I have been lucid in the past. I know it is possible for me. My interest in LD's waned and now it is back but getting to that point so I have more control over dreams is hard. I do direct dreams even when not lucid but I want to realize that I am dreaming and can have better control.

I have been telling myself, I could be doing this wrong or with not the right amount of effort, all night for a while now that when I see Aragorn, because for some reason he just seems to be in my dreams on a fairly regular basis, I will know that I am dreaming.

Last night before bed I was able to watch nearly all of my movie Hogfather on the computer. The DVD is from England and won't play in my regular DVD player so I can get my computer to play it but sometimes it freezes up. At any rate, I am watching it and the last dream of this day had Death of the Discworld in it. The guy in my avatar picture. He is in the film.

I used to not ever be able to see him before until this movie now there he is as bold as brass and I make up the stupid story that he is a model I created. I carry him to some area in some room of some place and stand him there. I don't remember the whole dream but I would like to know why I can't seem to recognize that this was a dream or that other things I have dreamed of are not real.

I mean, I am talking to Aragorn and sometimes in the dream body sometimes not and flying and all sorts of stuff but I'll be darned if I can get lucid.

Sometimes it is funny. Sometimes it is just plain annoying. And right now I am starting to get really upset.