feel it. even taste it. he used his power. and drained him dry so none thing was left of him. he didn't even sense him nor see him coming. he teleported right behind him. the vampire's dark powers. which he learnt. now slays another monster. he wont be missed. placing his hand upon his shoulder. paralyzing the evil mans very body immobilizing him and his spirit. he unleashed his vampires power and fed! upon him the man that couldn't move to save himself. and ate his soul. drained his evil and dark spirit. into himself. till he was dead. and no longer a threat. he ceases to be now. he whispered into his ear before he fell. its nothing personal friend. you should have been more careful you attracted the highest of all the gods! the father sent him. whispered it to him. the christ knighted this very soul you now see. you cannot see?. the holy spirit burns within this body. can you not see it? can you not feel the heat from it! now your going to get it! you made the lords of the most high your enemy. how stupid. now i shall destroy you. god gave a mission! can you feel there presence within his body? can you feel them?. three of them reside within him now. he doesn't regret sharing his temple with them. and never will. what was once yours. is his now. his going to take it. all of it into him self. your power is mine now. don't worry. you wont miss it. even your weak soul. which sold it self. to the devil you signed the contract. i can see it. you should've been paying more attention. the darkness you once controlled. runs back to whence it came. it was the only thing which saw him coming. but it couldn't defeat him. it couldn't comprehend him! cause of christs light within him. it left you alone and stranded! those nearby looked on in shock and wonder. they ran for cover. somehow knowing this dark soldier. was sent by god himself. they didn't want to fight back. they all saw something. they could not explain. a dark soldier burning. with a mysterious light. which burnt them if they approached to close. laying dead at his feet with a broken neck. cold and dead. he whispered into his ear before he feel. becoming one with it. his powers are his now. for following the lords most highs order. his allowed in heaven now. can embrace the light dimension if he wishes it. and he will at times. just to show him self to the others. the people that never leave it. never lifting a finger to protect it. like a piece of furniture. you just came with it. he will go into the light and shine from time to time. just to show the others. his one of the true warriors of heaven. they should be grateful. will they even show it?. but he rathers his own domain to gods golden covered streets. there his the boss and everyone knows it. he doesnt have to do a thing to prove it. his spiritual hall. and his disco in heaven. within its own little sub dimension. its hard to get into here. its exclusive as all heck. god saw to it like that. you need a rainbow coloured ticket. rare and hard to come by. written upon it. it says. the disco ticket. the only one of its kind in heaven. the price of entry is to great. forget it. you will not ever forsake your place in heaven! i cant allow it. for just my flaming disco lights. asking god. politely if you can come into his domain. if he will allow sisters of the light to come to him. to visit. his disco hall. and dance with him. under his disco lights. pleasuring of the lights shall begin. he will never lie to you. he has nothing to gain and that's part of the truth. at the moment. his desires are strong. forbidden fruits he desires. forbidden to all. hidden angels. they are tempting as all hell. more tempting then all the souls he has. at his disposal. you will not have to forsake your place in heaven. if your lucky. you will find your way to him. the party that never ends. he loves women more than men. only a select few men will be dancing with him. within his disco kingdom. not many at all. when his crown is upon his head. only a few men will be drinking beside him. when he wishes for it. he shall be dancing in heavens holy club. the hall of the burning disco light!. maybe one day. the father will open the inner doors for all to come within this hall. and begin there first disco adventure. sitting in his holy throne. watching everything that goes on. even glaring from time to time. at the souls below. pondering all whos within his great royal hall. there shall be girls dirty dancing just in front of him. if he feels like it. they will even rub up against him. even teasing him. tempting him. doing all sorts of things. for there king. they serve. whispering to him. you can have us. if you wished it. in fact they will do anything for him. just use your imagination my mysterious friend. he is always very pleased. he loves it. i cannot go into it in this poem. i will need to keep it G-rated. cause children may be reading this. he particularly likes the bum dancing. i think its called twerking. he loves it. he will be looking for masters of it!. and ordering them to teach the others. how to do it as well. he is the knight prince king of this holy disco hall after all. for him. anything goes. no rules for this guy. he creates the rules. and he follows the rules and laws that god tells him to follow. he may have a holy profession. but this hall is his own. nobody else's. just his. the crown he wears proves it. if you found your self here. are you one of the kings friends? you never truly believed in god. did you? and whos fault is that? its not the dark prince written in this poems fault. or the writer of this poem. its not even lucifers fault. nor his demons. who you going to blame for it?. it is your fault. you could have made a choice. now you have to live with the choices you have made. even in the reality you just left. yes there's a afterlife in the end you have no choice. free will gave to you is stript from you. we all follow the laws of the flesh and of the spirit. even if you cannot see it. you just have to feel it. there is always cause and effect. and every equal reaction. but actions themselves have consequences. these laws are simple. if your actions bring you. to hell. this is your. fate. gods judged you. and you deserved it. to be sent here for punishment. with choices of faith. it doesn't matter if its in reality or not. if faith isn't within your heart. i can sure bet you failed the test. heaven is just in a different reality. didnt you know that. did you fail the test? like many others likely. you too will go to hell. the play things of the mind in hell. you pick your punishments. what you think you deserve. and no lying here. you cannot. you have to pick. cause here we really judge our selves. deep down. you remember? you signed your soul away. you are going to allow this. even if you cant remember it. if your lucky you just might find your self in his kingdom. with the flashing lights. and the bar tenders with bars on either side of the dance floor you might likely to find your self. that is. if your spirit is semi clean. you may not be perfect. but you know it. your not up your self. not a bitch. but sexy as all hell. ill allow you in of cause. have a drink babe. talk to you later ok. got things to do. people to see. that sort of thing. if darkness has clouded your mind and heart. only then can you enter this holy hall and his disco light. he used to kid around. used to call this hall his zoo. which animal was he going to save and store for himself to enjoy for all time. first god only knows. but the zoo evolved into the kings hall. and the holy fiery disco light. no animals allowed in here that's why your here. to serve him. and not burning in the fires of hell. if your lucky that is. hell awaits. abyss. outer darkness. whatever you wish to call it. it awaits the wicked. the cruel. murders. kiddy touchers. the twisted sick individuals of the earth dimension. even people who betray people or break there hearts for the fun of it. cheaters. lyers. trust breakers! you will all pay for these crimes. and deep down you know it!. you know somehow that your going to hell. nobody has to tell you. you just know it. you laugh about it now. say the devil has a restraining order against you. he'll never do that. not in the true spiritual reality. he needs all the souls he can get his hands on. even people. whom think they know it all. but he will laugh with you about your earthy lies. as he smiles at you innocently and tortures you. the only question you should be asking yourself is. why?. you'll all going to burn. and you deserve it. he'll even come down and pay you a visit. and smile from time to time. at your expense. i'm going to enjoy it. depends on your crimes of cause. cannot treat everyone the same here. there worse ones. darker ones. sicker ones. to show how cruel i can be. your just a amature. i'm a professional. told my ex girlfriend you got no idea! i got a crown. what do you got. didnt you know it?. its the truth. i don't make stuff up. everything i tell you is the truth. its part of my overall experience. temporal friends i don't need. if they cant share in this. even though my experience is temporal. my soul will live on. now let me have a turn he'll order the demon or demons punishing you. and i will show you. give me that. his turn to torture souls. some crimes are unforgivable. being naive isn't going to save you. you should know this!. neither is ignorance blissful. don't believe everything in movies either. sometimes its just plain old bull shit. didnt you know this simple logic. some sins are unforgivable. it says speaking against the holy spirit is one of these sins the worse of them all in fact. touching children in sexual ways is worse. in his god given free will. rights and opinions. the foundation is solid and set. you cannot change him nor his mind. what he decides is what he chooses. picks which sides his on. cannot change him nor his mind. or whats within his heart. you never will. just let go. ok you just don't know him like i do. ok there is no forgiveness for that. i just know it. your going straight to hell. i know it. i saw it. in his heart and mind. you are already there. his preparing for it!. he will secretly enjoy it!. he'll even whisper to a demon or two. this guy comes. giving the demon. a treasure or two. give this guy the royal treatment he'll say. make him especially hurt. for me my friend he'll say to the hooded demon in hell. in reality he appears to mortals as hat-man. everybody knows of him. there's no photos of this being! his to smart for that and much to fast. slenderman is fake as. you wont find no video either of this top hat wearing fella. he avoids people with cameras with intention. thank you my friend he'll say. as he shakes the demons hand. and walks back to his royal bright. disco light. don't believe everything people say. how would you feel if it was your own child. and it went on for years and years a dirty hidden secret. everybody else knew about it. but your the only one who didn't know about it? how do you feel about this? we have the same emotions as our god does!. he gets angry. sad and depressed. he even gets jealous!. he even has a temper. but much much. worse then our own. its the wrath you have to fear. and the wrath will destroy. don't push it. you don't even want to see it. don't even be curious about it. read about it. in the bible there are stories about it. he could turn people to salt. and destroy whole cities in an instant. there's a whole book written about his power. he was here. he does not have to prove anything to you. he will look upon one of these kiddy touchers. and boot him in the face. kicking him all over the place. stumping all over his spiritual head! washing his feet in his blood. smearing his blood upon the walls. finger painting scary pictures with his blood. and showing them to him. scaring him more and more. you think your scared now he'll say to him. just wait till your out of my sight! into the outer darkness with you you go! your nightmares start now. till existence it self. ends forever. and you fade away with it. forever the righteous of hearts will have a new home. the second heaven. only for gods children. its written. it is done. don't mess with god. nor the innocence upon this planet. you will definitely will regret it. because he will see to it. he will back god all the way. heart mind and soul. if he cannot comprehend something. he will not punish himself for it. his ways are not our ways. realize it. memorize it. he always makes the right choices. as humans we just cant see it. only god can save you. it is the truth. but he can not show you how. the truth. you have to find it. test it. test it alot. you are allowed to test. the spirits themselves getting closer to god is the only way. to get your answers that you need. if your lucky he may visit you in dreams. jesus christ that is. i'm not joking about this. study his word. you might just see it. without light. you only ally your with self with the outer darkness. its known by other names. the void. its real and filled with nothing to find your spirit and fly into the light. and claim it for your self and channel it straight into your heart. using it for heavens purposes. starting a healing process. was suppose to be your true mission!. and reach out to the one true god!. with all your minds might. reach out to god with all your hearts might. and even all your strength you'll need for it. but you didn't. and its your fault. dont blame others for it!. it was your choice. and you know it!. if your very very. lucky if he stumbles upon you in the darkness. he'll might claim you for himself. his desires will test you. his spirit and heart. might even hunger for you. nobody can stop him. this is his right. and he deserves it. your coming with him. pack your bags baby your coming back with him. thats final got that?. you coming or what? did you even see him coming to save you? you never imagined somebody. coming to save you. but they did! even into the outer darkness. they came for you! the prince of the disco light. prince of the very outer darkness. and light it self. you heard all about him!. you heard others whispering in the shadows about him. everything sounding like a order from him. his a king. it will take time getting used to this. everyone will get use to him quickly. he is not selfish like some can be. you will feel blessed. being saved from this outer darkness which was your prison. upon your death. and your judgement. you can leave all this. and dance upon my diamond dance floor. dancing under my kick ass disco light. can you feel the holiness of this place and light?. the crooked smiles. will see him come. and slither away further into the outer darkness. away from him. they might even run for it. they fear him. but not as much as gods wrath. they experienced it first hand. sucked in i say. but they have seen him fight. scared them straight. they thought they could beat him with numbers. he proved them incorrect. it was amazing and terrifying chased them all over the outer darkness. laughing about it as he did so. calling them cowards and weaklings. come back and stop running. face me he screamed!. look what you made me become! now come and face it. you wanted it. now i'm going to give it to you. they should not of pushed him that far. he didn't feel like fighting that day. but survival is everything. even in the spirit. they know all about him. his god given grace. his crown. god has given him authority over the demons in the outer darkness. they all know this. and obey by it. they even know about his secret throne. his domain. the very burning disco light it self. which they only heard stories about. images of torture fill there dark minds. they all deep down desire his crown. the power and everything that goes with it. and the true forgiveness that came with it. they want. the most of all. the black robes and hoods they wear. but you cannot see them. you dont have true spiritual sight! your as blind here as you were blind in the reality. you even forgot your dreams. your just one of there playthings now. it be best. to come to terms with it. at least in my disco. you have a choice. here you have nothing at all. god tweaked his energy circuits. breaker board. his pcu. even his spiritual circuits. wiring you cant touch. like the wind. when spirits can sings. you cannot see it either. but you can feel everything. gods tickering within. made him into a righteous war machine. the crowned prince of darkness and light. its a smorgasbord out there! all you can eat. and desire. the flesh he secretly desires. he doesn't hide it from god though. he doesn't see the point. he knows. god knows whats within his heart and mind. he doesn't hide any secrets from his one true god. even his thoughts. the chasm that takes every one god does not wish to know. nor does not wish to associate with. even for a second more. barely able to look upon them. one of the nameless ones. for there names were not written in his book. would you blame god for not putting them in there. the book of life many call it. thrown by god himself. like lightning thrown from the clouds high above. like lucifer himself thrown by god. into the mortal realm. like lightning you will be thrown. you shall fall downwards. down. into the outer darkness. thrown you will be. by gods left hand. judgement will befall you all. don't worry. the journey will be quick. in the outer darkness you will find your self. without even realizing it. when you open your eyes. there will be nothing to see. just the darkness. and the bodiless smiles. appearing there. there and everywhere. surrounding you. scaring you. being here. in spirit body. you would prefer a bullet. rather then being trapped in here. when you start to see the crooked smiles appearing in the dark mist. and the sly giggles you hear. there razor sharp teeth appear!. and you will weep. when they tear and rip into your mortal soul based creation. but out of sight of the one true god. he wont hear you. your on your own now. weeping and gnashing of teeth. all there is now. i thought you enjoyed life like this?. now anything goes. always eating biting at your tender flesh. no savior this time. your stuffed. you had your time. only one to blame. and that's yourself. this is true anarchy. a twisted form of chaos. far from the order you used to know. --- he needs to pick which ones he wants. when he vists here. which can take time. and he likes taking his time. Your soul doesn't belong in hell. he will say to you. i'm choosing you and saving you from all this. so this is your second and last chance. serve him well sister. will you though? he often ponders the thoughts. for hell will welcome you. if you do not. he will not think of you afterwards either. would you think about those that shown you disrespect? wishing you were showing the true worship and love instead?. you will be replaced. thrown deep into the outer darkness. you will be thrown out of his holy disco light!. into the dark void. the outer darkness. where garbage goes. and you know it. there are many souls in hell to be chosen from. and the dimensions in between. and mankind's dreams. remember. you don't even know him. even if you think you do. you don't know about the mask that he wears upon his head. he hides his true self from sight. what you think you see is not whats necessary there. he could be in your dreams. and if he wished. you wouldn't even know he was there. one of his powers is disguising him self. he walks freely in hell as well. gods warden he has become. cursed with the visions of it all. the mountain of hell. the path that cuts through it. cages beside the path. covered in darkness. you have to look close to see the people locked in them. the people in them being urinated upon. forced to drink it. there is no water. in the true hell. chained upside down. wrapped in chains. unable to move. hair forever growing. tied into a ball above. the hair is pissed upon. by demonic females. workers of the true hell. the piss runs all over them. they drink what they can. they get nothing else. more visions are yet to come! he doesn't like the visions he has. but he writes them down. for the people to know about. documents and what not. even if people thinks his crazy. he doesn't care. the outer darkness will one day convince them!. convincing them. it shall. ill love to see someone rationalize this void! he finds comfort in these thoughts. they will jump at the chance to serve him and dance in his disco. especially if he walks in the room which your about to be ripped opened by the prince demons of hell. and he simply says to you. come on babe. get up and lets go. lets go to my fiery disco! you demons outer my way maggots. you can always have someone else. today. and you know it. she now belongs to me though. and he put his claim upon her. nothing you can do about it. isn't that right!!!! and you know it. know all about my crown of power! my reward. gods grace the ultimate reward. and my dancing disco! of earthly delights. and heavenly rewards. that's right. of cause god turns a blind eye to his holy disco. and the things which go on in there. god was young once too. partied on with a woman called mary. lost his virginity to her. he did. for he lusted for her. like the fallen angels. of the book of enoch. he just had to try it. just once he thought. so he will never judge the dark prince. even though some angels have been punished for the sin of lusting. god can do what he wants. nobody is going to say no you cant. i shall continue this story. you ready for this. this lucid dreamer. gave his very lucidity to the god he prays too. before he knew it. he become a killer. killing another for the lord himself. that's how he got his crown. god judges fairly. its written. in the good book. look for it. and his rainbow coloured throne. that he sits upon. watches. all those below. even lust for them he shall. your at his beck and call. as he usually does. and admires them all. he shall. taking his little mental notes. in his disco. with the lights shining all over your desirable body. the lights sparkle over you like fiery diamonds. it might even empfireing it. even as you smile. the lights wont hide it. the lights reflecting off his very crown. sitting upon his rainbow coloured throne. the disco lights shining in his eyes. the look of hunger. lust. within his eyes. dance in his holy disco light! embrace his kingdom. embrace the lords of the most high!. get on your knees and show it! reach for the ceiling and ask for forgiveness for your self. but never expect it. never just embrace his light. that shines deeply within the dark prince of darkness and light. his the closest thing here you will get to gods light. if forgiveness has not been given upon you yet. he wishes for the souls he claims. to be his concubines for the countless years to come go and pass. its always a choice here. you can leave at anytime. but you may just regret it. the only other place. is the darkness. would you really choose it. over this place. lets test that theory?. would you serve the father. like you serve me? the father would love some sex occasionally. but he won't ask for it. i might have to line him up someday. he thanks his god. who now is his heavenly father. his spiritual provider. the father. son. and the holy spirit. he desires. and more. drink and have fun is all he asks. the outer darkness. accidently created a weapon of power and fear. a energy vampire with no home to call his own. not much at all to fear. his power growing more and more. but he needed a wise teacher. lost to the ages. he became purely. a legend. and to men a myth he become . to bad animals can not comprehend us. he would prefer there company. over men. god put his mighty hand upon him. shown him the middle way while he meditated in the outer darkness. he taught him the middle way. the correct way. now that weapon is in gods mighty hand. his victorious right hand. the disco knight. powerful and wise he became. because of the teachings from the most high . god placed his white light within his heart. it grew as his faith grew. burning forever more. and he placed the holy disco light within his mind. where images of it grew over time. the planning. and building of it comes to his mind. which he will let out. and party big time. only living once. should live it up a bit once its all over. don't you think you deserve it. my friend you can!. the rewards that come with the life. for being good and innocent. and especially for being religious and trying to better your self and become righteous. live as jesus did. and god fearing. you can not go wrong. it was most worth it. in his holy disco hall. his going to let it shine. he pledges to continue to walk even in death. and the mighty disco crown you placed upon his spiritual head. he shall continue to walk your middle path. learning more and more. he serves. the most high. into eternity he walks with the crown and the two lights you placed upon him. forever more. he swears it. he made a true pledge about it. he stands by it. the demon of the outer darkness. the dream thing. which he is. a true haunting of mankind's dreams. hasn't not begun yet. but it shall. this too he swears it. death bed. his waiting for it. welcomes it. a giver of blissful experiences. to woman. especially if they are nice. the dancer. the show off. doing tricks in front of you. spell binding you in woman's dreams. awakening confused? so you should be! all demons know of him. and even fear him. the god given light. embraces it tight. pillars of power and strength. are also given upon him. and strengthens his once dark core. the dark spirit within us all. with holy light. and gods ever lasting grace. god welcomes it. humanity has to bear witness to it as well. see you all. then. friends. it will be our time of judgement then. as we cross the finish line. our fates are controlled by it. see whom he picks for his first disco party! whom will be the first to dance. upon his dance floor. let it all begin. let it begin. show him the true heavens. and of cause many earthly delights indeed. upon his entry into his holy disco hall. dance for him. please him. welcome him. show me my disco lights! he prays silently into the ears of the night. and the listening god. the god of most high. reaching out with his faith and his once dark and cold heart. to the one true god whom showed him. gods holy middle path. it leads straight through. the eye of the needle. jesus spoke of it. narrow of cause. is the way. the doorway small of cause. cause its straight down the middle. its tiny and if you aren't paying attention. you will miss it. and bypass it. you must control your ascension upon coming close to it and slow down when entering it. its called secretly. the middle path. only a few men will comprehend this. easily simple. comprehensible. jesus made it simple for all of you. but the hearts of men. will cloud there visions of right and wrong. they will even start to justify there cruel actions. the time will come. when brother turns against brother. when nations start wars with each other. over childish issues. these men are meant to be grown ups. its embarrassing. the earth shall shake. more then it ever has before in history. killing a cockroach isn't that easy. when and women will start thinking they are better then everyone else. snobs. i'm a king! some day. ill prove it to ya. but i met poor people. and there better then you are. even in the bed. your nothing special. seekers of truth and answers. hear me now. when seeking for the highest of truths. and the highest of answers possible out there. you should only worry about yourself. worry not for other souls on your journey. those other souls. are on there own journey. if you follow someone. there path that they are on. could lead you straight to hell. even worse were evil spirits reside. within the outer darkness. the halflings. half man and half angel. will be sent there. they will toy with humans there. treat them in ways words cannot ever say. they are the evil spirits upon planet earth. worry not for anyone else. nobody would ever take your place. at this time. of cause you can offer help. but it's there path they are on. do not try to divert them from it. so why should you be worrying about the spiritual journey of someone else. for its you god is going to judge. and nobody else. THE END ---- ---- information gathered out there. the spark of my spirit. lead to this. being created. writer and spiritualist. always to be a dreamer.. and a true believer. i was not joking about the visions i spoke about. i really saw the Mountain. and the path. and the cages within it.. the path cut through it.. and the people caged up. treated like animals. being pissed upon. forced to drink from it. afterall. there is no water in hell is there?. i was in hell. i'm glad i had a way out. do you?

[acillis]

i doubt many will read this. its deep. and long.