It is strange, though. At the time, I wasn't trying to get a lucid dream, so I don't think there was any excitement at all to wake up from. It was more matter-of-factly. Also, the cacophony and the rapid degrading of the image were in direct response to the realization that this was a dream. There was no fading or feeling that the dream was ending, just those sudden loud sounds and the lost image. I think it lasted a second before I woke up, but the details are blurry. Also, the entire atmosphere of the dream was eerie, like it should have been a nightmare. It's almost like my subconscious was like "Well, you ruined that for me. Oh well, here's the scare anyway.".
Another thought just crossed my mind. Though I don't think that was the case, maybe I didn't become lucid at all. Maybe what I experienced was just the nightmare, nothing more nothing less, and my pinching myself and the realization were just part of the script. If this was the case, it was a pretty unconventional nightmare, though.
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