It can be physical or not.
Maybe I forgot my meds for a couple of days, or maybe I'm just uncharacteristically pessimistic. But I've been dwelling on the past these last couple days and I would say, ironically, the one trait of mine that I do not like is my likability.
My mom ran into an old boyfriend. In fact, my first "true love". He supposedly said he's never married because he's never been able to find anyone like me.
His mom told me the same thing when I hunted him down 10 years ago. Everyone thought we would end up together.
I make a good impression on practically everyone I meet. But I've told people, time and time again, that I am NOT a good person. But no one believes me and then they're shocked whenever I'm human and act less than perfectly.
I guess that's the main reason I keep myself distanced from others and fail to maintain lasting friendships. Sooner or later I let everyone down.
So, what about y'all? What is it about yourselves that you don't like or would like to change?
**Edit**
WOOT! Thanks for explaining how to edit the title!
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