Tired Of Falling Down

I'm just writing
as I go,
What words that
follow, I don't,
even know

All I know,
is that I'm very sad
today...
Everythings so crazy
nothings going my way

But I've been here
so many times
before,
and I have
picked myself
up
off the floor

But...

This time is
different because...

Others are involved,
in my mad
life of ME...
Which they don't
deserve at all...

I'll fix it,
like I did,
so many times
before....

But how many
times...

Must I fall?