almost a wild?

[Lordalmar]

last night i tried to wild again, and i think i am getting close. i got to SP, and after a bit it seemed to fade away. then i think i ALMOST got to a dream. i was laying there and all of a sudden, i started getting HI. some of it was REALLY vivid. the strange thing was, it felt like my eyes were ALMOST open but they were still closed. the HI was vivid, but it just seemed to be random things that kept changing over and over. also when i had the HI, it seemd like SP had completely faded. my body felt normal, i could see the above HI during this time. i assume if i kept going, i would have entered a dream? i think i am almost there, so i will keep trying.

[Goldney]

That's a good attitude. Just keep trying and eventually you'll get there. Have you thought about getting a sleep mask. It may stop you worrying about your eyes being half-open or whatever.

[Lordalmar]

That's a good attitude. Just keep trying and eventually you'll get there. Have you thought about getting a sleep mask. It may stop you worrying about your eyes being half-open or whatever. its not that i was woried, its just that it felt weird. i knew my eyes were still closed. i think if i kept it up, a scene would have formed and i could have entered it and succeeded. i guess that they only felt that way because of the HI i was getting. some of it was REALLY WEIRD. some of the images were VERY clear and colorful, they looked totaly real as well. i could even describe them, i remember them that well. i am still wondering about the SP though. why did it seem to feel like it totaly faded? is that a normal thing? i could describe the whole thing better if ya want, it might make more sense then.