I don't get it...I JUST don't get it...

I've had 2 dreams in the past week that had one of my dream signs in it (=a famous actor that I often make out with alot in my dreams when I become lucid). And in both these last 2 dreams of him, I never ONCE questioned if I was dreaming or not. I was merely too excited that my wish to meet him "finally came true!!!"

So my question is, am I not becoming lucid in these examples because my subconscious would be too disappointed that it is only a dream and not really happening? Am I actually avoiding lucidity?

(I really wish I would become lucid in these dreams in particular. Because they're really crap until I get to control them. All we do is dance or flirt or hold hands. If I want to get some, I need to be lucid damnit.)