Uhm...Yeah...second topic of the night...

It's currently like 2 in the morning...
What the hell is going on? I dunno if I'm awake or not, so im gonna write whatever happens right now...letters keep changing shape when i glance at them....c's look like s's...and 1's look like 4's...I'm pretty sure I'm awake, but again I cant be so sure because ive never felt this way...my perception of the world has changed...someone tell me whats going on....minutes that pass seem like hours...because last i looked at the clock it was 2 04 and now its 2 10...im absoluetely sure i havent had any intoxicants in since forever...hmm....is this some sort of induced conscious dream state where im awake and dreaming at the same time...someone help me...please...