Recent DJ Posts

im in this upstairs flat apartment i've never seen before. I think me and my sister just moved in. There's this guy who i know was a spy, and lied about who he was and faked getting close to me because it was his assignment. I stopped associating with him but i can see through a cloud foggy thought that he's over at some agency looking at us on a computer and some grey haired guy telling him he needs to get into our place and wedge himself back into our life. The boss guy is pissed and scolding but then the guy who i got away from who had black curly hair smugly tells him he knows what to do. He says that he just needs to befriend my sister and that she's gullible. Next thing i know my sister is letting him in our apartment and i become furious and tell her about who he really is and that he needs to get out of our place immediately and i go and throw him down the stairs towards the exit. But then my sister says he needs to get his stuff first and he goes back up and i hear through the door my sister is eating pizza with him and offering him pizza and i realize she lied to keep him there longer and that she fell for his lies. i go and shove the pizza in his face and destroy his stuff then throw it out over the balcony while the guy pretends to be innocent and a victim then i finally force him out and chase him away with a bat, it felt like trying to explain no longer works and the only thing that works is violence and force. (reflecting on what the dream means, these are feelings i have about my grandma and mom having willing ignorance about how horrible of people my niece and half sister are and force subject everyone to them and no matter how much evidence showing how much of monsters they are they will prioritize them above themselves and others mental well-being)

Watching Gumball and football

At my parents' house, I'm watching TV, there's an episode of Gumball : an adventure of Gumball and Darwin in the jungle, carried away by the waterfall, they encounter a T. Rex and shout out of fear. I'm zapping channels, there's a cartoon on channel 18, soccer on several channels, I watch a soccer match : one player had a brilliant idea : he lets the ball go out near the goal, while the goalkeeper catches a second ball. They do the touch at the same time, and the player scores with the official ball (he nearly missed).

That poopoo spray guy

I'm with Craygar, he does his 626 effect saying "Poopoo spray", I do it too but not as easily, he does the 626 + throat bass at the same time.

Island choices, T. rex chases

I'm on an island with a guy. We have two scripted choices available each time, said by the narrator. There's a T. rex, so we run towards the beach, but the dinosaur followed us. The guy makes the choice to stay and face him, I choose to escape (the narrator is disappointed). Passing through the jungle, the dino is chasing me. I arrive at a large playground, the floor is sand. I choose to escape again. Angry, the T. rex shouts and chases me, when suddenly a volcano erupts. While the T. rex is distracted, I hide behind a wooden wall.

I've been severely anemic and ill for the past three years. My iron and oxygen levels seem to be improved to the point I can work around the house. I have privilege of being able to nap when I want.

I found my password my DV account. I'm so excited at the idea that maybe if I reread my earlier journal entries I could regain the ability to re-enter lucid dreaming. I found some of my gold and lung dreaming powder. It's about 3 years old so not sure if it's going to work. Here's to hoping.

I miss going to the deep down but further than that I think there must be other worlds that are open to me where I can find deeper answers. I'm missing quite a few journal entries from another app I hope to recover soon to be able to integrate into these. The tea tastes bitter... But I hope that it awakens something in my mind that has been drifting in the fog during my illness.

I've been severely anemic and ill for the past three years. My iron and oxygen levels seem to be improved to the point I can work around the house. I have privilege of being able to nap when I want.

I found my password my DV account. I'm so excited at the idea that maybe if I reread my earlier journal entries I could regain the ability to re-enter lucid dreaming. I found some of my gold and lung dreaming powder. It's about 3 years old so not sure if it's going to work. Here's to hoping.

I miss going to the deep down but further than that I think there must be other worlds that are open to me where I can find deeper answers. I'm missing quite a few journal entries from another app I hope to recover soon to be able to integrate into these. The tea tastes bitter... But I hope that it awakens something in my mind that has been drifting in the fog during my illness.

Got a short lucid after multiple WBTBs

Slapped for looking

A guy is talking with a girl I knew in high school, but is distracted by her sister behind her. Then they're in a dining room, she slaps him for checking out her sister. He should be listening instead of looking...

Cashier-driver, I didn't pay !

I'm in a grocery store, I want to pay (~42€ worth of groceries) but I don’t remember my credit card's number. The cashier thinks that I paid, so he hops on his bus (he's also a bus driver). I get on his bus to go home but at my stop, I realize that I still have to pay. I'm calculating what's the fastest option to go to the store : stay in the bus, or get out and take my parents' car ?

Castle kidnapping, luck and Globultis

I'm in anime style, I work in a castle, a girl from high school is a cashier here, she tells me to go take out the trash. I go, but next to the trash bins, there are two xenomorph-like creatures made of melting threads, or flexible rods, with psychedelic colors (similar the Wilsons in Gumball) : they tell me their name : the Globultis. They start kidnapping me. They're born from garbage, which disgusts me. So I literally change their origin in real time (even though I'm not even lucid). Then the high school girl is on her break, she’s looking for me. Going down the stairs, she finds me, being abducted by the Globultis in front of a cinema entrance. They carry me further, entering a door. She follows us, and she has the power of probability manipulation : she easily defeats those monsters with her powers, and even picks up her handbag without moving : the lamp above it falls, hanging from a wire, hangs the bag and brings it into her arms.

Get Lucky, duo cover

In a bedroom with two guys, with one of them we perfectly cover "Get Lucky" by Bigman, the other guy is acting as our beatbox judge.

Get Lucky, roller coaster (LD)

I'm in an amusement park simulation game. I'm jumping down the rails of a giant vertical blue roller coaster, with Bigman’s "Get Lucky" playing in my mind, remixed with a throat bass melody from the same cover. I'm controlling the music but not my movements.

Looks like I'm staying home all week.

Crossover

I was in the wheel of time again. I was at the battle of caihrien. But there was an army of M3GAN dolls fighting. ( I saw the movie the previous night.). They were doing the animal crawl/run down the Hill Towards the Aiel. I wish I remembered more.

Next Jamie dreams I couldn't tell if it was her in the dreams.

Jamie

We were on a strange tiny mountain. Jamie was doing something sexually provocative. I can't even describe it. It only made sense if you were there dreaming it. I think her intent was to show off.

Jamie 2

I was in a house. Jamie was there but I didn't recognise her. She was grabbing me and wanting to spend time together in that way. I was indecisive because I didn't know it was her. For a moment I almost decided but then my memory fades.

I'm glad she's consistent.

I’m driving in a parking lot - or, really, a series of interconnected ones. They seem to belong to a college and possibly other educational institutions as well, as I have to wait at times for crossing guards to allow students to pass. It seems to be early morning, and still dark out. I arrived earlier than I had to, which seems to be related somehow to why I came all the way out to this lot instead of closer.

I park the car, and as I start walking across the lot, I encounter a rat. Since this is one of my dreams, this results in a conversation. I’m familiar with this particular rat but cannot recall his name, so I ask him what it is. He tells me he’s DJ Rat, which is another very good candidate for the second least creative name for a dream character I’ve ever recorded.

DJ Rat has a large wad of colorful bills that could be Euros, and he wants to give them to me for some reason. I’m reluctant to accept, but he keeps insisting, and I start to think that maybe just taking it is the right thing to do. What use would a rat have for money, anyway? And there’s nothing stopping me from using some of it to buy him something.

Later in the dream, I’m inside one of the campus buildings (probably that’s what it is). I’m with a man and woman at a desk where the man is picking up old artwork of his. He intends to just get rid of it, but I say I’ll take it. I look over what seem to be several very large calendar pages, and another large painting with an interesting vibe to it. Not quite nightmarish, but maybe kind of a fever dream quality. It shows a mostly barren landscape at night with a very large canine, possibly a coyote, holding the moon like a tennis ball in its disproportionately elongated jaws. The moon has a round pink sticker on it stating “50% off”.

1.7.25

Motorcycle parade

I'm driving a car with my brother and other people, there's a motorcycle parade coming from the other side of the road, I take a shortcut on the right to avoid a traffic jam with them.

Split tongue surprise

I'm in a grocery store's warehouse, I have a split tongue, I reveal it to every employee one by one by making them believe I just had an accident and I bit my tongue. I stick it out and every time they're shocked. I'm just having fun watching their reactions.

Romantic cardboard

A man finds his wife outside. He says to her : "It’s me who *forgot what he said*", while bringing her closer to him using teared cardboard pieces.

a group of 3 guys are doing challenges and filming it for a stream or show or something outside near library bridge of where i grew up. one guy is skateboarding middle of road, another is chasing on foot after him and another is driving a car over curbs and grass just to be behind them and keep up. it's like the guy on skateboard and the guy in car are the ass kissers to the guy running like they're doing everything they can to follow and keep up with him. Then suddenly they take the long backseat backboard of the car out and say they're going to nap outside now on the sidewalk. my non bodied pov is confused as to why. I guess they're doing some sort of challenge for attention. i wonder how the two guys can live with themselves being groveling ass kissing side characters to the guy who needs attention and reactions carefully curated to everything he says and does. (i think this dream stemmed from my sister telling me about how my niece who clearly has histrionic personality disorder acts this way, and i can't understand why the people who associate with her put up with her abuse)

Same shirt

I'm in a grocery store, a postman has the same t-shirt as mine (which I don't have on me), I tell him that I'll wear it tomorrow, we laught about it.

Equations game

I'm in my room, at my parents' house, with two niblings. I show my niece the answer to an equation, from a series of equations on my notebook (she has the same) : it's the hardest equation, with the only unknown x.

Salty mug drink

In my parent's house's kitchen, I'm preparing a delicious salty drink in a mug : probably pizza soup, with tomato pieces and other ingredients. But there's no more milk bread to dip it in (the sugar of the bread perfectly contrasts the saltiness of the drink).

Balcony prank gone wrong

At my sister's appartment, a guy tells his friend to do just like him : they cling to the balcony railing, but the first friend begins to lift the other. By reflex and fear of dying, the guy punches him with his forearm, killing him. Later, questioned by the police, he explains everything.

i was holding my cat (who passed away from ckd the end of last year), i was holding him in my lap, there was people around like other survivors of the end of the world. it was like time was up and we were all just waiting. But i'm sitting with bem on my lap and kissing him and rubbing his ears and he's purring and i know he's going to leave me soon, like he's just visiting to tell me goodbye. i made him a little beanie to put on him, he lets me for a second but i can tell he doesn't prefer it so i take it off and then i consider cutting ear holes into it to make it more comfortable but then i decide not to because i just want to enjoy the little time i have left with him and i look at the beanie and smell it and think that it will be a memory of him i can hold. then i go back to hugging and petting bem, then suddenly times up and he leaves and i cry and mourn. A. tells me that it's going to be okay and that we have one day left before the end of earth. And that we'll spend the last day tomorrow remembering all the memories of bem. So we both take empty flights home. and then spend our day alone until we have to meet the two of us in this lab where a dimension hole exit is that i discover will be where this ancient man will save earth from end war and et's. And i realize i wasted energy on worrying about the end when this was and old preset future that will be fine. Then i teleport to someones side alley of there home, a woman and her 3 daughters are making cupcakes and cake and decorating it for her mothers bday outside on a fold up table, the washer and dryer is against their outside wall. the grandma comes out and says "for me?", the mom doesn't want the surprise spoiled so after a moment of staring she says "no this is for the neighbors son, go inside go inside", and the grandma goes inside. then all 4 women stand there and wait and all look at each other wondering what to do. after a few seconds the mom tells her daughter to go fetch her grandma to come back out side and when the grandma comes out they all yell "surprise!" and the grandma who seems childlike says again "for me?" and smiles. Then suddenly she's at the table eating the cake and just a guy is watching and smiling now as the grandma finished up her cake, all the while the dream i had before about time running out is happening again but at the same time somewhere else and i can feel it, but this is showing what this family is doing while i was experiencing futility and acceptance.

Not much to recall. Posting late because my car broke down...

Jesus

Just a flash of Jesus writing something in a book. He looks up at me and smiles.

The impression I felt from it is: I'm writing your love story. Don't do anything rash! ( Directed at me and Jamie).

Jamie flash

Jamie is looking at me and says, "I'm extremely sensitive." With a stern tone.

Got it. It's a warning as well as advice. I was splitting on the past at work again. And the Jamie voice was getting upset at it. That could be what she means too. The Jesus voice tells me from time to time to be very careful with my words to her. I understand I'm oversensitive at times too.

I'm still doing what I can to be patient though. It's extremely hard sometimes.

I'm home tonight and tomorrow. I'll be back Thursday and Friday to do some pianos.

the group and poppy was doing these jumps, and then jumping in a hole while a scanning thing that grows plants goes over every plant in the garden, i seemed to have a hard time figuring it out so i kept going to the water tubs and drinking to speed up my garden. The blood bananas grew and everyone else was getting mad at me for not doing the same thing they were doing even though the way they were doing things was slower and took more effort. They were mad i didn't slow down my own garden to match their speed because they all think their technique is group law even if it isn't as efficient. poppy started to do different things that were also more efficient and i took note and tried what she was doing because it made sense (i don't remember in wake the things)

Old car, whale-woman & hill-whale

I'm struggling to park the old small car of my sister in front of my parents' house. Then in the house, my two lower teeth hurt a lot. I should go to the dentist. I’m looking on Google Maps.

Then I'm scuba diving under the ocean, when a whale-woman arrives (she's like a giant mermaid). She's swallowed a large animal. Whith digestion, it emmited so much CO₂ that her belly is bubbling. With her round mouth full of small sharp teeth around the lips, she burps so hard that it would make me deaf if I didn’t protect my ears.

Then with people, we have to climb a living hill that is also a whale, before it digests us. We do it, I even manage to play with a football, which I almost lost. The mother of a girl makes a victory speech, standing on probably a flat square tomb in a graveyard. We then learn that she died. With my mom and a nephew, we drive the old small car, still parked in front of the house, which now belongs to the girl, who inherited everything from her mother.