I didn't sleep much last night and I have been really tired all day so I decided to take a nap. I don't know how long I was asleep or if I was at all when I had the sensation that I couldn't move my legs. This happens to me fairly often and is nothing new, its like the SP sets in before my mind is fully asleep or something and it freaks me out. Anyway, so I close my eyes again to try to fall asleep and very quickly I start to see this bright white background with odd colorful patterns and I think, is this a LD or atleast the beginning of one? I know I'm awake yet I'm seeing this strange imagery. Determined not to screw it up I just go with it and relax. Now I can feel my hands and feet get really heavy like they're sinking into my mattress. I'm still relaxed, no problems. Then I notice that I can hear my heart beat, and its not beating very fast but it sounds louder than usual. Anytime when I'm trying to fall asleep if I can hear my heart beat I always reposition myself because the sound of it makes me uncomfortable or something. I couldn't take the noise so I attempted to move and then I was fully awake laying in my bed. I tried to close my eyes and see if it would come back but nothing happened. I guess I blew it(whatever it was).
Anyone know if that is the beginning of something, and if so what follows? I don't really know what it was but I wish I had relaxed and stuck with it.
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