When i go to sleep, i will be lying and my legs go dead,i guess i can feel where they are touching on the bed kind of, but not really. its a weird sensation, where i cant move them either. Although if i try hard and actually TRY to move them, i can hop out of bed. I also close my eyes and see light patterns, etc. when i go to sleep i can really easily become realaxed in my bed. Eventually i will realize that i am "dreaming" , like i will realize that i can still hear my airconditioner although i know i must be dreaming because i am experiencing something like a dream ( fantasies or something completely unreal), This usually starts out with me thinking about a topic that would vary, and then suddenly i realize that im sort of in the dream state, but also knowing that i am in bed. I cannot control my dream. One time i heard this really weird sound ( like a drop of water dropping) and that startled me completely and i sat up in bed. All of this happens within a relatively short time frame. Im new to the whole "trying to LD" experience, but what i described has been going oon about for a month. Am i coming close to WILD? sorry if my paragraph was jumbled but i didnt know how or in which order to describe most things.

i forgot to add that sometimes after i am extremely relaxed and in this state i can feel my eyes rappidly twitch...