hi guys

well, that is the first flying dream that I am aware of in the last 8 years (since I had my succesful 2 LDs). The thing is, I don't think I was lucid, cos on the whole, things were as fuzzy as normally when I dream. There were lots of "signs" though. One was the building that I started from - I was aware that there was a room I could go to, it was magic or something, and I "thought" myself into the sky - I didn't physically travel from a to b, I was in the room, then I was in the sky. It was like there was a portal or something!

I'm so confused cos I have been linking flying with LDing, and assuming that as a child I was a LDer - but then perhaps not after all. The flying though - I had reason to get higher, or lower. Higher in order to stay in the air, but then found I was in the clouds. Now, this is where it is almost lucid (I think). I'm in the clouds now and it is so real - I can't see anything but white and grey, and I can feel the clouds too. They are almost wet. Then I want to go lower cos someone is chasing me (I think).

In order to fly - to lift myself higher (and this is just the same as my dreams as a kid) I have to THINK myself up - it's a conscious effort. So, I am to a certain extent in control, in the dream. I'm quite pleased about that.......... but it didn't feel lucid - not like the 2 actual lucid dreams I have had, and not like the 2 recent experiences of going lucid but only briefly and then waking up. When I woke up this morning my recall was no clearer than usual (has been with the LDs) and it didn't feel all that "special" - cos it was fairly fuzzy.

What is going on???????